It is the unbearable kind of pain

Of you who gave up and everyday is just so mundane

For you I’m an another nothing

But for me you’re one of a kind everything.

Searched for the clock and it says 7:04

Reminiscing memories I always ponder

Of the guy who made me feel I am the strongest

Then left me shattered,

now I’m on my weakest.

“What if he come back?”

Kind of question, I know my answer will ****

All I know is you won’t take that path once more

But dear, if there is a sign, will you ignore?

Those lips that I thought forever will crash mine

Those eyes that looks at me like I was the only person in the line

Those hands I crave to hold every time in a long run

And that heart, that once mine and now busy loving the new one.

Nostalgia is running through me

It calls to my mind that once he was my sanctuary

In the back of my mind, I know his hands became my haven

Now I feel remorse for the feelings he has forsaken.

What a shame to think it is

How you affect the quality of my life in a bliss

Trust me, you are a bad news with a good view

Yet, why am I always coming back to you?

How selfish you are for giving me unmended feelings

Your last words in my head no doubt they are ringing

Selfish enough to give me a proper goodbye

Selfish enough to keep me wondering why.