dryswallow pills
blink
breathe
oh its ok i guess, not a lot going on now


could it get more fun yeah of course, but im alright with it like this
gives me time to focus


stars in your ***
like it or not its how


quality time doesnt mean its any good

its like i cant feel myself hurt and it scares me because if i go too far i wont be anything
    lose myself in this
    lost myself in this


    stars but its not special anymore (maybe it never was? but i cant do that because what if im right)
    something about this is familiar and something about this
    something about you is familiar
    you look like my best dream


    heart enough to push or pull its not for me to judge thats all you homeboy
    gave so much away but not for no reason, i really cared
    im unfair and selfish yeah i still love you though


    not right and not for the best

moss
rocks
small stream


dust (or is it _)
small stream
closed eyes, closed legs, open hands
finger


cool wind shakes the youngtreebranch scent around
opened eyes, focus on something in the distance
can you see it?