i sit there and cry for many of reasons
but you may not even know one

i have trouble in my life
with friends and family

i get sick like every one else
and i dont feel well

my teeth are hurting
and i have to get sugary

i push myself to the point im crying in pain
take the chance off hurting my self to help others

but yet i get told not again
that im worthless
i hold everyone back
the list goes on

i cry for many of reason
so dont judge when you dont know the reason

im sick i dont fell good
i can barley talk

my wisdom teeth are coming in
have to get 2 teeth removed
might have to get a root canal
surgery is coming soon

but i put it off for 2 reason
the fact i was sick and
my choirs concert is soon

i sit through pain to help my class
put the biggest smile i can on my face
risk the chance of destroying my voice for them

so when i cry from the pain im dealing with
just realize im doing this for you

You never know what you have till its gone

You take the time for granted

But once you realize it gone
You worried
you panic

And you do all you can to get it back

You said to doutb you'll never see it again
You think back to the wonderful memories you had

Every little thing make you want to cry

But the moment you get it back  
You hold it close and cry
You tell yourself I'll never let it go again

It may seem like nothing
But to someone it means the world

You stand there with your best friend
Know she's in trouble
Scared for her life planing on not going home

But yet you stand there telling there your coming home with me

You don't care about anything else

You just stand there holding them letting them cry but all you do is stand there holding knowing its means a lot

For when you know they don't get much
So you bring even the most simplest of things and yet they act like you gave them the world

No matter what you stand by there side

It may seem like nothing to everyone else
But to one person it means the world

season 2 comes out in 2016

i cant stand it
you don't fallow the book on the ending
yet you make me 2 years to see season 2

i know they don't fallow the book
but yet its so good

there trying to **** be to me by making we wait so long for attack on titan

my life was over or at least i felt like that
the only person i called a friend had betrayed me

mom made me help at that camp to get over my loss

and that's where i met the 3 boys who would change my life forever

you made me forget what i had lost
made me happy once more

i ended up dating one and he ended up being my first kiss
he is now my best friend no matter how much his mom hates be we will still always be best friends

another end up being like my older brother
we may not talk much be still he there for me i could be in tears and he'll say with me as long as he can to help me when i'm down

the last was one who has made the biggest impact
once i though of him as my older brother but he never really was he was more as a best friend it was after 2 years did i found out he liked me and liked him and now where dating

these 3 have made the biggest impact on my life and i'm glad i met them