Why do I have to remember something that happened ten years back ?
Why do I still shed tears over it?
I know for a fact that I could not
Deprive from the unreal for
I was so naive but still...
Why is it still hurting?

Psychologically it affected me
It damaged my emotions and
Changed my interactions all
Because of one little incident

I'm old enough now but
I still reminisce about it now and then
Why?
I have questions that I
Know no man could ever
Answer and pain no medicine
Can heal
This is how broke I am inside

I want to write happy stuff
But I can't because I haven't healed yet

I was only five
I was naive
couldn't deprive
from the unreal

You were nine
you said all
was gonna be
fine
can't believe
I was blind to see
what you did
to me was a
crime

I can no longer
feel
can't see
can't heal
can't hear
can't be myself

My confidence
my pride
my smile
all went dull

I'm shy
all I do is cry
I hide
I'm scared

Why did you do it??

Cause this world
hates me
hear me for
they aren't
near

Take me cause
they can't stand me
they don't
understand
they can't
even comprehend

The nightmares
false prophecies
being friendless
and the
hypocracy
is just too much

Please take me
I promise I'll do
good
I'll follow your
will
I won't be
rude

If you lead
I'll be out of need
Plaese just take me
with you...

She feels broken
she wants to be heard
she wants to be open
Please be alert

Behind her walls
there's no way out
no one to hear her
when she shouts
no one to stop her
from hurting herself

Only walls
walls full
of blood
scratches
tears
patches
fears

Behind her walls
Is a girl who has
been enslaved
a girl who wants
to be saved

If you could listen
you'd know the
parts that are
missin
If you could hear me
you'd know what
fears me
If you could see
you'd do
something about
my needs

But because you don't
know me
you won't show me
the love I
deserve
you'll treat me like
a reserve and leave
me with greed

If I could give a
dime just to
spend time with
you I would and
maybe
maybe our love
could be sealed
and nailed shut

This is not a cipher
it's more like a
decipher so if
you can read this
you'll know what
it means and where
it leads

If you could listen
you'd know the
parts that are
missin
If you could hear me
you'd know what
fears me
If you could see
you'd do
something about
my needs

But because you don't
know me
you won't show me
the love I
deserve
you'll treat me like
a reserve and leave
me with greed

If I could give a
dime just to
spend time with
you I would and
maybe
maybe our love
could be sealed
and nailed shut

This is not a cipher
it's more like a
decipher so if
you can read this
you'll know what
it means and where
it leads

When the trumpet
is going to blow
when the moon
and stars will
stop glowing
when the sun
will stop
shining
when the river will
stop flowing and
when the birds will
stop flying

What you do know
is that it's morning
you know where
you're going
you know the
wealth of others
you know your
health and
yourself

What you don't
know is whose
turn it is to shine
to lead the line
and blow your
mind


It's like this
when you think
you know something
that's where you find
out you know nothing

You Never Know