your perfect intentions
to cast me away
confirms the definition
or reason I must stay
your every ammunition
unique in difference
creates a common solution
of why I banded distance
stirs the *** left handed
evaluates ambivilance
all the flaws were blinded
causing a bit of inference
now here we stand
in value of a love we share
come and take my hand
our wound has been repaired

Minds drifting away
Running from my soul
Passing through the days
Body's lost control
Dripping from the flesh
Released from my vein
Catching ahold my breath
Falling for the pain

eaten by depression
guided through redemption
passed on by selection
felt the immense of rejection

the two shall compare
you've put me in despair
refrained from prepare
rules were made unfair

sided by the lonely
I've been waiting silently
when then suddenly
I was broken permanently

you wouldn't understand
never offered a helping hand
though now here I stand
filled with pain once again

those who choose to ask
perhaps they often wonder
how come I always laugh
my pain is hidden under

I never quite find
a time to reassure
if I were to lie
would you be insure

no one understands
they all disagree
someone take my hand
pull me from this misery

slowly was abandoned
the pain in who I miss
perhaps it was mistaken
it shouldn't be like this

take my breath
swallow me hole
bring me death
replace my role
cut my wrists
pass the pills
please end this
one last ****

he's different
different in a way of matter
reaching out into my soul
grasping ahold such pain
mournful and retrieving
in such a way
I shall never truly understand
it's like
living among the dead
or
being buried underneath
a wave crashing over
on and on the tide escapes
though my love for you
will never be replaced