when i look at you,
i get
sad
nervous
scared
and
anxious
but that's
okay,
because i've never loved anyone
as much as
*i love you.

I don't know
where you are,
where you sleep at night,
Or if I even cross your mind,
but I miss you
and I hope
your happy
like I've always
wanted you to be.

i just want you
to love me,
the way i wish
i could love
myself.

all i want is
to go home,
but i don’t know
where home is
anymore

they ask me
why do i always
sleep,
even though
i never go outside,
i say nothing,
and the sadness
makes me fall
*asleep again.

when i think of you,
it's indescribable,
you saw I needed a friend
you saw that I was scared
but you talked to me,
and we became friends
good friends
and I loved you
so much
then I had times
of darkness
and you left
because I wasn't as good anymore.

love is when
someone grows
flowers,
in your
darkest places,
with the littlest
of light.