Suicide, suicide wishing i were dead
Suicide, suicide deep in my head
Suicide, suicide cutting on my wrists
Suicide, suicide I’m so done with this

2 days, 2 days let until i die
2 days, 2 days till the last tear i’ll cry.
2 days, 2 days until I am all gone
2 days, 2 days till the dark breaks the dawn

Suicide, suicide deep inside my head
Suicide, suicide now I’m almost dead
Suicide, suicide turn out the light
Suicide, suicide good by, good night

The scars that you see
They were all made by me
And my tears have turned red
With the blood that I’ve shed
People think I’m lost to the madness
But really I’m just cloaked in sadness
I could use a rope or i could use a knife
Looking back on my whole life
I see the pain and i see the hurt
I feel my heart about to burst
The blood will flow
Why can’t they see
That all my life
I’ve been afraid of
……..
Me

Every step i take, every move i make
Every single day, every time i pray
thinking of the day, When you
went away,
what a life to take, what a bond to break
i’ll be missing you if you ask me how i’m doin?
well i’ll say I’m doing just fine!
i would lie and say that you’re not on my mind!
but i go out and i sit down,
at a table set for two hours and
cry excuse me i really didn’t mean
to ramble on but theres a lot of feelings
that remains since you been gone i guess
you thought that i would have put it all
behind me,but it seems like theres always
something right there to remind me like a
silly joke or something on the tv boy it aint
easy when i hear our song i get that same old
feeling wish i could press rewind and turn back
the hands of time and i shouldn’t be feeling you joleane

it hurts
it hurts seeing you
it hurts seeing you in old pics
it hurts so bad
it hurts not knowing if your happy with me
i cant take it no more
i dont want to do this any more
i dont want to brake ur hart
it hurts so bad
it hurts not haveing you
it hurts being with out you
IT HURTS NOT KNOWING IF YOUR HAPPY WITH ME AT ALL

i cried you did not care
i cut you did not stop me
i cried because you lied
i still cry because you don’t care
i about done but when
i am I’m done you care that
i cried over you
i cut because of you
i cried because you left me
i thought you cared
i thought you would be there for me
i thought you where my love
i thought you where my boyfriend
i don’t care any more
i don’t cut any more
i dont cry any more
i don’t want to be with you any more
i miss you
i need you
i want you back
i know you now care
i know now that your not lying
i know now that i cried for you
i know now that you are my mach

how does it feel to die?
slit your wrists and bleed through life.
dazed in this twilight
of overwhelming emotions.
you get high off this excitement,
as the pain fades out
and the blood drains through.
this chaos healed,
with another scar for you.
while in a pool of blood,
you dream of life
and the rage inside,
while waiting for your last bit of life.
nearing its end,
you paint these blood stained walls
just to find yourself faded out completely.
to be just another one
of those blood stained dolls.

One cut, two cut, three cut, four.
Cry for a while then cut some more.
Open cut, closed cut, cut scabbed over.
Drink away the pain, then cut again sober.
Old cut, new cut, cut dripping blood.
Drag the blade across and watch as it floods.
Cut on my wrist, cut on my thigh.
wait 'til everyone's asleep,
then cut in the night.
Small cut, big cut, cut too deep.
Sit and watch as it continues to bleed.
Hi cut, bye cut, it keeps bleeding out.
see you later cut. It's all over now.