you were so lovely yet in a tremendous amount of pain the pain went away but so did your life it was a pyrrhic victory I'm glad you aren't in pain any longer but the feeling is bittersweet it was a pyrrhic victory as you crossed the rainbow bridge rest easy buddy
pyrrhic: (of a victory) won at too great a cost to have been worthwhile for the victor
the way you talk enraptures me all I can focus on is you and listen to what you saying your big brown eyes are mesmerizing you have such a bright and happy personality you're so kind and funny your art is incredible your smile is infectious and beautiful I've never met someone like you
he caused me pain and let chaos invade my life so I left him behind but then they came into my life and confessed their feelings I didn't know how to feel I still don't fear and curiosity flooded my brain the fear of being hurt and tossed aside again the curiosity of a new beginning and a possible new love I like learning about them and hearing them rant maybe they're the right one for me I'm testing the waters I don't want to get hurt again but you'll never know if you don't try
my sweet baby Caesar orange fur flying around deep grumbly purr light green eyes judgmental and cuddly introverted and quiet you were taken far too soon we'll miss you buddy my caesar salad my gingersnap snickerdoodle my chicken nugget we love you Caesar rest easy now the pain you were in is gone
yesterday my cat's lungs collapsed and we had to put him down
I remember 12 year old me 13 year old me 14 year old me 15 year old me 16 year old me 17 year old me crying alone at night a blade in hand carving into my body blood staining my clothes never thinking it could get better but it got better the blade is retired the scars are healed never to be reopened
the little frog was zippy zipping down the flower stem skipping across the pond chilling in the cool water soaking in the bright sunlight watching the flowers sway in the soft breeze the little frog was zippy