screaming
so the whole world can hear
madness descending taking me near
cant breathe suffocating in rage
no one can calm me im right off the page
darkness calls me to enter its realm
i want to go there to enter its hell
violent emotion takes over me
my pure rage and madness is out there to see
alien feelings take over my soul
no one can help me im out of control
screaming out in madness and fear
everything blurs where it once was so clear
and then its gone and everything dies
im left weak and crying and wondering why
when the madness within me seemed like the best way
and i nearly lost the light in the day
and i look back to that dark crazy night
it still scares me to think i nearly lost the fight

where would i go if i were alone
what would i do if you were gone
can i really love someone this deep
that the thought of losing can make me weep
can feelings this deep really exist
and if i allow like the knife it does twist
to slice open my heart and **** me inside
wide open to pain from which i cant hide
and day after day would be like living a death
tortured by memories and words you once said
can i really love someone this much
hang on every word and treasure each touch
the scariest thing i have ever done
letting myself love you, wide open, undone

SOMETIMES YOU LOVE SOMETIMES YOU FIGHT
SOMETIMES YOU KISS SOMETIMES YOU BITE
TEMPERS RISE AND WORDS ARE SAID
EMOTIONS HIGH , ANXIETIES FED
REGRETS AND FEARS THEY ALL COME OUT
YOU SLAM THE DOORS YOU SCREAM AND SHOUT
WHEN WILL THIS END, I DONT KNOW HOW
YOU WANT THEM TO STOP, TO END THIS ROW!
A SIMPLE WORD CAN CAUSE A FIGHT
AND THEN ITS QUIET IN THE DEAD OF NIGHT
AND YOU WANT THE LOVE TO ALL COME BACK AGAIN
AND ALL IS YOU FEEL IS THE COLD AND THE RAIN
THE STORM YOU BREWED HAS GONE AWAY
AND NOW TEARS FALL AND INSECURITIES PLAY
THE TORNADO AND THE VOLCANO HAVE CAUSED A STORM
AND ONLY THEIR LOVE CAN BRING BACK THE WARM
THE FIRE WAS STOKED BUT NOW IT HAS GONE
AND YOU LONG FOR THE MOMENTS WHEN THE SUN SHONE
BEFORE THE CLOUDS CAME AND DARKENED YOUR NIGHT
BEFORE SILLY WORDS STARTED THIS FIGHT
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU IM SORRY YOU SAY
AND THEN THEY HUG YOU AND FORGIVE THOSE GAMES THAT YOU PLAY

as i lay here at night and look up at the stars
one shines brighter, is that who you are...
in my sleep i dream of you
can you feel me baby, do you dream of me too
in my dreams i see your face
my beautiful future, my warm embrace
i search in the sheets to feel your warmth
but i wake alone sad and small
through this haze and mist i long for you
for your love and presence it eludes this room
and in this bed alone i wake
my heart heavy with every breath i take
and so in this room which i must leave
i leave the bed where i did grieve
for when i return you will be there
just you and me in this room we share...

he flies like the wind he soars like a bird
only his breathing can just be heard
his powerful body shines in the light
swiftly he moves, a wondrous sight
freedom he feels as he races the sun
running forever as the end there is none
the wind in his tail and love in his heart
he covers the ground as fast as a dart
nothing can stop him him my steed my joy
the kindest horse the most beautiful boy

you are my muse, my eyes love to see
your amazing beauty captured in me
your aura your presence it blows me away
you're in my head every minute of every day
you are the sunshine that keeps me so warm
you are in my dreams from dusk til its dawn
your safe embrace your sweet smell your kiss
you and only you can make me feel like this
your beautiful face the picture you make
your ever flowing love that makes my heart ache
you are the one thing that i want to see
you are my muse imprinted on me
you are my heart my joy my inspiration
you are my today my tomorrow my one true salvation