I’m done being Mr. Nice guy,
I’m not fit for this role,
I just wanna live a little,
Who gives a **** if I’m an *******.

No more cliches,
Done with this perfect world crap,
Been fed with too much drama,
It’s like a big death trap.

Never again will I go on,
Running like I’m somebody,
But in truth,
Nobody even knows me.

Done feeling sorry for myself,
I’m done with you and this ****,
**** all of you,
I am who I am and that’s Legit.

—Thomas James Written on January 9, 2012

You guys have been together,
For 35 years,
So much has changed,
With lots of Laughter and tears.

You guys have struggled,
You guys have persevered,
As your children,
We had this growing fear.

That we could never satisfy,
That our goals were unclear,
But you guys guided us through,
As our role models through all these years.

And now another milestone,
35 years in the making,
Of love and happiness,
And we are here celebrating.

All apart,
But yet together in your hearts,
Happy Anniversary Mom and Dad!
-Tj, Inday, Toto, Nene

—Thomas James Written on December 30, 2011

I have something to say,
But I keep on holding back,
It’s nothing wrong or offensive,
It’s just a slight courage I lack.

I have this feeling I’ve been keeping away,
Sometimes I feel like I have to scream,
But I don’t know how to do it,
I just can’t decipher what these feelings mean.

Now I’m running out of options,
And things aren’t going our way,
It’s not you but rather me,
I just don’t love you anymore, babe.

—Thomas James Written on December 29, 2011

You’re violent to yourself,
You always put yourself in danger,
It doesn’t matter how deep you cut,
So what if I’m a stranger.

I don’t know you,
I shouldn’t even care,
I don’t know how you feel,
I was never there.

To live life in your shoes,
So who am I to say,
To stop all this *******,
That you’re going the wrong way.

Well I’m just a stranger,
Willing to be your friend,
Just stop and listen,
I’m not here for pretend.

I’m here to help you out,
Out of this life you hate,
I want to show you,
That life can be great.

—Thomas James Written on December 6, 2011

If only you know,
These feelings I have,
You might think I’m crazy,
But I’m in love.

—Thomas James Written on December 5, 2011

I hate you,
I hate how you act,
Shut up and listen,
Pick up your slack.

Stop being a ***,
Get out in the world,
Be social and live a little,
Meet that special guy or girl.

Go on,
Get in that car,
Show them,
Who you are.

—Thomas James Written on December 5, 2011

Let me be that guy,
You know,
The one that will,
And forever be by your side.

Let me make you my girl,
You know,
The one that has,
And forever will rock my world.

Let us make this vow,
You know,
To love each other,
Forever and now.

—Thomas James Written on October 16, 2011