Be stronger.
Be you.
Be a designer in your own future.
Know your own worth.
Be amazing at what you do.
Do what makes your soul shine.
make ever progress mean something to you.
Do what makes you shine like a star.
Don't give in to your fears.
Don't let the storm stop you.
Don't be silent when everyone else is being loud.
Never be a prisoner of your past.
Plant the seed to your fruit.
Don't overthink the things you can't change.
Fight harder.
Rebuild what you lost.
Don't let no one outshine you.
Don't let no one **** with your feelings.
Don't miss the memories you could be making.
Get tired of being tired.
Take more risks.
Don't allow anyone treat you like ****.
Make your own dreams come true.
Don't let getting lonely make you reconnect with toxic people.
Don't hate, love just a little harder.
Always remember that God will never take anything from you.

Do You, no matter what people may think, or say to you.
Do You

Being who I am
smiling more
More Positivity in my life
No more disappointments
Finishing all my challenges
Speaking up for myself
Being more patient
More opportunities to come my way
Not living a ******* complicated life
For people to stop trying to control my life
My health to get better
People to ******* respect me
Being more proud of all my accomplishments
To feel good from my head to my shoes
Having a better attitude
Being a lot stronger
Believing that I can shine like a star in the shy
Celebrating life as it is Today
For people to stop ******* judging me
Keeping my ******* state of mind
Being more determined
Believing that I am a fearless woman
Being able to Push throw the hard times
To believe that I am beautiful on the inside and as well the outside
To love myself more


I know that the things I'm wishing for maybe too much to ask for, but I have to believe that my wish will come to pass

Just keep believing !!!!!

Challenges so that I may complete
So that I may find true love
Sweet and beautiful dreams
The ability to forgive and move on
Having a peaceful mind
Understanding a lot more
Saving all my beautiful memories
Reconnecting with my love ones
Staying confident but not complacent
Believing in my future to be brighter
The guardian angel that's watching over me
Having a successful future
Using my imagination
Remembering all the good things that have been done
Finding true happiness within myself
Not living a complicated life
Accepting the things I can't change
Being able to cut out any kind of negativity that's waiting for me
Finding new opportunity that's out there for me
Using my powerful voices as I should
Reconnecting to who I am
Being able to see the things that are right in front of me

Open your eyes so that you may see what's really out there for you.
Trust in who you are, so that you may lend yourself into your own true destiny

Living for me
Taking control
Standing up
Facing my fears
Working harder
Not floating away
Opportunities knocking at the door
Becoming a new woman
Staying where I belong
Trying different things
Feeling powerful
Grabbing hold to life
Living for tomorrow
Truthing in myself
Holding on with dear life
Passing with flying colors
Running towards my future
Taking it day at a time
Laughing out loud
Crying tears of joy
No more running
Dancing freely
Singing to my Lord
My mind is at ease
Loving life


This Is Me!!!!

so we can grow together.
so we can laugh, and smile together.
so we can learn together.
so I can show you how beautiful you are.
so I can show you that you can be as fearless as you want.
so I can show you how strong you are.
so I can show you that it's ok to trust in people.
so you can hear how powerful your voice is.
so you wouldn't get into different situations you can't get out of.
so you wouldn't think so negative all the time.
so you wouldn't look for things in the wrong places.
so you would never be miss understood.
so I can show you what's possible in the world.
so I can show you that your imagination can run as a while as you want.
so you can accept the things you can't change.
so you would always have somewhere to go.
so you always have a friend in me.
so we can dance, and sing like no one is watching.
so you wouldn't walk alone in the world.
so you could have more determination in your walk.
so you can feel stronger, and wiser each day.

so before you think about giving up, or giving in, how about you giving me your hand and I'll help you the rest of the way.

Who keeps her word.
Who's not afraid to live her life.
Who's willing to forgive and move the **** on.
Who's brave enough to try something new.
Who would beat that *** and not think nothing of it.
Who stands up for herself.
Who's not afraid to admit when she's wrong.
Who's not afraid to get her hands *****.
Who knows what she deserves.
Who can be a ***** at times and sweet as pie.
Who won't apologize for being who I am.
Who won't accept anyone's BS.
Who's not afraid to walk away from drama.
Who will give out a helping hand.
Who doesn't mind being a ***** to get things done.
Who's a genuine ***** and with a big *** heart.
Who will say thank you for calling me a *****.
who will talk mad **** right in your face.
Who knows how beautiful she is.
Who has a kick-*** smile.
who can beat you at your own game.
Who's in control of her own life.
Who's not afraid to make her dreams come true.

I'm That ***** that will make you think before you say anything to me.
That's how you should see your self. no matter how people may think of you or even say about you. it doesn't matter why because
your that *****.
pried

If you want to grow or love back.
If you want to become a winner.
If you want to appreciate what you have.
If you want to dance, or even sing out loud.
If you want to show the world who you really are.
If you want to give to others.
If you want to show the world what you're made of.
If you want to use your powerful voice.
If you want to move on with your life.
If you want to become a better person.
If you want to fall for anything.
If you want to become someone new.
If you want to stay in a stressful situation.
If you want to let go of your past.
If you want to accept the things you can't change.
If you want to follow after other people.
If you want to let your pride get in the way.
If you want to move forward in life.
If you don't want to fix the mistakes you made.
If you want to push for a better future.
If you want to suffer in life.
If you want to stand taller, as you should.

so no matter what people may tell you, all you need to know is that it's your life and you should do whatever you want to do. think about what's going to make you happy and not the other way around.

Let people talk their **** like they do.
Let people judge until Judgement day.
Let people roll their eyes until they fall out.
Let people do what they do.
Let people see what they want to see.
Let people hate on you.
Let people laugh on.
Let people miss their own opportunities.
Let people walk on by.
Let people have their own attitudes.
Let people as many questions as they want.
Let people wonder on.
Let people hold on to their grudges.
Let people keep their secrets.
Let people have their own opinions.
Let people be negative all they want.
Let people stay in a world of violence.
Let people try to tear you down.
Let people think what they think.
Let people hold on to their fears.

Because after all that's been done to you, you still are going to come out on top of the world. you're still a winner because you didn't give up.
A hater knows a winner when they see one.

To be Free at last
To feel your soul once again
To explore the world with different eyes
To sing a new song within your heart
To taste the salt and to chase the wind
To grow roots deep into the earth for new beginnings
To cross that bridge that you may find
To navigate through the darkness
To take chances of everlasting love
To discover new things in this world
To stand up after tragedy hits
To be unstuck from your past
To accept both compliments and criticism
To cleanes your mind, body, and soul
To take back whats been stolen from you
To embrace the person that you are
To see what no one else can see
To rebuild what's been broken
To walk by faith and not by sight
To accept the things that you can't change
To find inspiration throughout the day
To walk past your haters and enemies
To live, laugh, and love again
To see that you're more than enough for success
To block out all the negativity that may surround you
To unclutch yourself from any evil spirits  


It’s ok, to break the chains of what was to be a better you.
It’s ok don't think about it just do it
Break the chains!!!

She's sweet as pie.
She's so kind and gentle.
She's strong like Super Woman.
She's very spiritual.
She is very peaceful with others.
She's very helpful to the ones who in need.
She's so positive, then anyone I know.
She's so creative.
The sun shines across her beautiful face.
Don't ever underestimate her.
She's so smart and wise.
She's a fighter like Muhammad ALI.
She's a great listener.
She speaks are mind no matter what.
She didn't lose herself in the world.
She laughs out loud when she's happy or just because.
She dances like no one is watching her.
She sings like angels in heaven.
Don't try to stop her, because you can't stop a winner.
She stands up for herself, and for what's right.
She's so **** talented to the **** T.
She believes in all of her dreams, as well as others.
She stays motivated, and she's appreciated by many.
She's a ride and die, woman.


She may not be perfect for the world
but she's perfect just for me.
My Lady!!!!

Running from beatings.
Suffering from depression.
Crying out for help and no one there.
Not having food to eat.
Wishing I was dead.
Struggling with sickness.
Being talked about and being prosecuted.
Being burned by my own.
Constantly in the hospital.
Being afraid to live.
Recovering from broken bones.
Walking the cold street looking for a place to sleep.
Losing my mother so young.
Waiting for someone to adopt me.
Being homeless staying in shelters.
Having children prematurely.
Drinking so much alcohol to hide from my problems.
Always getting in trouble.

But after all that I've been through I am here, I am still standing through it all. Nothing stopped me, Yes I have fallen, but I got back up and still fighting like a winner.

Because you're free.
Because you're happy.
Because you rebuild your life over.
Because you made it through the hard times.
Because of your strong and fearless.
Because you can understand with a clear mind.
Because moving forward in life.
Because your proud of who you are.
Because you're more determined.
Because of your growing.
Because you're moving with greatness.
Because you're not picking up anyone leftovers.
Because you're believing in who you are.
Because you never stay down for too long.
Because you can use your imagination.
Because you know you're beautiful and smart as hell.
Because you can accept the things you can't change.
Because you love yourself.

No matter how life gets, you can always smile because you know you tried your best each and every day.
so SMILE!

To Grow
To rebuild
To understand more
To love more
To listen more.
To be more fearless.
To show out
To release your angry
To shine like a star.
To live a better life.
To stand taller.
To rebuild in yourself.
To walk with greatness.
To dance and sing more.
To realize who you are.
To push back your haters.
To being more proud of yourself.
To laughing and smiling more.
To become stronger and more peaceful.
To become a dream maker.
To be braver.

So stop, and get your *** up, and do better within your self.
so whatever people may think of you, don't let that stop you from doing what makes you happy.
Get Your *** Up...

Beliving in something new.
Hoping for a better tomorrow.
Loving who I am Today.
Having a new attitude.
Spreading joy in the world.
Speaking my mind.
Dreaming a new dream.
Being very independent.
Enjoying life as it is.
Pushing for a brighter future.
Appreciating what's in front of me.
Standing as tall as I know-how.
Singing from my heart.
Being determined to make things happen.
Protecting who I love and what I love.
Being proud of who i am today.
Laughing out loud.
Using my imagination.
Being very motivated.
Keeping security in my life.


I can't and I won't

That you're beautiful and strong.
To always keep an open mind
To never give up hope
To be comfortable in your own skin
That the storms will not last for long
To be proud of what you have become
To stay confident, but not complacent
To believe in who you are
That the sun will shine again
That it's ok to be scared sometimes
That your future is brighter then what you expect
That every day is a new experience
To rejoice in all things
That you have an angel watching over you
To appreciate the things you have
To keep your family close, but your enemies closer
That every day is not promise to you
That you don't have to be someone your not
That all things will come to pass


So remember what has been done in life does not mean you have to stop being who you are or what you are about to become
Remember that you are a
Winner 💯💯💯

After being talked about.
Even when I've been abused by many.
After me living in fear so long.
Even tho dealing with so much stress, and drama.
After being disrespected by others.
After being missed understood my whole life.
Even when I've been confused, and so lost.
Even tho I've made so many mistakes.
Even when my heart been broken so many times.
Even when there is so much violence in the world.
Even when I've been let down so many times.
After getting judged over the decisions I've made in my life.
Even when being called out of my name by my love ones.
Even when I've shed so many tears.
After falling so many times.

I'm Still Standing, and I'm going to keep standing on my own two feet.
with our without help from others.
and you should do the same.
Stand!

Will people remember me as the years go bye.
Will people even cry for me.
Will people say they knew me.
Will people say I was a good mother or friend to them.
Will people let balloons go for me.
Will people say good thing's about me.
Will people miss me when I'm gone.
Will people say I was a happy person.
Will people come to my funeral.
Will people be glad that I'm gone.
Will people have a party to celebrate my passing.
Will people say that I was a strong woman.
Will people say that I was a fighter.
Will they say I was beautiful.
Will they say I was brave.
Will they say I was a hard-working woman.
Will they see the good I did in my life.
Will they say I didn't give up.
Will they say I believed in myself.
Will they say I was a good dancer or singer.
Will they come to my grave and lay some flowers down.
Will my children miss me.
Will my family miss me.
Will they stand up for me when I'm gone.
Will they play my favorites sings at my funeral.
Will they be happy that I'm gone.
Will they forget all about me.


When I'm gone will people forget all about me, I won't know because I'll be gone and I won't see anyone faces anymore, I'll be in heaven looking down on them, hoping people are getting them self together.

To dance free
Me laughing and having fun
About me walking without pain
Of leaving all my enemy beheld me
Me speaking up for myself
I'm being in control of my life
Me seeing what's in front of me
I'm facing my fears
Letting my dreams come true
Of me pushing myself harder
Me singing out loud
I'm thinking before I SPEAK
Me believing in happiness
Just living a free life
Wining something in life
Taking more **** ricks
Hearing opportunities knocking
Me crying for joy
I'm leaving the old for the new
Stopping from running away
Creating something new
Me being a **** good boo
Standing true to myself
Knowing how to slow down
Taking my time for once in life
Letting all the negativity go
Me not letting people push around
Waiting for that special moment
Spreading out my goals
And more important me taking my life back

To be free
For the next step
To live a better life
To grow into a fearless woman
To walk alway from drama
To starting a new beginning
To shine like a star
To show up, and show out
To run into greatness
To understand better
To be all I know I can be
To walk like a great diva
To let go of the things I can not change
To stand tall, and build a brighter future
To be loved, and to love
To take big step without being afraid
To release my anger, so I can be happy
To rebuild myself stronger than ever
And the lists goes on and on,  so do what makes you happy, and dont wait on no one
Because no one is waiting on you.

Being honest with yourself
Trusting in who you are
Moving past your downfalls
Staying free without regrets
Forgiving those who hurt you
Celebrating your achievements
Staying motivated with each move
Rising above your enemies
Blocking out all negatively
Humbling yourself for greatnes
Being a master of your own faith
Not letting the destroyer lead you to your fate
Letting go of all your fears
Becoming more patient within
Making things happen
Working hard for your goals
Staying positive
Learning how to love again
Making new memories
Learning to love yourself once again
Letting the sun shine through
Unlocking yourself from all evil spirits
Freeing your soul
Exploring the world with new eyes
Walking past all your haters
Singing new songs along with the birds
Crossing the bridge to see what you may find
Finding inspiration throughout the day
Standing up and fighting against all odds
Rebuilding a new life for yourself
Embracing the person you are
Repairing your broken heart
Learning from your mistakes
Navigating through the darkness
Expounding and growing roots deep into the earth

Just keep moving just keep doing it
Your Doing It

Wasting time
Hurting people
Abusing love ones
Sending people off
Chasing what's not yours
Being deceptive to people
Pushing something upon someone
Being so negative
Asking for things that's not yours
Playing mind trick on people
Being spiteful, and ignorant
Hurting yourself
Letting people hold you down
Trusting everyone
Hoping for the worst

No matter what's going on in the world, you just keep doing what's best for you,  and please keep the faith.

To negativity in the world.
To losing hope.
To not letting go of the past.
To bad mistakes that are made.
To having bad dreams.
To fighting a fight that can't be win.
To so much violence that's all around the world.
To living a life in fear.
To being around so much drama.
To being hurt by others.
To having a weak mind, and not having a strong will.
To insecurity
To not being respectful to others.
To not being able to forgive.
To not believing in who you really are.
To not keeping the faith.
To not believe that you are a winner.
To not being proud of who you are.
To letting your pride get in the way.
To crying any more tears.  
To being afraid of ask for help.
To being lost in the world.
To falling, and feeling like you can't get up.

So it's time to close some doors to open up a new door for a new beginning.
so close that bad door to open up a great door of new and beautiful beginning.

Fighting the urge to give up.
Screaming out of fear and anger.
heart beating faster than normal.
Trying to hold all the pieces together.
Losing control of my emotions.
Needing to take a step back.
Thoughts are racing through my head.
Feeling cold shoulders everywhere I turn.
Wasting valuable time doing nothing.
Not pushing myself harder.
Climbing to get on top.
Feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders.
Not seeing what's right in front of me.
Learning seems to be getting harder to do.
Things are not what they seem to be.
Trusting is getting harder to do.
Feeling like every step I make is wrong.
Pushing away from the right kind of help.
Feeling like I'm falling down a deep dark hole.
Losing sight of reality.
people coming at me from ever


But at the end of each day, things tend to become better
just because I'm taking a deep breath and standing still.
Not rush, and listening to myself and what I want out of life.

Live your life
stand tall
find your happiness
understand more
love who you are
see the beauty of life
smile graciously
save all memories
appreciate what you have
believe in who you are
keep the faith
listen a little more
keep your dreams alive
move past the pain, and hurt
touch the stars
reconnect with love ones
rebuild what's been last
remember who you are


Try, try again if at first, you don't succeed you have to keep
trying, and never give up so
PLEASE
TRY

I am broken in pieces, and in fairness.
I am strong, and I am weak at times.
I am my own guilt and my own pride.
I am fierce and I am shy.
I accept all of me in fullness.
I am my own validation.
I am the one who changes me.
I am my own thoughts.
I am that God made.
I cry and I laugh.
I see me and I don't.
I will live and I will die.
I will survive and leave.
my marle in the world.
I'm all and I am everything.

So I can help you.
So I may build you up.
So I can love you.
So I can help you understand better.
So we can sing, and dance together.
So you may enjoy life.
So I can help you stand taller.
So I may hold your hand in the time of need.
So I can show you different things.
So I can protect you, and your heart.
So I can help you make your dreams come true.
So we can travel the world together.
So we can laugh together.
So I can motivate you when your down.
So I can take your pain away.
So you can be more fearless.
So you can be stronger as a person.
So we can fight together.
So I may be your person when you need someone.
So I can talk to you.


So no matter what it is you want to do, let's do it together as one.
and as a family.

Stop believing in myself.
reget trying new thing's in life.
apologize for being me.
stop standing tall up for myself.
lose my overactive imagination.
allow anyone else to choose my future.
walk around like I'm better than the next person.\
stay for disrespectful people.
be scared to move forward in life.
stop growing within myself.
be afraid to complete challenges that come my way.
let anyone take advantage of my strengths and weaknesses.
stop trying to build for a brighter future.
Intentionally hurt someone I really care for.
miss my chance of sweet romance.
stop dancing, and singing for joy.
stop believing in who I am.
pick up someone else leftovers.
so no matter how hard life gets for me, I would never give up on me and what I believe in. I'm going to keep on pushing on in life, no matter how hard life gets for me.

Indeed the most beautiful mother to all of her children. So many words to describe my mom. Sweet,kind,loveable, caring,a mother, grandmother, great grandmother, sister,auntie,counselor,and confidant, and the list goes on and on. Amongst all of that, she was so special;her contagious smile was pure as sunshine and bright as the stars in the universe. Her cheeks were as roses with eyes that shined thought out our hearts. No matter how others treated her, she always remained the sweetest woman to all. She will never be forgotten.  She always knew what to say and when to say it. When you were say, she always found a way to put a smile on your face. When you needed prayer, advice, or just someone to talk to , you knew who to call. She took people into her arms and loved them as her own. Our mom was one of the best gifts God lent us for only a season. We were blessed with the gift of having sure a wonderful and loving mother which we shall be grateful thought out eternity.
Since gaining her wings some days ago, I have to realize that her spirit still dwells within. Shes watching over us all, so let's be careful in what she sees.
Her teaching and spiritual guidance,  we shall never forget and will continue to protect all whom she loved.
We are forever grateful to her grooming us through the love of our savior. We have become God fearing women and man for which she was the perfect example in many ways. The magic in her touch, the sunshine in her smile, and the love I  everything she did made our lives worthwhile.  We found both hope and courage listening to her words so warm and wise. Her joyous laughter, her kindness and compassion in every embrace,  there will never be another Betty Gosby!!
She was one of a kind, the light of heaven shown within her eyes to everyone that was graced by her presence.
I remember very well when she took me in at the age of 13, I was just a neighborhood kid, whom she had not met, i would come to AHOP just to listening to the choir sing and to hear her speak from the pulpit. I began to attend more than once a week gradually to almost every day,  she began to witness to me, prayed for me and convinced me to join. I became involved in the choir, praise dancing, bible studies and the women to women outreach ministers. As an orphaned teenager, I was placed in the system. My case worker asked me if I knew someone who would have me.
Betty Gosby was of the three names I had chosen. No quite sure who would take me in, she came to the shelter, called my name and was standing in the hallway with a white teddy bear. I ran into her arms and cried, because she was really the one I wanted to accept me. I couldnt imagined someone would love me half as much as her.
She instilled in me how to stand up for myself, how to do better, and to let go of the past hurt.
With all that, the young woman I am Today will never forget all shes done for me in changing my life for the better. From this day forward,  she will never be forgotten.
I love you mom, thank you for taking me and showing me there is more to life
R.I.P BETTY GOSBY A.KA. TEE-TEE.

To build people up.
To give love to anyone.
To trust people a lot like more.
To understand things with a clear mind.
To accept the things you can't change.
To be stronger, and fearless.
To appreciate what's in front of you.
To respect who you are.
To loving yourself.
To using your imagination.
To trusting the progress you made.
To grow into a new person.
To own up to your responsibility.
To prevent violence in the world.
To believing how strong you are.
To keeping negativity away from you.

Yes, There Are Many Way's to do anything you want.
so don't stop trying your best.

Without knowing what's going on
Not knowing what tomorrow bring
Lost in a space of my own
Lost in a different time zone
Waiting to find out what going to happen next
Like a clock that tick-tocks throughout the day
Like a butterfly, and stinging like a bee.
Losing control of who I am
Seeing without believing
Feeling like I'm slipping away
Not able to find the right words to say
Forgetting how to walk on my own two feet
Losing sight of who I am
Not knowing what to say
Forgetting how to believe
Not able to see my reflection in the mirror
Feeling lost and confused
Crying out for someone to hear me
Reaching out for someone hand, but no one's there
Exploding from the inside out
Hearing whispers throw out the night
Transforming into a different body
Passing throw life within minutes
Floating away in silence
Losing my voices to speak out
things closing up around me
People turning against me


Floating away

Your next big move.
you being stronger.
you rebuilding a brighter future.
you being a fearless person.
You being more understanding.
you being more proud of who you are.
you being happy and free.
you standing taller.
you not being confused or feeling lost.
you laughing and smiling more.
your responsibility.
you accepting the change in your life.
you not regretting trying new things.
you being more positive.
you shining like a star that you are.
you thinking about the possibilities in life.

so OK we thought about it, and now you should know what you can and want to do in life.

From loving who I am.
From rebuilding what I lost.
From taking a stand in what I believe in.
From collecting them dollars.
From laughing at my haters.
From living my life as I should.
From standing taller, as I know-how.
From pushing throw the storm.
From stuffing my whole life.
From smiling even when I'm hurting.
From accepting the things I can't change.
From fighting for a brighter future that just for me.
From falling thew the cark, and losing my mind.
From Standing for my rights.
From living a happy life.
From having a very powerful voice.
From crying, and releasing my emotions.
From moving from a stressful situation.
From laughing because I know I can.
From dreaming a great future.
From loving someone.

so no matter what you may think of me, you
could never stop me.

someone new.
someone great to be with.
someone who takes my breath away.
someone whose hands are so warm.
someone with a great heart.
someone I love.
someone whose one of a kind
someone who shines like a star.
Someone who smiles so bright.
Someone who talks so peaceful.
someone who makes me laugh just because.
Someone who makes me want to sing like no one is watching me.
Someone who makes me forget what I may have been doing.
Someone whose dimples are deep, and beautiful.
Someone whose eyes shine like diamonds.
someone who makes me feel so new.
Someone who has good intentions for me.
Someone who brings out the sun each day.
someone who just knows who she is.
Someone who believes in all her dreams.
someone who loves to have fun.


Lynell someone wonderful in and out; who loves to be free and just to have fun.
I love this woman with every bone in my body.
Say it with me
Lynell

Pushing for a better you.
Hoping for a better, and brighter future.
Moving forward to where you want to be.
Learning something new.
Trying, because your day will come.
Believing, because miracles happen every day.
Being fearless in the pursuit of what sets your soul.
Dreaming, and believing in what you can achieve.
Doing your best, because others are not giving you credit.
Testing, your advertising will never stop improving.
Showing someone how much they mean to you.
Fighting for what's for you.
Trying, because you are wise it.
Loving yourself.
Doing a great job.
Working for a great future for your children.
Loving who you are.


So no matter what gets in the way even just for a minute Don't stop.
No matter what people say about you, Never stop making your life better.
Don't do what you see others do, do things what's best for you.
Never Stop.

To improve your life.
Between going and coming.
To let new people in without any judgment.
To realize how beautiful you are.
To make new and fun memories.
To heal your broken heart.
To look in the mirror and see the real self.
To not quit on your dreams.
To remember how to love again.
To release all your fear and anger.
To understand with a clear mind.
To be more peaceful within yourself.
To pray for the best and hope for the best.
To stop loving the wrong people.
To explore new opportunities.
To start cutting negative people out of your life.
To pick your head up and keep pushing for the best.
To stay focused and stay ahead of the game.
To not get caught up always be aware of your surroundings.


The time is near to make this clear that this is a brand new year for
new beinging that's coming your way.

I am loved by many
I am proud of who I am
I an a beautiful woman
I can imagine bigger than ever
I am a winner
I an fearless at what I can do
I am strong
I can stay on my way own to feet
I am a dreamer
I will never be a loser
I will stay tall, and fight harder
I am brave
I can finally let go
I am talented at what I can do
I can motivate other
I can understand better
I know I can build within myself
I am more peaceful now than before
I know that I can fix my mistakes
END THATS WHO I AM

From losing my mind.
From feeling so guilty.
From going backward in life.
From being missed understood by many.
From falling.
From hurting, and being so lost.
From being judged.
From being confused.
From being so negative all the time.
From living my life in fear.
From suffering.
From having a broken heart.
From stressing.
From being weak.
From being so angry.
From not giving up on myself.
From not trying to be the best I can be.
From fighting a fight that's not even mine to fight.

Keeping things away from me,that's not good for me, because it's not good to have so much on you at one time.

To love you
To protect you from harm
To build with you
To build you up, and never let you fall
To give you my whole heart at all times
To show you the world
To give you all of me, and nothing less
To always motivate and appreciate you
To never let you down
To never hurt, or put you down
To always make you feel like your the only one for me
To always keep that beautiful smile on your face.
To always keep hope in them beautiful eyes
To keep peace, and joy in your life
To always wait on you
To keep warm bubbles bath waiting on you
To sing, and dance with you
To understand you with a clear mind
To always be there when you need me
To everything I just promise you, I want you to remember it, inhaled it, hold on to those words I speak to you, because i will never let you down, this is my promise.......

When you miss me, look up to the shy, we have the common, the moon, and the sun.
True love is felonious… you take my breath away… I don’t want you just for one night, I
Want you for a life time. When you cant hear my voice, close your eyes, and you will see
Me. You know your in love when the only thing you can do is think of is that person all day.
I don’t want to cry, I want to smile. I don’t want to be mad, I want to be happy, and that
You make me.  I don’t want to fight, all I want to do is love. I don’t want to run, I want to stay
In your arms for the rest of my life. I don’t want to be afraid, I want to be in love. Love is something
That on one can take from you. Being who you are makes you better than the next. Understanding
Someone is the best part of getting to know someone new. Trusting someone with your heart can
always be the hardest thing to do, but if you have that special someone than it will come natural.
When you are in love it feel like your flying in the air, and you can see what you've been missing.
Trying to find love is like being a new born baby, your trying to see thing clear, and when you find it everything become clearer. Looking into someone eyes is like looking throw their soul. When your with someone and they break your heart, don’t think that the next one will because the next one will better.
Being in love is like your dreaming, but when you wake up, you open your eyes and you can really see them, feel them, and hold them. Never let no one hold you back from being happy and in love, you cant please everyone, the only person you need to please is your self. So please your, love your self, be your self and like always love who you are with no matter what may comes your way. Loving someone is something special, and you want that in your life. If you see something you like than go get it. If you see someone you like or you think you found your soulmate than go get them, because they want you to.
So go, run to them and be happy and be in love

To Stress.
To being weak-minded.
To pain, and Suffering.
To drama.
to being missed understood
to moving backward
To falling
To living in fear.
to violence in the world.
To negative people
To disrespected
To heart being broken
to being confused and lost
to mistakes being made.
to tying to pleases everyone
to the world judging you
to feeling guilty

so no matter what the world threw at you, don't feel like you are obligated to say yes, you can always say hell Noooo

By trying to control me.
By trying to run my life.
By trying to control my money.
By throwing me to the dog.
By my mind, but you only had me by my hands.
By trying to abusing me, as well as our relationship.
By trying to make me feel unwanted.
By trying to stress me out.
By worrying about the thing's you can't change.
By trying to **** my spirit.
By trying to get me to act like someone I'm not.
By trying to get me to walk in fear.
By trying to make me feel invisible.
By trying to get me to live in your fantasies.
By trying to get me arrested by your lies.
By choking the living life out of me, but I ghastly for strength.
By trying to make me feel miss understood.
By trying to judge me bast my lapses.
By making me feel abandoned, and lost to the world.

everything you tried to do, only made me a stronger woman.

So you can grow within yourself.
So you can start rebuilding what you lost.
So you can start moving forward, and live your life.
So you can do things you're never done before.
So people wouldn't manipulate you.
So you wouldn't feel weak all the time.
So you wouldn't feel guilty, or even confused.
So you wouldn't feel like people are putting you down all the time
So you can use your powerful *** voice.
So you would protect what's yours.
So you can start healing the proper way.
So you can start trusting with your heart.
So you can understand your surroundings.
So you can accept the things you can't change.
So you can achieve greatness.
So you can feel stronger, and wiser within yourself.
So you wouldn't think so negative.
So you wouldn't depend on no man or woman.

Just let go, and you will feel so much better within yourself, because a better you will come out, and you're going to love it.

My world
Can be a little crazy
Will make you laugh
Will love you no matter what
Would never give up on you
Sparkle overall negativity
Will tell you right from wrong
Can give you a helping hand
Is strong, and has determination
Rejoice over all things
Has creativity, as well as positivity
Has a great temptation
Has the ability to keep hope alive
Is not afraid to speak out loud
Has happiness, and peace of mind
Has the courage to dream big
Has wisdom, and knowledge
Will show you how intelligent you are
Has the ability to forgive, and the strength to move on
Hold no regrets for things undone
Sees all beauty in all things
Will give you joy in your heart
Will put a smile on your face
Will give you all the hugs that you need
Will give you a listening ear

So whatever is going on you can always come to my world 🌍 and have the time of your life.
MY WORLD 🌍🌍🌍🌍🌍🌍🌍🌍🌍🌍

Loving who you are.
Building a better life.
Taking opportunity that's kicking.
Finding love, and paces within.
Living without any regrets
Learning from your mistakes.
For who you really are.
Not setting for less.
Listening with a clear mind.
Being patient.
Leaving your past in your past.
Showing who's boss
Smiling, and enjoying life as it is.
Keeping your head up.
Standing strong on your word.
Accepting things you cant change.
Letting people know who you are.
Trusting in what you believe in.
Letting your mind at ease.
Not holding back from your destiny.
Holding tight to your dreams.
Seeing what's right in front of you.

So no matter what people may think of you, or say about you,even the things they have done to you. Keep in mind that you can do all things that strengthens you through christ.
So keep on pushing and pushing and be the  winner at the end........

Being proud of who you are.
Fighting for what's just for you.
Hoping for a brighter future.
Moving towards where you want to be
Learning, because life never stop teaching.
Believing in hope, because miracles happens every day.
Being fearless in the pursuit of what sets your soul
Dreaming, and believing in what you can achieve
Because it doesn't matter how slow you go, just as long as you dont stop
Do your best even when other's are not giving you any type of credit.
Testing, because your advertising will never stop improving
Showing someone how much they mean to you
Trying, because your day will come
So never stop believing in yourself , you are very important in this world.  You can do anything as long as you set your mind into it. Dont stop being who makes you, you. Do what makes you happy and not what others want.

Say their names
Someone we loved and cared about has gone away
Show the world who they were
their memories live on
Don't be afraid to tell their stories
Say their names
Say it loud and be proud of it  
They lived and their lives  mattered
Make the world remember their faces
Say their names
They made a difference in the world
Their smiles were contagious
They were important to friends and family
They loved like no other, and cared with their whole hearts
So say their names
They have  gotten  through hard times like a soldier
They learned and developed along the way
No matter what was thrown at them, they never gave  up
They were warriors and worked through whatever life threw at them
So Say their names say it  loud
Let their spirits live through you
their laughter was like music in the air
They were survivors who clawed their way back from hell
They had futures that were taken from them
There are  children who are missing  their mothers and  fathers, their aunts  and  uncles
Say their names say it  
Weddings got canceled with  a gunshot
Children  missed their  graduations
Lives were taken simply  for the color of their skin
They called out for help, but were thrown to the ground
Their voices got taken away in the eyes of the law
Proved that they were more than eyes can see
So say their name



What ever you do in a day
Say their names
And say it proud

To learn new things.
To grow into a fearless person.
To take control of your life.
To make your dreams come true.
To rebuild what you lost.
To have a better understanding.
To love who you are.
To use your imagination.
To be stronger, and wiser.
To release your angry.
To appreciate what's in front of you.
To protect what's yours.
To fix the mistakes you made.
To forgive the ones who hurt you.
To think about your congruences.
To push for a brighter future.
To stop violence in the world.
To trust more with your heart.
To make your voices more powerful.
To heal within your self.
To walk with determination in every step you make.


So no matter what you do,
take your time.

Let me help you
Let me build with you
Let me love you
Let me understand you
Let me sing with you
Let me dance with you
Let me enjoy your Amy
Let me stay with you
Let me hold your hand
Let me show you different things
Let me protect you from harm
Let me make your dreams come true
Let me travel the world with you
Let me laugh with you
Let me look at your beautiful eyes
Let me motivate with you
Let me take your pain away
Let me be fearless with you
Let me be strong with you
Let me fight with you
So no matter what it is you want to do let's do together as one

so you can see how to love others.
so you can see how to become someone new.
so you can see how to live a drama-free life.
so your mind can be more clear than before.
so you can be proud of who you really are.
so you can laugh, and feel free about it
so you could appreciate more.
so you can see that you are motivating others.
so you wouldn't be so negative.
so you could protect who you love.
so you could see how to build within yourself.
so you can see how powerful your voice is.
so you could be more fearless.
so you could move forward in life.
so you could see how strong you are.
so you can see how to shine like a beautiful diamond that you are.
so you could see how to use your imagination.
so you could walk with exuberance in a day.
so you're able to gain awareness

so just do one thing for me
open your eyes!

when I'm hurting.
When I have lost someone.
When I've been broken.
When I have no more fight in me.
When I can't hear the music in the air.
When I can't feel anything.
When all the love is gone.
When all the pain is holding me down.
When my fears are getting in the way.
When there's no happiness.
When there's no way out of losing in the world.
When people have treated you like ****.
When I can't see the nest day.
When I lost all hope.
When I'm afraid of losing my love.
When it feels like I can't breathe.
When looking for a change.
When trying to hold my hand out for help.
When feeling lost all the time.
When wishing for a different life to live.
When there's nothing to look at in the mirror.
When trying to keep holding on to life.
When crying is all I have left.
When there's no help from no one.
When I've given all I can give.
When I'm not believing in who I am.

My tears are here, and I don't want them here, because every day my tears mean different reasons.
My Tear's