I can't see you hurt
I can't even think about it
My heart literally won't stop
Beating fast
Thinking of what might happen

I am scared
I don't want anything
Bad to happen
All I want is for you to be happy
Even if I'm not

Seeing you happy
Will be all I need
To keep me happy

Again I'm alone
And afraid
Scared of what might happen
What if I do something
Again to lose you
I don't think I can go
Through that again
Even now
Still knowing that we are
Still friends
We are still
Talking to one another
I somehow still find a way
To cry

I'm scared of losing you
As a friend
You are my closest friend
And every time I feel like we
Get closer in any way
Even if we get closer as friends
Something happens to
Make me cry again

The door is finally closed
I don't know why
I still thought it was open
It's locked and I'm
Searching for a key
Just a reason to stay strong
I don't need to use the key
I just want to know I have it
To wait for a day
A day that might never happen
A day that I might be able to
Open it once more
But for now I'm searching
Scared and alone
I search
For a key that might not
Even be real

For you to feel
To have you be Happy
To feel no more pain
To help you get through this
To know I am there for you
And
To know that
I still love you

Get her out of this prison of
Pain
And sorrow

Give her happiness
And see the joys in life
Like her friends
And others who care for her

Set her free
And let her
See the flowers grow
And bloom under the sun
Set her free
So that she can bloom with them
Into something more beautiful

Let her
Walk through the
Sand and grass
Barefoot
And feel the heat of the sand
And the tingling of the grass
Between her toes

Leave her be
So she can
No longer feel the pain
So she can be happy
Bloom into something more
And feel nature through her toes

And

Have her feel save
Enough
To
Love
Again