just when things were starting to look up,
the whole sky
fell like a tonne of bricks.
if i live,
i guess i'll have something to build with.
life is difficult: a sign
it's worth doing.
demand infinitely of yourself,
give generously to those who deserve
(whether it be of time or fire),
experiment, leave always a space free, diagnose
the source of problems, become problems,
struggle, breakdown,
breakthrough.