Why did I even care?
You were never there.
I loved you,
But you never followed through.

—Thomas James Written on August 21, 2011

Being so close to a goal,
You never intended to reach,
Now all those hopes and joy,
Turn to misery.

—Thomas James Written on August 24, 2011

I may be evil,
Or Demented
But all the things I’ve done,
Are all intended.

I may be sweet,
Or kind,
But the memories of you,
Are in my mind.

—Thomas James Written on August 27, 2011

My whole life I just wanted to cry,
Though no one would ever know why.

I’ve been waiting for a change,
But it seems like things are staying the same.

So many things I want people to know,
Just not enough courage to show,

The truth about my life,
How I had to lie.

—Thomas James Written on August 28, 2011

If we all see the world in a different view,
If we all walk in someone else’s shoes,
Will we feel any different?
Will we feel any regret?

What if you saw your parents die,
What if you walk into a world of lies,
Will you feel like the world is against you?
Will you feel like there’s nothing you can do?

Now stand for yourself,
Because no one will give you help,
This is your life to live,
Understand what to believe,

If someone helps you along the way,
Take it, it will lighten load for a day,
But never be dependent for too long,
Show the world you are strong,

You can be a better person,
And all you need is a reason,
To achieve this peace,
It can all start with a simple wish.

—Thomas James Written on September 3, 2011

I don’t know how to say this,
But it’s really hard to deny,
You look beautiful today,
Especially with that little smile.

—Thomas James Written on September 17, 2011

You’re like a princess,
That never found a prince,
Like a little girl,
That hopes and wishes.

—Thomas James Written on September 27, 2011