I write to make
Myself feel a little better
And when I get
A reaction from you
I can't help but smile
I wish I could see your
Reactions to my poems
Because you seem to always
Love them
No matter what kind
Of poem I write

I am here
Always
For when
You need anything
A friend
A hug
Or even just to
Talk or rant
Anything

I know I've told
You this before
But I just feel the need
To say it again

I am always here for you
And always will be

My eyes
Are dried and burning
I tried not to cry
But I did
Thank you for
Being there
Hugging me
And holding my hand
It helped me feel
A lot less alone

I'm sorry
I don't mean
To hurt you
If I feel like something
Would hurt you
I try to stay away
From doing it
But I did something
I did not mean to
Hurt you

You don't have to say
Anything
I will leave you be
You don't have
To worry about me

Good bye
I'm sorry
And see ya later

Are you trying
To stay away
I do try to think
That you have a reason
To just disappear
And not answer my texts
But
When it happens
A lot
Multiple times a day
I feel like you are
Trying to stay away

You called me
Love
And I froze
All I could do is smile
And blush
I wanted to say
Something back
I wanted to
Call you love
Or
Anything
But I just
Smiled and blushed

I've said it before
In my writings
And in my head
But never directly
Not in person
Through a note
Or
In a text
"I love you"

You know I
Would like a goodbye
Or something
Instead of you
Walking away
Or disappearing

I stay awake
All night again
Only this time
I was not sad
I thought of happy things
I go to sleep
Your arms
Around me
Until
I wake up and find
It was just a dream

******
I did it again
I sat alone
And it made you sad

You didn't even say goodbye
When you left
And it's because of me

I see you hug and kiss
Him goodbye
All I want is a simple wave
Or anything
Just to say goodbye

I try to be happy
And I am around you
But I feel so sad
Because I eff it up,
Every time
We are able to hang out
I sit alone and it makes you sad
If I were to even be
A little bit happier
You would not have
Such a ****** night

First I act stupid
And I sit alone
And it makes you sad
Then your mom comes
And ******* at you
For no effing reason

I am so sorry
If I were to be at least
A little bit more happy
Then you would not have
As much crap to deal with

I am going to do
Everything I can
So next time you won't
Have to be sad
You won't have to
Have as much crap
To deal with

I am going to try
My hardest to be at least
A little bit more happy
I am going to try
Because I don't like to see sad
And I would do anything
To see your beautiful
Smile

Please let me
Do whatever I can
To help you
If you need someone
To talk to
I am here for you
If you need a shoulder
To cry on
I am here and I will
Do my best to help you
I will be here to hug you
Until you feel better
I will do the best I can
To help you through this

I look forward
To the summer
The blue sky
Sun shining
And being able to
Be with you
Hanging out
Talking
Or what ever
Just being able to see you
And talk to you again
Makes me feel really happy
I can't wait to be able to
Make you smile
I want to see that
Beautiful smile
I can't wait to
See you walk out of
Your car
And give me a hug

I stay up all night
Again
Thinking nothing
But sad thoughts
I thought
Of
One thing
In particular
I don't want to repeat
I tried as hard
As I could
Not to cry
But I did
And I could not stop

I talk to you
Every day
And I love it when we do
Because I get to be with you

Right now
There are things
That make me sad
And make me write
But I want to focus on
The happy things
For now
I will be trying to write
Happier things
Then I have in the past

Everything from the top
Of your head
To the bottom
Of your feet
Is beautiful
I look at your face
And I see true beauty

You can't say you
Are not cute
When even just looking
At your face makes me blush

I love everything about you
Your face
Your smile
Your lips;
Your grace
Your style
Your hips

Hehehehehehe
Sorry I had to add that in there

Even the way
You talk
And the way you think
Is cute

You are so cute
And so beautiful
Do not try to tell me
Otherwise
Because I will not listen

When I look into your eyes
I fall in love again and again
Your eyes are beautiful
When I look at them
I see someone
Who has
Gone through so much
But I see beauty
And they are so **** cute

:)

I can't see you hurt
I can't even think about it
My heart literally won't stop
Beating fast
Thinking of what might happen

I am scared
I don't want anything
Bad to happen
All I want is for you to be happy
Even if I'm not

Seeing you happy
Will be all I need
To keep me happy

Again I'm alone
And afraid
Scared of what might happen
What if I do something
Again to lose you
I don't think I can go
Through that again
Even now
Still knowing that we are
Still friends
We are still
Talking to one another
I somehow still find a way
To cry

I'm scared of losing you
As a friend
You are my closest friend
And every time I feel like we
Get closer in any way
Even if we get closer as friends
Something happens to
Make me cry again

The door is finally closed
I don't know why
I still thought it was open
It's locked and I'm
Searching for a key
Just a reason to stay strong
I don't need to use the key
I just want to know I have it
To wait for a day
A day that might never happen
A day that I might be able to
Open it once more
But for now I'm searching
Scared and alone
I search
For a key that might not
Even be real

For you to feel
To have you be Happy
To feel no more pain
To help you get through this
To know I am there for you
And
To know that
I still love you

Get her out of this prison of
Pain
And sorrow

Give her happiness
And see the joys in life
Like her friends
And others who care for her

Set her free
And let her
See the flowers grow
And bloom under the sun
Set her free
So that she can bloom with them
Into something more beautiful

Let her
Walk through the
Sand and grass
Barefoot
And feel the heat of the sand
And the tingling of the grass
Between her toes

Leave her be
So she can
No longer feel the pain
So she can be happy
Bloom into something more
And feel nature through her toes

And

Have her feel save
Enough
To
Love
Again

I need something from you
A hug, and maybe a kiss too

I'm alone again
Through this dark night
Wanting to be with you
Thinking, dreaming
Wishing it were true

Holding you close
Watching you smile
Having you fall asleep on my shoulder
And staying there for a while

But it's a only a dream
That I wish would come true

Falling for you
Is something that grew
And is still growing

You are both beautiful
Mentally and Physically

You are so kind and caring
So nice and sweet
You are so beautiful

You do so much to help me
More then you think you have
And I want to do the same for you
I want to hug and cuddle with you

exhales
But what can I really do?

I wanna be able to help you
Without feeling scared
I wanna be able to hug you
Without feeling guilty
I wanna be able to hold you tight
Without getting to close
I wanna be with you

I want to do all these things because
I wanna love you