Oh what pure beauty,
So much perfection,
How is it even possible?
Someone as handsome as you,
You can get anyone,
But why me?
I'm not complaining,
I am deeply amazed,
Your eyes,
So much astonish,
Deep serenading blue,
Soft pale skin,
All mine,
It is so warm,
Just like your heart,
It beats to a beautiful melody,
keeping you here with me,
Your lips,
Red, soft, and perfect,
Our kiss is what makes me love you most,
It reminds that you really are real,
It shows me that life is worth living,
Tells me that we are going to be together,
Forever.

Cold fills the air,
Sending shivers through the body,
Clouds over head,
Wind blowing sweetly,
White objects start falling,
They blow around with the wind,
They end the journey by sticking to the ground,
Such beautiful bliss,
So cold but so warm upon the soul.

Just wanted to say to you my dear,
Goodnight and please sleep tight,
I will talk to you tomorrow,
But as for now please pretend i'm there,
Please just hold me tight,
Have the sweetest of dreams,
Know that i love you,
Now I must slumber,
I will fantasize and dream about you my prince,
Feel free to invade my head anytime you wish,
I will always be here with you,
Goodnight to the sweetest heart out there,
May all your sweet dreams come true lover dear.

I want you to hold me tight,
I want you to fix my broken heart,
I need you to stay by my side,
I have to ask you to love me,
I have to apologize for my wrongs,
But i need you to see,
The beauty within me,
I know you know who I am,
You make me happy,
I am sorry if I have ever gave you doubt,
I am sorry if I have ever doubted you,
Thank you for all of your trust,
I will not throw it into the dust,
I think you should stay with me,
That is my opinion,
I hold your heart in my hands,
So gently baby,
So i don't cause it to break,
But so tightly,
So it won't try to escape,
I am always going to be yours,
No matter what.

Is love for me?
Do i have the right to have it?
do i deserve it?
Sometimes... i don't know,
You always find a mistake in me,
Even though you say i'm perfect,
I know it isn't true,
But don't remind me of all the pain i used to have,
It isn't right,
But what are we going to do?
I tried to fix it,
So many times,
All i got were let downs,
From everyone but you,
I'm sorry for the wrongs they have done to me,
I didn't mean for it to happen,
They deserve this punishment,
Not me,
But because of it,
Maybe I don't deserve you,
You don't really seem to want me right now,
I can't keep living with the sorrow,
The regret,
It does hurt me too!
i'm not an emotionless girl,
Although i may seem to be,
I have had you for three years now,
Shouldn't you know me?
I know you know me,
You just gotta find me in your heart,
You gotta learn to believe in me.

Dear broken hearted girl,
There isn't always evil in the world,
Your day soon will come,
Your life will turn around,
Your soul will seek its peace,
You will learn to love so strongly,
Your heart will mend,
Your tears will dry,
Soon there will be no time to cry,
You will climb the stairs of life with no regrets,
Someone will be there to keep their promises,
Abandonment won't be an issue,
For you are beautiful,
Soon the whole world will know,
You will be at peace at last,
Be patient,
Don't cry,
Your day will come.

Blood rush to the head,
Knees shake,
Body shivers,
Teeth chatter,
Breezy cold air,
Dark shadows fill the night,
Whispers everywhere,
Emotions deep in fright,
Surroundings empty,
No one in sight,
Nothing to see but moonlight.

The darkness inside of me waits,
eagerly to get the revenge that i seek,
to cure the emptiness you left inside of me,
to better the spirit you abused,
to make my life worth living once again,
to **** off the evils that you have done,

Patiently waiting for you to come to your senses,
then crush you and knock you down,
i will make you see who you are,
you will know how sick you become,
you will lead your life as a failure,

i cannot find any words that describe you and your actions,
i am angry, hurt, upset,
i will seek my revenge,
you will be destroyed,
just like you destroyed me.

When I run out of time,
When my heart beat ceases to exist,
When my blood in my veins run dry,
When my soul escapes from the body form i'm in,
When I can no longer see beauty in life,
When my eyes and mind become blind,
When I die,
Burn me,
Mix my ashes together with my true love,
So we shall remain forever like i promised,
Send us somewhere romantic,
Full of peace and privacy,
Not too boring,
Not too troubled,
Send us off into the perfect place,
Visit from time to time,
Only talk about us with grace,
Do not be too sad,
We will meet again some day,
Our souls will find another home,
We will be alive again,
If my love dies before me,
Then i will visit him everyday,
I will read to him,
I will talk to him,
No one deserves to be lonely,
Even if they are gone,
Oh such a sad phase,
Buried, burned, or frozen,
All alone in the darkest of times,
Do not let me take that scary journey on my own,
Let me be with him forever,
Place our remains in the most peaceful place.