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thymos Aug 2015
greeting faces just to watch them go.
slipping away, the makings
of fragile eternity.
finding traces of you here, traces there:
i grasp them so close to my heart,
so tightly
that they are crushed.
thymos Aug 2015
i lay down the full weight of my sorrow
on a bed of letters
and pray the night lasts till the end of time:
rest, rest, wake not tomorrow.
alas, every word turns like the days.
perhaps i would have fallen in love in the dream
had i not stayed up to see the heavy dawn.
i'm used to it, i'm fine.

are my lips to utter more lies?
if only i was a caterpillar
with a new world to look forward to
merely dreaming i was human in the meantime.
are my lips to utter more lies?
if only the past
were shed away as easily as it is
for moths and butterflies.

my demise, like a delicate flower,
grows in the palm of my lonely hand
and on the tip my withheld, powerless tongue.
thymos Aug 2015
my joints,
like my ideas,
often unravel.
my burning anaesthetics!
they leave nothing behind
but wasted time
and ash, whence no phoenix rises,
and potential turned to smoke.
i find only crude dreams that prop up this sordid reality.
oh my aching joints!
what escapes me: my escapes!
i should find new crutches
—at least then i'd have the capacity to read books of philosophy—
and i must forge a path
that heals my broken legs:
the path shall be made by treading it
though it shall bring great pain.
oh my aching ideas!
or - why not? - what's the harm
in one more attempt
at escape? i suppose it's no use: fact.
but what are these words now?
a true declaration must overflow with an act.
'A path is made by walking on it.'—Zhuangzi
thymos Aug 2015
the path between us
is made of words
and with every step i take,
i step on something jagged,
and i have so far to go.
(i go on, there's nowhere else
worth going.)
thymos Aug 2015
i am a prisoner of my past,
i am a shadow of my future:
caught between a collapsing star
and a nova, perhaps close, invisible:
there, courage - vision - is demanded of me;
an abyss looks into an abyss;
am i up to it? on your head be it:
catastrophe is the opportunity missed.
'Catastrophe—to have missed the opportunity.'—Walter Benjamin, Passagenwerk
thymos Aug 2015
alas, i've heard it asked: how can we
write poetry after Auschwitz?
i don't know. and prose? i don't know: gone mad
the whole world implodes and dips its dove's foot into my purple brow:
in a dream, ink erupts from under my dirt encrusted fingernails
and it is the transubstantiation of my rainbow stained blood,
and the void was flooded:
what's a word? more than i—more than i can show.
how did they write poetry after colonialism?
after other slaves and other genocides?
i don't know. Rimbaud traded in slaves, and, before his fury,
wrote masterpieces... perhaps its obvious; a bad pun, to help us cope,
—he even left the path to his divinity,
but all this has nothing to do with anything—.
perhaps every genocide needs its herald poets.
and the rest, how did they write? i don't know.
perhaps it was not their concern;
they desired to write, and there, they did not give way, and so
were right.
and is it the same with us, as we write
through the screams of the however many millions coming from Congo
and from however many other scenes similar? i—
perhaps i do not need to know,
perhaps, in fact, i cannot write poetry.
if i'm to try, it pertains to me to be of use in case this comes to a fight.

and life, if life is drama,
then there will always be roles:
there will always be the part of the villain that needs playing,
an immortal space to be filled by actor after actor,
we cannot stop them, we cannot stop them;
our enemy is a hydra's head!
the task, then, is to re-write the script!
ad lib won't cut it!
cast away your hope, boredom and wonder:
we'll need fire and a pen mightier than a golden sword,
and softly spoken words that can split history asunder.
thymos Aug 2015
where is the time that drips like honey from the ark of eternity?
under the starry skies that are you eyes!
and yes, i've used that metaphor too many times:
so be it! so be it!

soft are the lips of truth, unworthy are my own.
up, down: my ever undulating tongue.
sinking into your seraphic image,
i slow dance with plasma shed from the sun.

i'm captured by the gaze of your coruscating eyes,
i must risk disaster, fly, and not be petrified;
that smile, that smile inspires a desire,
a desire to inspire that smile of yours myself.
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