I don't have anything to say,
Nor will I ever say anything
That pertains to my feelings.
They're all ****** up,
I can never think of how to say it
without sounding cruel to myself.
Maybe I should scream it to someone
and maybe they'll look at me with soft eyes
and whisper "It'll be okay."
Because even when I don't believe in that
It's better hearing that
Then stared at by someone, speechless.