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Taylor Tea Dec 2013
what i need, essentially, is to just transform into a very small creature
preferably with a tail
i would probably wrap this tail around myself when i get sad or lonely
like i am feeling now
i would do that
and feel cozy
maybe if i had a special power as that tiny animal it would be to disappear
so no one could see me
so i could just suffer by self
in small comfort
with my own company
2013
Taylor Tea Feb 2013
our nomads walk on in the dark
living on walls following trails along our psychosis
laughing, they do
while we trip on cracks in the sidewalk while they,
up above, scoff and point at us, catcalls bouncing off
pavement to ring in our ears [like
the bells of scolding teachers, we as children rapt with attention, those sharp
insulting shrills of old such as daggers to us]
they wear their coats as if they were stars hanging
overhead, shining blinding as reflections off
the asphalt where we drag our insecurities
and while they hold themselves to such an alarming degree as we,
the grave diggers down down down below, stumble over our mistakes
at least we have the decency to learn from falling in the gravel.
2013
Taylor Tea Feb 2013
You wriggled your way into my wrists
to direct the wind of my pen tip
across the lines of paper I call my home.

And I would watch you
with grey eyes sunk of light
while you would swallow my words
and draw your fingertips along my waist

in harmony we stood like this for long
until you pushed yourself aching from my grasp,
my pen a dagger in your side

and here we stand
miles apart
with our words like worlds between us

and I have never felt safer before.
Fresh works for 2013.
A fresh start.
Taylor Tea Jan 2013
raucous bird
you explode in my chest
silver to hit the ones i hide
              in that iron case heart
they're the ones that hurt the most
             daunting fox, her courage escapes;
             swollen knight to suffer by self;
             fallen sun left only to destruction;
             holly saint with her selfish scepter;
but trapped there like stars
only left to implode & destroy
they would only ever be free
         wandering
                                 my
                                               mind.
late 2012.
Taylor Tea Jan 2013
Scratches & scars you gave
me that lie beneath my skin
what you stole from me,
that young scared girl
of five, 8 years then I
let it go on, fighting between
sheets, drowning, muttering
about the shapes on the wall
to you
back aches & visits to the
hospitals in my head.
At eleven I was trapped,
while again and again it
happened
mummy at the store
mummy at work
mummy down the hall
cleaning the stove, the dishes
while you choked me with
the fear of family members
with eyes gouged out
to keep me yours.
At twelve I fought back,
told the woman scared shitless
of your skeleton while the people
in dusty suits & squeaky shoes stood
in empty rooms calling my mother
a liar.
At thirteen they decided to stuff
me in a room with you for over
an hour, twice, while women hungry
for my fear sat me in a soggy
blue chair seven feet from you,
they used big words that I had always known
to describe my symptoms
of 'a small, thirteen year old only
trying to please her mother'
while you crossed your legs, mannerisms
I adopted at eight fighting to break
through my facade, with hands folded
in your lap, and echoed the lies my
mama told me you had spat in court
to those hollow lawyers.
they all believed me a liar
and because I waited,
I could save no other.
My childhood.
2012
Taylor Tea Jan 2013
Hollow, seeking out loneliness
like a fish seeking water
in the ocean that is your eyes
those dead, finned creatures
floating along your irises,
I can feel you reaching for
something to touch
like smoke to my match, that
sad & hungry spider gnawing
at your mouth
frightened & working to
become free.
But what if I caught you
in my glass jar, my forgotten
Promise?
And housed you on the shelf
beside my porcelain skeleton,
my twitching fingertips,
my spellbound mouth?
2012
Taylor Tea Jan 2013
kind of like a Bon Iver song

she guessed to him

you should be more careful with your words

he nods knowingly
she says things like this quite often to him

I know
but why should I care what happens to me?

she sinks to the floor
clutching that tiny black paper heart

alright

alright

he holds his own
in his hands lovingly

may I kiss you?

he tenderly runs a hand across her cheek

it makes me sad

what does, darling?

she lets her eyes linger on his
own pale ocean blue

seeing you cry
watching your tears fall

i'm not crying

he says defiantly

oh babe
your heart is
I adore writing & reading poetry in a dialogue style such as this.
2012
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