My memories are full of misery,
Walkin the streets avoiding police, Tryna make it seem,
That my life is good,
But raised a **** ***** straight from the hood.

Drink and I feel hopeless,
Smoke and I feel the dopeness,
My words are monumental,
Need to put em down on an instrumental,
Just to lay the stencil,
Taking notes with a pencil,
People make it in life just making songs of dances,
I write about a ***** named Carson's advancements,
Took me a while,
Hardheaded ever since I was wild as a child.

Who Gives A ****.
If A ***** Dont Like My Style,
Ill Tell Em To Buzz Off My N-U-TZZ.

Head hurts cause i dont know whats real,
Gotta sit down and take my ADHD pills,
Feels like lighting hit my brain,
Shocking wazes through my veins,
Only got my depression to blame,
Was a kid alone basiclly lame,
Makes me feel immortal,
Travling through portals,
Thinking of the past,
So much but not a laugh

I Hope They Understand,
That I Really Understand,
That They Dont Understand...

I get high because the world is so low, got one BJ and now called a ***, have to get away from the mess and stress putting my enimes to rest as they take theyre last breath.

My angles protect me from the devils wrath,
Stuck in the game that no one understands,
Tryna get away,
Closing my eyes wish for better days,
Because this blade feel so cold,
Against my skin,
Oh God please forgive me for sins,
And the pain i bring to me and to you,
The lies they say oh baby they arent true,
I made a deal with the devil,
Now our relationships on a different level,
Should of seen it coming,
Whats done is done but i am still humming,
The same songs to the end,
My dreams and imagination,
Prefectly at peace when I fly alil bit higher.

See things do come around and sometimes help me,
I said things do come around and sometimes trouble me,
You see things will come around and make sence eventully,
I said things will come around and some things still trouble me.

I got stiches,
Caused from backstabers and *******,
Hope they heal soon,
Looking at the moon as it turns muron,
Alone in my room,
Smoking **** and bambo,
Convicted of a crime,
Will soon pass in time,
Living life is a *****,
Notice that since i was born in 1996,
Now im a skinny jean wearer,
Mood changes just like the weather,
Youll never know what i think,
Only when i drink,
Crying my heart out when im drunk to let out the rage,
Demons in my head everyday coming out the cage,
Let me tell you about my life yall,
Was a speical ed kid that people passed in the hall,
Gotta get back up when i fall,
Start off fresh and have a ball.

Gotta keep that fire blazing,
Aint got no problems cause my girl is amazing,
But troubles gonna be there just like my chores,
High in a dream with no exit doors..