Sitting here alone on this cold and rainy early morning I have to say thoughts of you they never go away.All that we have been through and all we have shared there isn't another person I known that was always so prepared. You gave me my smile and  my frown in this town.Even though were apart I know you'll always be around.  I know you miss me as I miss you to we will never end I hold the memories of you, always and forever until my days are through. I wish I could see you but I know if I dear I fall all over again and be filled with dispear. I know we had some rough times most we got through.This last time was different because the problem wasn't me and you. Some one horrible decided to lie and deceive and said horrible things to take u away from me kids your family. We miss you so and will never let go in hopes that u read this so you will always know .

I love the feeling of loving you . The way I feel when u look strictly into me and I into you. And the way I feel when I catch you watching me from over there ,with thought in  your mind ,it's that stare  and that glear.It  makes you so **** to see you wanting me , because I to am watching you ,and I want u just as badly.

I wrote this letter .This letter for you..it was about all the things I though that I knew . It was about our love ,our bond ,and our trust.Our decade long relationship our regret and our lust.In this letter I was apologizing to you ,for all of the hell that I noticed  I put you through.Times were getting hard and Times were getting rough, I just felt so lost in these feelings my heart just missed you much.so I wrote you this letter to reassure you my love ,To tell I was sorry for being such a bug. That I know I was being jealous and way out of line i was sorry for kicking and screaming like I'd lost my mind.But  by the time that I finished it and went to see you ,Your words were so harsh when you said we were through. My heart began to race it pumped and it ached it was the first time I've ever felt this kind of pain. The break of my heart was the worst I've ever felt. I took you for granted I'm sorry I didn't help. It didn't matter much, nothing I said or my toutch, Because your mind was made up and you stopped loving me much. Disappointed in me and all that I was , I couldn't fill the void of you,and loss of your love. I wish I could change it , I know that I can't. Time that's past, has past ,all in a glance . I think of you still ,each and every day ,wondering what your doing ,and if  there still could be a way. If we could close that door ,and leave it all in the past .And start over New ,and rebuild the love that I once knew.

My only thought was you...............As I sit here in December  alone and so blue,  My only thought is you.      .....As the seasons are  Changing all over this world,I sit alone and think of you. Every season has its own  wonderful memories,Cause I've spent time in every season with you.The years were so long, but now seem so short, I wish we had made more efforts in our time we were one, instead of blame and argue, From this nothing good has come .I would change so much that I see now was so wrong ,and never bring up the past we had again. If you hadent given up on me I would of stayed by your side forever, to the very end. I try to do things to keep my mind at ease but everything I love and everything I do they all bring me thoughts of you. ....