I wish I never loved you
Not for my sake
However for your own

If I had never loved you
You would be able to walk in that crowd
To enjoy yourself with our friends
There would be no choosing sides
Just good times and happy nights

You would be able to meet girls
You could walk in the room
With that endearing smile
And talk to that pretty girl in the corner

But I took it all away
I took your happiness
I took your smile
And most ashamedly I took your heart

Please forgive me
I never should have loved you
So you never would have loved me back.

What is my labyrinth?
The suffering of loneliness
The quiet calm of my empty rooms
Or the silent screams of my crowded mind

How do I escape this labyrinth?
The fuzziness of an inhibited brain
Doesn't last for long
There is no permanent escape