I've wandered across this world still trying to figure out my purpose .
But yet after all the lies
And hate
I can't seem to find my way anymore

And even though I ***** my skin
It makes no purpose
Death seems like a better option

I've wandered around this world so long
Still trying to find my purpose
I haven't found it yet , and I don't ever think I will .

But , I wouldn't let death ruin the moment
That I might have
To find you

You're the sweetest person I’ve ever met and I’ve only known you for a short while.
Nothing like a carefree person (which you are) to make me blow away.
I admire you...only a child who’s smarter than he looks
My undeniable love for you can’t ever be enough
When were hand in hand I smile and so do you
I cant find a bigger, stronger word to say how much I love you
And though  your small now, you’ll get bigger soon
My darling child, just want you to know my undeniable love
Is how much I care for you.

Your brown skin is way to soft
And I’m sure those girls will target you
When you smile, the worlds happy
And when you frown it makes me wanna cry
I still haven’t found the right words...not yet
Still haven’t found the right feeling...not yet
Still haven’t found the right hugs to give you...not just yet
But I know I've found the love for you when I held you in my arms
I was scared because you were fragile
Because you were small
Because you were precious...more precious than the stars
And since your growing now I just want you to know
I love you .


Dedicated to: Jacob