So we gotta shake it off
Dead weight lifted, now its gone
Midnight?...**** it's almost dawn
Whats it matter to you man?
Why can't I think of something good to write?
I just spew out a bunch of hollow crap
Only worrying about it rhyming
**** that!
I need the soul back
I need a firm face smack
Certain emotions I now lack
Acting like a fake, another hack
Getting closer....and now I'm back.

I can still smell you, in my bed
Softest scents of you, run through my head
I can still see the passion, hypnotize
with the way you looked at me, with those eyes
but the way you looked at me, was, just a lie

I can still taste the tenderness, of your lips
I can feel the fire burning, in your hips
I can still taste the salt, from your sweat
My ears ring with pleasure and my mind, won't forget
the way you looked at me, with those eyes
but the way you looked at me was, just a lie

My mind carries more problems, than it should
I don't hate it but I know, it ain't good
I'm not mad about it but, it ain't right
I saved your life and you, gave me mine
with the way you looked at me, with those eyes
but the way you looked at me was, just a lie

Your still on, my hands
Your still in, my eyes
You still run through, my mind
'n You still haunt my life

I can feel it comin on like the onset of a storm, i walk down this road in pain, in the rain, with a cigarette in hand and all this that i cant stand, its *****, its supid, its dumb, and i went numb, the first time i saw you it was great it was beautiful it was fun, but i guess its over and its all done? where did it all go that time that i had, slipped right through the cracks and now im sad, im mad, and i wish i had, done things different cuz its sad, for this to be the way it is i guess i really am sorry but im tired of hearin everyones 2 *****, so your lips, you can zip, right shut cuz theres only one person i want to hear from and it got ****** right up, cuz people spread things that arent true, cuz rumors are **** especially for me and you, who had been broken before but im sorry i truly am, i cant stop thinkin and screaming ******* why do things have to be so complicated when we all know were the same, just want a someone to have and feel the same way, im not complaining neither, im not *******, whining, or moanin im just sayin what i feel cuz thats the way **** is, i wanted to give you the world, give you it all, but now its this way and we have to stand stall, so lets do this right or dont do it at all.

I put these words down on a piece of paper to show what I feel, truly though it’s not like anyone of you care, you just love the story, love to watch me till I heal, why do I hurt so bad? So much, this feeling, I hate, I don’t want, wish it would stop, its’ clutch, on me, you can’t see? the crazy, inside my mind, the constant strain all the time, it’s made my head its home, a place for it to reside, it follows, it sticks, I’m stuck, I really am, so ****** up, now that I’m seizing, on the floor, she won’t stop teasing, though she’s done it before, I’ll stop breathing, cuz of all my remorse, it has no meaning, when you look down from your high horse, I’m done leaning on that shoulder from you, cuz all it did was give me a bruise, oh God! Please help me, nah he won’t help he’s not real, Oh Lucifer! Please help me, nah he’s too busy destroying the world, God! I’m haunted, hunted down, you ask me for a smile, all you get is a frown, **** I’m crazy finally learned the truth, be careful what you wish for cuz it might come true.

Some days I just had enough, claw my eyes out cuz it’s so rough, I can’t take it just let me shout, somedays you gotta just let it out, all the pain I keep bottled up, surfaces and I erupt, drives me crazy so insane, I can feel the blood pop right out of my veins, it feels so good to put my finger up, makes me too happy screamin I don’t give a ****.