I went to that place today.
You know the one.
The one we went to together in the midst of a freezing winter
For some hot food and seclusion from the rest of our world.
The one with the school across the street
That we snuck into in the fleeting night
To climb the castle and have our first kiss at the very top.
I went to that place today.
The one filled with you.

Could you just jump back into my life?
The easy conversation, laughter, smiles
Dry up when you're gone.
My world is dim when you're not there.

It all amounts to
an awkward brunch and a wave.
Glad it was worth it.

I know
I'm not her.
I'm not your special girl
anymore.
I'm just some girl
who used to be your world.
But please
Try not to forget me.

I don't regret you
All I want is peace of mind
And to move on, alone.

The hardest part of
being alone is learning
to love who you are.