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Tavia Robshaw Nov 2012
Struggling to get this science done. Struggling to understand what it means. Struggling to find out where the information. Its hard to say that ill get it done. But ill press one till its done.
Science projects ****.
Tavia Robshaw Nov 2012
Its hard to say that i’m paying attention.

Its hard to say that I care.

I have thoughts but thats a secret.

Astrobiology please. Thats a feather.

Life going to move if I like it or not.
Tavia Robshaw Nov 2012
Hungry shivers run through my body like a wave through the ocean. Hungers looking for a way out.
Shivers upon shiver run through me like an earthquake corrupting my mind. Wanting more and more. No. I say. No more. Shiver are going more fierce fully  now. Hurting. Like being hit with a table. Over and over and over again. Slow then fast rapidly speeding. Then they slow there speed and fade away.
Tavia Robshaw Nov 2012
Lay down to sleep shut my eyes to sleep. Once im under the blanket, I feel left out of the cold air that touches my toes at night.  I open my eyes. But its not the eyes of my cold covered body its the eyes on my soul.  I look around with the eyes of my soul. I can't move but I can see my body laying there loosing breath. I close my eyes one last time I'm floating like a boat on water. Floating away to where my sorrows are. In my deadly dreams.
Tavia Robshaw Nov 2012
You stand there on my roed of life. I try to pass. You push me back. I look into your eyes you look past. I try again. I push, kick, shove trying to get past. You push me back. Now angered you raise you fist. I look into your eyes and yell. Someone comes running. Go away I say.  This is between me and him. I look in to his eyes and say whats going to happen. You lies have **** the person you love the most. You lies have stabbed me in the heart on last time. It is not my fault my parents lied to protect me from the truth. Your Dad isn't mine. Never was never will be. You can have him. But get out of my way. As I shove one last time.
                                                                       He shatters.........
                                                                                                    For the first time..................
Tavia Robshaw Nov 2012
Bashed by a wall. A head. Trying not to let the inside explode on the outside. Complicated. Add on. Add off. Hair down. Hair Up. No difference. Heads exploding in the inside. Not letting the inside seep through onto the outside. Pain among other things. Pounding the a fist fight in my cranium.


I lost the fight.
Tavia Robshaw Nov 2012
Hatred toward life, people.

Hatred a state of mind?

So much pain.

Colors are pain?

The Chocolate brown sky brings terror to me.

Or

Is it the smoke filled sky that scares me?

Too much pain in this world.

Hatred against a religion.

Nobodies better.

Dead bodies lie in my old foot steps.

Now only remembrance of the suffering of me that fears others.

But the courage of some

that stand up for who

and what they are.

Stricken down to the ground.

Food.

There is no such word.

Stomach the size of a coin.

Not eating. Ha. Ha.

Snow. Snow.

****** Snow  lies in my stomach.

If I Keep………….

Life, sickness, pain,anguish.

No

Stay positive they say.

Ha.

Life is hung by ropes around me.

Cooked in a huge oven.

Their souls cry for help.

Their sad souls  go to the sky.

To God.

The paint to see.

Fear of death?

Yes.

The sky dark brown.

Scared?

Yes.

Waiting for my time to head to the sky.

But what path will I take?
This is about the Holocaust
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