Tell me, why is it that I'm all alone?
An outcast in this world that I live in?
Would anyone miss me if I were gone?
Friends aplenty, to theirs' I am hidden
Nothing am I but a tool for misuse
Whose kindness is borrowed without repay
Am I the problem? Or the “friends” I choose?
Nobody knows, not even I can say
But all is not well with my fake smile on
Don't worry about me, I'll be just fine
My true emotions flow from dusk till dawn
Each day I choose where to draw the thin line
The thin line that plenty of people cross
They get to be happy, but at my cost

Ignorant Creator. What is this life void of love?
It's not a life at all
Ignorant Master. Why do you detest me so?
The fruit of your unholy labors
Ignorant Father. Whose love do I deserve?
Surely I cannot obtain your own
Ignorant Human
You made me!
A beautiful abomination
A precious plague
Doomed to oblivion
Blessed with solitude
I live with no purpose but to die

Ignorance is bliss
Uncertainty is hope
The things I'll never miss
Are what I need to cope
Don't say the things I dread
I'd much rather not know
They'll forever be in my head
And the pain will never show
I've no walls
But rather a moat
Should you fall
Hope that you can float
The only way out
Is to never have gone in

Everyone has a dark side
But there's no shadow without light
With you, the shadows of my heart subside
I wish to once more hold you tight
To again witness the beauty of your eyes
Eyes I could lose myself in, if time allowed
Eyes so blue, they rival the open skies
When I catch your gaze I'm instantly wowed
When I'm with you, pure ecstasy surges through my veins
Unsure if I'm dead or alive, in heaven or just dreaming
For the tenderness of your touch alleviates my pains
Your touch that tickles so much I feel like screaming!
At last, when it's time to part our ways
I hold your hand for as long as possible
Because the euphoria will soon die and leave me in a haze
If only I could defeat time, the unbeatable obstacle
So that our joy will never have to cease
However, all good things must come to an end
I know I can't stay, I need to release
And pray for a chance that I might see you again

You know what you do, no need to fake it
It pains me so, my ****** heart can't take it
They say love is a two way street
But when I look at you our eyes never meet
I've gone out on a limb, and you left me hanging
Now the drum in my chest is no longer banging
Like the way it did just a few weeks back
I'm losing this battle, without your attack
There's more I could say but you won't listen
My eyes tell stories with the way they glisten
So the least you could do is look at me
Maybe then your wandering eyes will see
That the one you've always wanted will forever be gone
It's sad and it's true, but life will go on
Patience is a virtue, I'm tired of waiting
My emotions ran dry, no need for debating
Any longer, You've got your priorities set high
You said I was one of them, but that was a lie