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Taylor Henry Feb 2013
Follow the sound of my voice.
Into the valleys of the threads of my dark grey sweater that smells like stale cigarettes.
Where everything is soft like worn leather but everything feels like splinters.
It’s disappointing, isn’t it? The air is thick as smog but it’s easy breathing because you’re used to it. You can close your eyes or open them, either way, it’s dark.

Follow the sound of my voice.
Into the nooks of my wrists that are dry like chapped lips.
Where blood runs in thin lines like dental floss but everything stings like cavities.
It’s very sad, isn’t it? The ground lacks love but only hatred tends to it because it’s the only inhabitant that lingers. In these parks, self loathing grows like weeds.

Follow the sound of my voice.
Into the dark alley ways of the unfamiliar city in my thoughts that only spark interest at night.
Where everything is cold like noses in wintertime but everything makes you sweat.
It’s uncomfortable, isn’t it? The pavement is slick like it’s just rained, but you walk steady because implied tightropes are inevitable. Stumbling on sidewalks is a lot like slurring your speech.

Follow the sound of my voice.
Into the basement of my throat that burns like a shot of whiskey.
Where words jam like friday’s traffic but everything flows like fabrication.
It’s disgusting, isn’t it? The walls are closing like big velvet curtains but you plaster them with paintings to make them pretty. This room was always born for being decorated.

Follow the sound of my voice.
Into every locket. Into every liquor cabinet. Into every favorite pair of jeans. Into every corner. Into every attic. Into every cave. Into every town. Into every ocean. Into every promise. Into every secret. Into every open end.
Where everything echos like empty hearts.
Because all I’ve ever known is silence, and for you I’ll never tell my tale.
Taylor Henry Feb 2013
If you ever asked me, I would tell you it was your hands.

It was your hands.
The way they dance when you speak.
Rhythmically swaying, persuading the words from your lips to my ears.
How they slightly rotate, tracing weightless shapes and figure eights.

It was your hands.
The way they hide your smile when laughing never ceases.
Playfully keeping from me the free-flowing happiness ingrained between your cheeks.
How they creep along the seams of your sleeves when you daydream.

It was your hands.
The way your fingers curl around your jaw.
Gracefully crawling across flaws and scars and golden crosses.
How they withdraw into your pockets when you feel lost .

It was your hands.
The way they fought mine like degraded patriots.
Foolishly waging with fate, awaiting the hand of a played-out soul mate.
How they skated around and scraped at the place where my hands once waited.

It was your hands.
The way they cracked me open.
Willingly casting lashes, I patched the gashes while you set the tracks to run me over.
How they packed the bags you still drag around after my passion crashed to ashes.


If you ever ask me why I fell in love, I will tell you it’s your hands.

Though they only leave mine empty.
Taylor Henry Feb 2013
I got to find me a drink.
It’s been fighting my gut for quite some time now.
I got to find me a drink.
I can feel it clawing up my throat.
I got to find me a drink.
It’s too soon, but it’s rattling my voice box.
I got to find me a drink.
It’s begging to be released.
Shouted.
Absorbed.
I got to find me a drink.
I can feel it creeping along my tongue.
I got to find me a drink.
Every day, it crashes against the back of my teeth.
I got to find me a drink.
I’m not thirsty.
I’m choking.
& Lord knows, love never goes down easy.
Taylor Henry Feb 2013
I got to find me a drink.
It’s been fighting my gut for quite some time now.
I got to find me a drink.
I can feel it clawing up my throat.
I got to find me a drink.
It’s too soon, but it’s rattling my voice box.
I got to find me a drink.
It’s begging to be released.
Shouted.
Absorbed.
I got to find me a drink.
I can feel it creeping along my tongue.
I got to find me a drink.
Every day, it crashes against the back of my teeth.
I got to find me a drink.
I’m not thirsty.
I’m choking.
& Lord knows, love never goes down easy.

— The End —