The melodies play over and over in my head
The sound resounding within the souls of many
The light still almost as little as infant hands
My own inner self takes apart the little purity
Where have you gone, My love?
I just simply wanted to love you.
The thousand lunar light beams
Won’t allow me to break through
I remember your twisted smile as I screamed your name
It is then I realized, You
You will never return your love to me
For loneliness devours me and takes hold
Of my only dream, My only escape
The storm slowly rolls in as I begin to shed
Over a million tears
Never again will I want to be remembered
By the man that claimed to love me
Only to leave me behind in agonizing heart break
Broken souls leave room for reality
Reality is merely a lie
For my only standing ovation takes it lead
While I watch away in the back ground
Waiting for the day that death calls to me
I only wished that this weren’t true
That you could actually love me…
At the same time, I know this could never be
I wonder every single day of my life
Why is it that I fathom reality and yet
I still wonder…
And wonder…
And I still wonder
Why Can’t I Even Dream?
**This was inspired by Miku Hatsune song I Can't Even Dream**