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Tammy Cusick Aug 2013
Shut away the promising key the queen united is the ruler to be,
overdose runs through her veins,
over and over the dosing pains,
give her substance to numb back to ease,
as the flowers willow she takes pictures of trees,
she's under the sun and kicking back to reign,
she met a girl who hated the world,
she used her body to sell her soul,
down on her knees she wept on the floor,
screaming "god hates me"
she wanted more,
tracks in her arms,
yeah, she's down on the floor.

You could say she's quite the catch,
luminous lies she's stirred up her batch,
yeah, she's confused promiscuous and self abused,
inevitable places she used and used.

When nights get cold she's back at again,
the queen of addiction when will it end?
She cleans up her frown and tries to pretend,
spat out the blood and began to grin.

She took her hand and kissed the scars,
broke the needle as they drove in fast cars.
They shouted and screeched "This world is ours!"
She's stays a awhile,
just a bit of time,
her hand in hers,
fingers intwined,
breaking addiction with this inseparable bind,
opening new eyes leading away from blind,
weary and shooken it comes back,
a train through her veins,
track after track.

Wondering where her lover is out on the streets,
the terror in her heart as it beats and beats,
stranger after stranger this girl meets!

As her star-crossed lover is on the floor,
she's out with a man making money for more.
shakin' and shook,
at the end of the track,
the train has left the station she's not coming back.

Lorry lover pouring out those places,
the stop of a car as her heartbeat traces,
man after man,
meeting new faces.
bends down ties up her tattered torn laces,
the queen of addiction in her presence it graces,
6 feet under her lover places.

A tear on her black slim dress,
the queen of addiction put to rest.
Tammy Cusick Aug 2013
Webbing boney nubbed fingers through the bitter photos she flees,
A witch! A harlot! Absconding of these.
Passing through the cauldron she stirs,
A life with a family was never granted hers,
Slithering through her nails she picks,
A knife to her victims across their throat it sticks!
Flesh from the bodies hit the gurney like bricks,
like the clock hanging above the shelves as it tick, tick, ticks!
The ember, oh the ember of my darling december,
the witch of which I had to switch the blood from her veins.
My heart it shakes,
it shatters and breaks!
As for you a harlot it takes,
My fair share of my pocket you snare,
If I had any brains I'd relinquish these pains.
The smoldering smoke from your *** as you rot,
as for the cauldron of the witch being strikingly hot.
Death of myself comes to being,
as for the hanging of a witch I've grown to be seeing.
Death on the gallows!
Death for all to be!
For the ones with the cauldron,
and the ones to be.
Tammy Cusick Jun 2013
I feel this coming over like a storm again,
kicking, clawing, lashing out for reign,
endure to ensure the leisure's of pain,
through the wheat your voice so distant of grain,
over the heart and through the veins,
discover the righteousness of the truly insane.

What worked that got me in is something I cannot fathom to begin,
the spill from the canvas of your body,
the crunch of the morrow through to sought thee!
Leave me in this field of disbelief,
Leave me be!
Darling, sweet darling throw me out to the sea!
I don't want to be, you see?

The arrows from the heart have now shot me,
they've begin to dig deep down to distraught me,
My mind fought me,
the dealers bought me with a sweet gasly fume,
month after month cascading down in doom,
leave me to whither down in a bitter craving crazed loon.

Society has me tangled in this web,
what's right from wrong,
what should be said,
across the seas who's blood we shed,
but, sooner or later we'll all be dead.

-Tammy Cusick
My take on habits, society, relationships, and my retched mind.
Tammy Cusick May 2013
I used to float down by the shores,
where the sea met and the ground,
and the ground had floors.
I used to float upon my stomach,
bloated and dead by the summit.

What a lovely sight it was to see,
the sun peering down on my body dead and lifeless as can be.
What a greeting stench creeping up your nose,
the smell of morning dew seeping through the rose,
Pushing daises ten feet in,
you're not my family, not my ken.

You make me sick with that snaking grin,
the traiter you are stay in your pin,
rot away in your cage,
you act and play as if life is a stage,
but instead you are somber and full of rage.

I used to float down by the shores,
where the sea met the ground,
and the ground had floors.
Tammy Cusick Mar 2013
Emotions are what base the weak from the strong,
To follow your gut from right and wrong.
Emotions set you and me far apart,
fear deep down separating at the start.

Emotions are said to be related through the heart,
but in the head is where they're pieced together,
aching thoughts left to whether,
taking your chances doing what's for YOUR better?

Emotions slice us, dice us and eat us whole,
it only determines who's going to fill that hole,
Who's going to be the 'other half' your sacred soul.
See emotions can be passed, forged, devoured, and restored,
But first things first they cannot be ignored.
So follow me and ignore those pains,
the aching from your chest leading to your brain,
that desire to love is just hell sent from heaven above.

-Tammy Cusick
Tammy Cusick Mar 2013
Never rely on anyone to pick you up,
because you'll only fall in the end.
Don't trust in anyone,
They'll only play pretend.
Love isn't love,
And this isn't a game.
But you're the one pushing me away,
Who's to blame?
No one really wins this time,
The red is on your hands now, not mine.
So stop the crying,
You're nothing but lying, deceiving, mischievous, & unheeding.
I've swallowed my faults and choked on the shame.
You're mouths too full.
You're all the same.
Feel free to criticize me if you would like, help is appreciated to further my skills.
Tammy Cusick Feb 2013
Someday you'll see that not everyone is blind to the perception you see,
                                  natural born killers are what we're taught to be,
              Too mute to grasp reality,
                                                        ­         A world based on brutality,
                        take everything out of me,
         use me,
                                     bruise me,
                  lose me,
                                                          r­e-fuse me,
    ignite this fire ,
                                blow on the flame .
                                                     Natural born killers we're all to blame.

-Tammy Cusick
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