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Jan 2011 · 808
Green Buttons
Tanya D Dillard Jan 2011
I like your green buttons.
If I asked to borrow them... would you take them off of your shirt right now (in front of everyone) and give them to me?
I need something to remember you by when I stop loving you.
So since I can't have your heart,
I'll just take those green buttons.

incomplete.....
Jan 2011 · 630
Untitled-I remember
Tanya D Dillard Jan 2011
I remember the black and red dress,

I remember her in the car,

I remember her sad face,

I remember her sitting in the corner with the tears rolling down her face

I miss someone that I barely knew.

I don't remember her smiles,

I can't remember her hugs or her kisses,

I barely remember her.
Jan 2011 · 436
Untitled thoughts
Tanya D Dillard Jan 2011
You once spoke beauty, my heart didn't listen. For it is the touch of the vibrations of the beat of your heart that makes my insides quiver. Every since that day my ears have been open waiting to hear that sound again, loathing, lusting and just thinking about that memory.

You spoke truth, but my ears were closed. I lock the doors but now I live in the...what was.

Your lips, my thighs, your eyes.....




Who are you? Don't call me, we have nothing to talk about. Don't e-mail me, you're spam. Don't ask me to smile, I have nothing to smile about. I only have real conversations with real people. Think that you're a real man, ACT LIKE ONE.

I am a unique individual, I hate being put into groups. I hate authority for some reason or another.
Jan 2011 · 1.0k
A simple misunderstanding
Tanya D Dillard Jan 2011
While I am mostly misunderstood...you my friend are misguided, doltish, immature, and very vain. The day will come where you will need to look in the mirror and recognize the wrongs that you committed. The people that you hurt most are the ones that are closest to you.

The hearts broken belong to you.
The tears shed are because of you.

.....
Jan 2011 · 588
My best friend
Tanya D Dillard Jan 2011
1, 2, 3, Push! Danny focus!

The baby's coming.

Harder! Push harder!

Our baby is being born.

6lbs, 2 ounces, 17 inches.

He has your eyes,

He looks just like you:

Big smile
bright green eyes
and head full of dark brown hair

The pain is unbearable

I can do this

9 months, 27 days, 16 hours....

I can do this

2 years, 1 month leads to an hour twice a week with you next to me.

I can do this

I named him Jacob....

My mama's happy that you're not here.

Your leaving, walking away, stepping out was her 'I told you so.'

She doesn't understand

No one understands

You're supposed to be here
--->Divorce your wife
I thought that you loved me
--->Words cannot express my feelings for you
I still have hope, that you're coming back.

Every time that I look at him I see you.

9th grade English:

You were my teacher
My mentor
My best friend

Now I am 16, alone, just this baby and me.

— The End —