She sits here in front of me
without being able to see
how she ruined me slowly
by doing it unknowingly

she did not listen at all
and from this pit i have to crawl
Because you took him away
and i had to be like, okay

Here she comes
they royal one
with the king by her side

does He know the of all  those lies
Of the queen, his own wife
Of the lovers that she hides

Ones know for sure
Some have seen by a hole in the door
The queen and friends hid from sight

I fell in love with you
You could say I am *******
My heart broken By the guy
Who's between all my friends thighs

Yet I still I think about you at 3 am
the boy who once felt the same
I love the old you who has died
Somewhere in you, screaming inside

You might find it  really stupid
How i get worked up over such  things
Whether you notice me
Or if you come to my party

I can only dream that  you do
That you want me as badly as i do you
But then i come back to this bitter world
Where I stare at you with your girl

The thing is, you were a good boyfriend
But my dead feelings had to come to an end
I couldn't pretend to feel for you like before
So I ended us and I run out that door

I ran away because I honestly was afraid
Afraid of what you might have said if I stayed
Once before you told me you loved me
And for that I knew I had to leave

I loved you too, but differently
I couldn´t be faking it to make you live happily
I had to do it, think of myself and I am sorry
To have made you believe we were a love story

I  feel like every time  that our eyes met
All my old feelings are playing on repeat
And I don't know if who only feels this is me
Because it might  be just an illusion I only  see

But if you feel something too, let's just go for it
Either way, it could be pure glory or pure ****
Because you can ask me if I still love you
i would reply honestly that I still do