do you really know what i grow through ?
when i wake up every morning to find out that i have no home
that i'm living in someone elses house
to got school be called an outcast because i choose to be something different
to have people stare at me every day like i'm some kind of freak show
have you ever wondered what its like to be in my shoes
to have to put them on and lace them up every day
sometimes i wonder do people know what i really go through
just because i'm fifteen years old doesn't mean nothing
i feel like an adult that has gone through many lifetimes
just because i have a smile plastered to face every time you see me doesn't mean nothing
i hurt just like everyone else i cry, i get mad, sad, jealous, insecure  every thing you can think of
so do you really know me ?
do you really know what i go through?
so next time you say my life is horrible look at somebody elses life
my regards

why are you afraid
to wake up out of your daze
to be something different, something new?

why are always following someone around like you don't have a clue
to stand up and do whats right

wake up! wake up! when will you realize you have no friends
they were never there for you through thick and thin

you say you have swagg but do you really
do you really know where you really stand
aren't you tired of your ***** laundry being blown in the fan

are you selling your soul to be popular to be in a clique
ha! ha! ha! that's really funny considering you're not their pick!

what are you doing? satnd up! be a leader! use your own mind!
in my closing remarks this is not the end
life's to short to lend and rebegin
so do me a favor cut off your "friends"
start your life and be ready to begin