ive hade a epiphany
It hit me between my eyes
Almost swept me off my feet
It was a surprise
It completly took my breath away
I realised that..

i still compare you to every man I meet
None of them come close to you
I've alwayse had you in my plans
For my future
Its always been you

your the one I've dreamed of and
Longed for even though I didn't know it
It all makes sense now

all the times I lay awake at night
Missing someone
I was missing you
When I wished I had someone to talk to
I wished I could talk to you
When I was sad and
I wanted someone to hold me
To tell me tomorrow will be better
I realised I wanted you

i wanted you to tell me to not be sad
To tell me that your here for me
i realised that even though
I haven't been sure about
most of the things in my life
I've always been sure about you

it all makes sense now
Every cell in my body knows*
I've ALWAYS LOVED YOU

I imagine that day,
How the orange leaves will fall
As I walk towards you
How the wind will softly blow pedals
around us as if the wind is playing our song

I imagine seeing everyone
We love and some we don't
Standing watching as I flow towards you
They all watch us
As you watch me and I watch you

I imagine wearing me dress
That swifts with the air
Making me feel like a princess
Walking to her prince

I imagine looking at you
As if seeing you for the first time
I imagine standing
Next to you for the rest of my life.

How much prettier
Everything was
When I was with you
The sun was warmer
The stars were brighter
How much more I loved life
When you were mine

If I had to die today
I have this to say

Its all for you
Every poem
Every song
You are my muse
my inspiration
My light in the darkness
You kept my heart beating

If I had to die today
Atleast I had you

I miss you
Today
It feels like
You haven't just left me
But like you've left the world

I'm trying hard to get over you
But things still remind me
Of you

And I know I'm not over you
Because when I go to sleep
I still wish
I was in your arms.