Jealousy runs in my veins . It consumes my thoughts and makes me sick. But I just want to be included, to know that you care, to know I am not forgotten. I don't want to feel replaced, left out, and ignored. But I am.
Don't act like your life ***** the most. Don't put down my problems. Maybe they aren't as big as yours. Maybe you are more stressed than me, but don't try to make your problems more important than mine. Just know that I am struggling too.
So I do. I say what I want. But wait Now your mad. I did what you said But it isn't good enough. I'll go back to keeping quiet. Wouldn't want to anger you By stating my own opinion.
I need out of this place. I want to get away hopefully for forever. I want a fresh start in a new city with new people. Just one more year, and then I'm free.