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He has stopped flirting with her for now anyway but to be honest when he does it again I don't know what I'll say

I love him I care for him but I don't really show it but look at me sat here like I'm some kind of poet

When he spoke to her I seen them my heart started to crumble I turned around I tried to run but then I'd stumble

He loves me he loves me not the petals fell of the daisy you know this guy I think I fell for him and he makes me really crazy

I don't understand how life works ,
I don't understand anything about this world and I don't understand why everything is so hard

My life is cartoons you know things that aren't real, people may tell me I need to snap back into reality because I believe in so many things that ain't real that it seems to have taken over my life and people think I'm just living a fairy tale and it isn't right to believe that because reality may hurt

But really I can't understand why it isn't real, isn't it something everybody wants? Truth is I don't understand anything and im fine with that.

He is supposed to make me happy
But all he does is make me confused
He flirts with my friend and I guess I feel used, he says he loves me I say I love you to but he flirts with my friend and that's all he'll ever do

I try not to notice I try and look away
But then I get filed up with all these things I'll never say, he talks to me and hugs me like he's mine for ever more but to be quite honest I'm not really sure, I've told him how I feel about him flirting with my friend he goes on like everything's fine like this won't ever end, you know what I'll do it I'll end this thing to feel free but by doing that and confessing up will that really please me..

What am I doing really i feel like I'm stuck I either like him or I don't but I just don't know how I even feel

He is my boyfrind but am I wasting my time? I feel like I am like I'm doing everything wrong but why is it I feel so stupid for listening to your fake words

Now I realise how I fell in love it wasn't you I fell in love with it was your fake words and how they made me feel inside