For those who's motivating you.
For those who's teaching you.
For those who's holding your hand.
For those who's showing you love when you need it the most.
For those who's standing by you.
For those who's giving you a creative mind.
For hose who's fighting with you.
For those who's crying with you.
For those who's showing you how proud they are of you.
For those who's making your problem your problem.
For those who's having fun with you.
For those who's accepting you for who you are.
For those who's not giving up on you.
For those who's making yo have hundreds of reason to live and keep living
But most of all Just Say Thank You.

only hate you, because of the other's who love you.
Can't handle you because of who you are and what your becoming.
Will only love you as much as they can use you.
Create their own storms, then get upset when it rain's.
Will show you who they really are.
only apologize so they can do it again.
can be mean, so don't take it personally.
will slab you in the back and act like nothing happen.
they will act like they are your friend.
want to expose what's wrong with you because they can't stand what's right about you.
aren't out to get you, they're just out for themselves.
but Just Remember it's only
some people...

listening to your heart.
loving what you do in life.
believing in who you are.
Enjoying living your life.
thanking God for what you have.
respecting yourself, and who you are.
looking through the pain.
opening your heart for something new.
letting the wind blow throw your hair.
being honest about yourself.
learning more in life while you can.
Being proud of who you are.
Holding someone hands.
motivating yourself for something wonderful.
standing tall, and fight for yourself.
keeping beautiful memories.
giving second chances, because you never know long you have.
being the person people love to be with.
growing into a beautiful person that you are.
staring in the eyes of fear.
making great decisions.
when you think you can't, all you need to do is
Start!

For tolerance in life.
For patience to strive.
For thing's that you need.
For surrendering your greed.
For a creative mind.
For motivation and appreciating.
For a forgiving heart.
For a second chances.
For honest about the trust.
For a helping hand.
For sweet words to speak.
For a great self esteem.
To listen with a loving heart.
To not walk away.
But most of all Just Ask Me?

the one's that was there for you when no one else was.
that you are beautiful and smart as hell.
that sometimes the way you think about a person, isn't the way they actually are.
someone loves everything you hate everything about yourself.
when ignoring others, your teaching them to ignore the same.
eventually the waiting will pay off.
once your over hill your begin to pick up the pieces.
that all the **** people put you through, sooner or later find a way back to them.
you can't put your arms around a memory, so hug someone that is here.
when your angry peace will come in the morning.
so go ahead Just Remember

Knowing you didn't quit.
Knowing your a fighter.
Knowing you listened and made a difference.
Knowing you didn't lose yourself.
Knowing you learned something.
Knowing you have respect enough to walk away.
Knowing you didn't look back.
Knowing you destiny nothing but the best.
Knowing your not weak, but have enough strength.
Knowing you finally realize to do so.
Knowing no one can hold you back.
Knowing that people will threaten your peace of mind.
Knowing you didn't run.
Knowing you did to keep the faith.
Knowing your strong, and proud to do so and that's walking away.
One of the hardest decisions you'll ever face in life is choosing weather to walk away or to try harder.

Love recklessly and be humble.
Have a great stories to tell.
Be loud and listen at the some time.
Be there when people need me the most.
Be whom I'm met to be.
Smile a beautiful smile.
Dream a great dream.
Remember the good and the bad times.
Protect and fight for what's right.
Dare to take risks at life.
Never let my fear take ahold of me.
Never let my love one's down.
Protect people from hurt and pain.
Live with praise in my mouth.
Fall and get back up on my own two feet.
Grow and move forward in life.
Laugh and have more fun every day.
Try and never stop trying.
I will as long as I know I can.
I will!

They are the greatest thing to have.
They accept you for who you are.
They love you no matter what happens.
They can make you cry and smile at the same time.
They are not prefect.
They are music, they have high and low note, but always beautiful.
They are like a circle of strength.
They will support and respect you.
They will keep your most deepest and darkest secret.
They can be lots of fun, and make you lough.
They will believe in all of your dreams.
They let you make mistakes and give you second chances.
They will be very proud of you and what you become.
They have problem, but they also stand together as one.
They can make you comfortable, but most of all safe.
They hold you head when you need it the most.
No matter how busy family get, they always find a way to be there,
A family that prays together , stay together.

The one who people loves to be with.
The one who loves even tho you've been hurt.
The one who's growing into a beautiful person.
The one who's brave and know what they want out of life.
The one who has wisdom and who is humble.
The one who dare to take risks.
The one who stare in the eyes of fear.
The one who makes dreams come true.
The one who has strength even on your hard days
The one who fight for what they believe in.
The one who walk with their head held high.
The one with motivation and appreciating.
The one with a voice that need to be heard.
The one with a great self esteem.
The one who knows who they are.
you are what you make yourself in life.

To stand on my own two feet.
To believe in something beautiful.
To face my fears.
To have faith.
To speak out loud.
To have wisdom and to be humble.
To be brave and to believe in myself.
To love myself no matter what happens.
To make my dreams come true.
To have love in my heart after being hurt.
To grow and to become someone beautiful.
To dare and to take risks.
To have strength to be compassionate.
To know I am worth something beautiful.
To not miss out of my blessings.
To believe I can do all things that strengthens me
To make something good out of a bad situation.
   To let go and to let God.
       I have courage!!!!!!!!

I am strong and beautiful.
I am fearless and stubborn.
I am smart and honest.
I am a lover and not a fighter.
I am a dreamer and a believer.
I am a survivor.
I am kind and supportive.
I am loud and loveable.
I am proud of who I have become.
I am who I say I am, and not what people say I am.
I am not afraid of Tomorrow or new beginnings.
I am more than what people see.
I am all sorts of things, the one thing I am  all the time is ME.
If people can't handle me, than that's their problem not mine, because I am what I say I am.

Fight for what you believe in no matter what it is.
Fight for your dreams to come true.
Fight for what you want out of life.
No matter how hard life get, stand up be strong and fight.
Fight for goals to be meet.
Fight for voicing to be heard.
Fight for what's worth fighting for.
Fight even on your worst days.
Fight for a better tomorrow.
As long as there is life, there is still something to fight for.
Fight even when you fall down, don't stay down get up, do what you do best fight.
Fight even when you think you don't have any fight lift in you.
when you don't fight, than you can't cry for what you lost, so what every your fighting for, than do it fight.

With love in my heart.
With all the haters beheld me.
With a playful and creative mind.
With darkness in my past.
With a loud voice and sweet words to speak.
With a great attitude.
With motivation and appreciating.
With forgiveness in my heart.
With more life to live for.
With sweet kisses in the night.
With a stand tall attitude.
With a dream that need to come out.
With faith all around me.
knowing I did something good.
Like I desires to be here.
So maybe one day someone like me will walk as tall as I do.
when time seem to be hard, I'll still do what I do best
Walk.

Take time to open your eyes and to create.
Take time to cry and to heal.
Take time to live and to love.
Take time to grow and release fear.
Take time to forgive and to forget.
Take time stand tall and to have faith.
Take time to scream and to giggle.
Take time to motivate and to appreciate.
Take time to say thank you and to give.
Take time to remember and to forget.
Take time to say good morning and to say good night,
but most of all just take time.

That Moment when you can feel something so special, and so wonderful.
That Moment when you can see or hear for the first time like a new born child.
That Moment when you can feel you did something great in your
life.
That Moment you can dance and walk for the first time.
That Moment when you get a second chance to live your life without pain or regret.
That Moment when you can live in the moment, breathe, and not think about Tomorrow.
That Moment when you can walk out your door and you walk without fear.
That Moment when you close your eyes knowing you made it throw a another day.
That Moment when you remember those little things about something or someone so special.
That Moment in life you will always remember, not because you were important, but because you were there!!!!!!!

To love, and to be love.
To live, and to believe in living.
To show people what your really made of.
To live is the rarest thing in the world.
To dream that one great dream.
To think that one great thought.
To repeat that same word.
To forgive and to forget.
To hurt and to be hurt.
To wish upon a star.
To wish and for that one dream to come true.
To hear that one great song.
To finish something so great.
to feel that great feeling of something so great.
To understand something that is so great.
To write something and to feel and understand what you wrote.
To grow and leave the past in the past.
To think about the future, can be so great, only when you feel you know it's your one moment.
To feel that one moment that only is your moment in your heart means it's your one moment.

I always think of you.
in my sleep.
in my dreams.
as I wake down the street.
I always think of you.
all night, and all day. hoping you was with me.
I always think of you.
wishing you were thinking of me too.
every minute, every second and every hour of the day.
I think of you, I really do.

Fear is here with me.
fear follows me everywhere I go.
fear snakes up on me.
fear Stalks me.
fear is a control freak.
fear controls me like I don't have mind if my own.
fear is all I think of.
fear sleeps with me.
Fear eats with me.
fear never leaves and I can't run from it.
Fear surrounds me like nothing before.
but
fear can be stopped.
fear can go away.
fear is only a emotion.
fear will be stopped  and only stopped bye love.

Let go  
Let go of the hurt and the pain.
Let go of the sorrows in your life.
Let go of the fear of being left behind like no one care.
Let go of  the fear of abandonment.
Let go even when it hurts to .
Let go of what's killing you the most.
Let go sometimes it hurt more to hold on.
Let go let it bleed, let it heal and let it go.
Let go of the past.
Let go of anger.
Let go of comparing.
Let go of competing.
Let go of judgments.
Let go of worrying.
Let go of blame.
Let go of guilt.
Let go of fear you have in your heart.
Let go of being scared of being loved by someone.
Let go of the guilt of your past.
Most of all let go and let God.

Relationship
Relationship is about trust.
Relationship last longer because two people made a choice to keep it, fight for it and work for it.
Relationship is when you want to smile, you know exactly what to do to win their heart, you just close your eyes and think of them.
Relationship is powerful, when you work hard for it.
Relationship is when the two of you can't live without one another. Relationship is when the two of you will be able to talk about anything. Relationship is when you know what the other one is thinking about before you two say anything. Relationship is when you feel the love in your heart just gown belong words.
Relationship is when your completely eye popping, seriously, groundbreaking, passionately, deliciously in love with them. Relationship is when you can be Romantic and yet also completely filthy.
Relationship involves arguing, crying, love, hurt, joy, and most importantly some good *** ****. Relation, and most importantly some good *** ***.
Relationship is when someone accepts you and your past supports your present and encourages your futures.
Relationship is not based on the length of the time you spent together, but it's based on the foundation you built together. So when you found that one true love hold on to it and never let them go no matter what may come your way, hold on and love them with all your heart.

There may come a time that I will forget things.
sometimes I need a little reminder but I am somebody!
sometimes I may need someone to take me out, show me what I'm about,
what I'm meant for my life, because I am somebody!
I will strive to be the best that I can, because I am somebody!
I will respect and love myself as well as following my dreams, because I am somebody!
I am strong, black, and beautiful.
And I am somebody
I will succeed in my life, for I am God child, I maybe educated, I maybe even unlettered, but I am somebody!
No matter what color my shin is, or how big or little I am I'm still somebody!
I may not be rich, or I maybe poor, but I know that I am somebody!
I am strong, and I am confident, because I know I'm somebody!
I am happy and amazing because I know that I am somebody!
No matter what may come my way, through the storm or rain, through the highs and lows, but I know that I'm still somebody!
I love who I am because I know that God made me who I am and that's I'm somebody!
No matter what people may say in my face, or behind my back I still know that I am somebody!
who am I, God child and that is somebody beauitful!
No matter if you don't think so, I'm still somebody!
so who am I
somebody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Be with you for life, just because of the way you make me feel, how you talk to me make feel so free.
Be with you, not because what you can do for me but because who you are to me, and what you make me feel.
Be with you, just because you make me do things I never done in my life.
Be with you, I'm not going to be happy without you. 
Be with you, being with you makes me be a better person, for me and you. Who knows what God plan in our lives, but for one thing I know I'm willing to find out, not by myself but with you. Seeing someone else will not make it any better than what it already is with you.
Be with you, your like a angel that falling from the sky. All I want and I need and that to be with you. All I want is all I need you gave me back my dignity.
Be with you, because when I'm upside down, you turn me right side up
. Be with you, you smiled at me when the world was not kind to me.  be with you, when I'm on my own, well your in my head. all I want is all I need you gave me back my dignity.  when I'm down and nowhere to turn, I just think of you in the back of my head. Be with you, just because I want to know more of you, like your likes and your dislikes. I find an angel, you’re an angel in my eyes. So if you would have me, be with me. You bring me out of this lost and find of a world. I can't see myself with no one else but with you. I can feel it in my heart and I can see it in our future. So what you say be with me.

My Pain is everywhere I turn. My Pain is what I live from day to day. My body hurt and my Doctor can't do nothing about it . I mean **** they give me medications but do it work, hell no, so I go back and far and still nothing. I see different specialist and still nothing. So pain is my life, I try to run from the pain but can I hide from it, No. Pain is my life no matter where I turn its there. **** I have people in my life  that say you will be alright or God got you. And don’t get me wrong I love my positive people in my life. But they are only geeking me for failure. My Pain is  just what it is for the rest of my life. There no winning from the pain. I'm not going to win this battle, no matter what people  say to make me think otherwise. Before you know it I'll be somewhere and no one will remember me or who I was to them. **** I can pretend to be happy and put a smile but who will I be fooling, no one but myself If I try like everyone else is. I mean there nothing in this world would make me think that the pain is no longer with me. **** I wake up with my pain and I go to sleep with my pain. I mean **** there nothing in the world that will take the pain, **** no medication.  but it's cool just as long as I know that I have the pain and it's not going nowhere or nothing I can do about it. I have to have that what every attitude for the rest of my life my pain.

My friend, someone that's there who skies seem dark and gray.
My friend, someone that's near me each time I need to share, for praying through each heartache and showing me that you care.
My friend, someone I can turn to when my spirits need a lift.
My friend, someone I treasure for friendship and a gift.
My friend, someone who fills my life with beauty, joy, peace, and nothing more.
My friend, someone who can teach me how to Respect myself and my life.
My friend, someone who understand my ups and down fills and help me get back up without judging.
My friend, someone who come in when the world has gone out.
My friend, someone who is like a ray of sunshine, and that can makes a brighter day.
My friend, someone who is like beautiful music, that lingers in my heart.
My friend, someone who is like a refreshing breeze making sure I feel at ease bringing happiness into my life.
My friend, someone who I hold close to my heart even when we are miles apart.
My friend, someone who is an angel who lift me up when I believe that my wings has forgotten how to fly.  
As we grow up, we realize it is less important to have lot's of friends and more important to have real ones so Thank you for being  


           My Friend

Love me or hate me.
but don’t play with my mind.  
Love me or hate me.
But I'm still going to me and no one can and will change that.
Love me or hate me.
accept me or just walk away.
Love me or hate me.
but don’t make me feel less a person.
Love me or hate me.
but don’t try to figure me out.
Love me or hate me.
I promise it won't make or break me.
Love me or hate me.
and I'll always be in your heart.
If you hate me I'll always be on mind.
I know people will hate me, rate me, try to break me down.
I know if you have enough time to hate me, you have time to make your life a lot better.
I don’t hate people who are jealous of me, In fact I invented them because they make me realize how amazing I am. It's my awesomeness that triggers that feeling of jealousy in them.

We have enough women who are tough.
We need more women who are tender.
We have enough women who are sleepless.
We need more restful women in the world.
We have enough women who are coarse.
We need more women who are kind and sweet.
We have enough women who are  rude just because.
We need more women who are refined.
We have enough women in pursuit of fame and fortune.
We need more women with faith and who believe more.
We have enough women who are victims of violence in this world.
We need more protection in the world.
We have enough greed.
We need more goodness in the world.
We have enough vanity.
We need more virtue.

Love  


Love, He is kind he is sweet, he is devoted to me and Oh how he is just so good to me.


Love, He knows just what to do, he go's down and ******* love in all the right places.


Love, He knows what I'm thinking of and when I'm thinking, He tell me he's going to  make me cry until I'm soak and wet. He tell me what he's going to do with every part of my body.


Love, He does what he like's with my body from my head on down. He give me the best of him every time.


Love, He let's me know Tonight is the night every night. He's love come down on me like never before.


Love, Like to take long walk in the park, He tell me he can't sleep He can't eat because he's missing me and my body.


Love, He wait for me to walk through the door so he can give me kiss on my leaf. He look's at my eyes as if he's looking at me for the very first time. He tell me he will be kind to my body, sweet to my heart and gentle to my soul


Love, He let's me know he's going to be careful with me. Love, He  like to rub my body from my head to my feet. Love, He like to carry me to our room and lay me down and put me right to sleep.


Love, He tell me I don’t have to cry alone, cause He'll be right by my side. Love, He tell me to dry my eyes.


Love, He tell me He'll catch any teardrop before one can fall down. Love, tell me there's someone here now who cares about all my needs.


Love, He tell me he will never deceive me the way others did. Love, tell me I'm his angel and he treat me just right and treat me like his Queen. Love, He tell me I'm his favorite thing in the world.  


Love, He tell me I can lay my troubles down and be free to love. Love, He tell me he love to watch every move I make. Love, He tell me it's my love that makes him feel alive


Love, He Tell me how he has a new attitude, He love my voice and how I make him feel  free and open  and how I can make him feel like he's a kids  in a candy store and he can have whatever he wants.


Love, He tell me someone love me and would never let me go.  Love, Tell me He love me like a sweet potato pie and he Love every last piece of me.


Love, He Tell me when he looks in my eyes he can see what I really mean to him. Love, He want to hold me down and make me his for every.


Love, He Love tell me he want to be everything I didn’t have. Love, He knows no reason, no boundaries, and no distance.  


Love, He Love said he want to make me his wife, he want to be able to walk up every morning and go to sleep every night with me by his side.  Love, He tell me how he want to be the only one to put me to sleep every night  and walk up every morning to see my eyes only.


Love, He tell me if he die, don’t come near him because his hand may not be able to wipe my tears away.  


I love me some Love, and Love, He him some of me. I will never depart from him and I love every little bit of him, good or bad, happy or sad. Loving him is loving something brand new every day and it never get old. It's been him all this time.  


love

Yes
Yes
Yes
Yes
Yes to positive thought
Yes to being beautiful
Yes to open opportunities
Yes to being called a blessing
Yes to being respectful
Yes to positive aspects
Yes
Yes
Yes
Yes

I forgive you, not because you deserve forgiveness but because I deserve peace. I know forgiveness is the best form of love. I believe in love at first sight because I've been loving my mother since I opened my eyes. We may not like one another, I know we are going to have arguments and we may fight but there one thing that I think you should know, I love you always and forever.
I believe that bond between me and you should be defined by love. My love for you knows no law and no pity, it dares all things, and crushes down, remorselessly all that stand in it's path. My mother I want you to hold my hands. I want you see how much I love you and that  don't care about the pass but wants to start a fast life. My mother, have you ever seen an angel. Will I did the day you gave birth to me and I open my eyes, that all I seen. I believe being a mother is not about what you gave uo to have a child, but what you've gained from having one. Mother, you are so bright, so special, you are brighter than the sunshine, and calmer than the moon. you are so special to me words will never be enough to say, you make me happy just because your my mother. mother I love you

have you ever look at your body
and how is look to you
have you ever look in the mirror
and see what is really going with your body's
Our body is trying to tell a store.
our back tell us stories
no book's have the spine to carry.
our body is the house the we grew up
in, How dare we try to burn it to the grown.
be careful with what you do with your body.
so listen, listen to the words your body is
trying to tell you, listen real hard because you
maybe missing something
listen

Let's Be Free
From All Lie's
Let's Be Free
Free Homelessness
Let's Be Free
From Hunger
Let's Be Free
From Emptiness
And Let's Start Saying YES
TO elernal  Love
TO Open Door's
TO Cook Meal's
TO Freedom
To Believing In Yourself
To Being
FREE

Happy Grandparents day
to the most beautiful and wonderful
woman in the world.
Happy Grandparents day
I wonder where you keep your wings
LOL are they hung in your closets with
the rest of your things
Happy Grandparents day
you have a very special gift, the gift
that keep on giving. the
woman I call Grandmother
I feel I blessed by God to be under
the umbrella of your tender love and care
Happy Grandparents day
to the woman who we can lean on
when needed it. the one who is strong for
everyone even when you think your not.
Happy Grandparents Day  
the one who ears that always listening and
arms that always open, the love
that never end's and a heart that's made of
pier Gold
Happy Grandparents day

I can only imagine
will I dance for you Jesus
will I be able to speak at all
what it would be like, when I walk, by your side'
to be surrounded by your glory
what will my heart feel
will I stand in your presence
to my knees will I fall
will I sing Hallelujah
or in awe of you be still
when your face is before me
I can only imagine

let it go, no more holding on
Be you and stop doing someone else.
open up your eyes, and see what's new.
let the pain go and learn to love, live, teach and be free.
Listen to sound, listen hard because you may miss something
be carefully
no more hurt, bring out the inner you
no more I hate, start loving and being open
no more sadness and no more selfish
no more pain, no more negativity, start with being open
so let say No More

Look at the both of you married and about to enjoy life. the both of you stand here committed to each other after 42 year. you both must have been made for each other. love will always win at the end, because it's mighty love. you've promised that you will love faithfully and you VOWED to be one with each other. you said love from each other is all you need. you said It's never to late for true love and happiness. may your love grow stronger, may you always look at each other, the way you look at each other now. may your love for one another serve as a light of hope for true love to other shire bright as the star above God is love and love is eternal.

Do you believe? In love.
Do you believe? In hope.
Do you believe? In happiness.
Do you believe? Being strong.
Do you believe? Weak minded.
Do you believe? In joy.
Do you believe? Somebody
Do you believe? What people say that thing are not possible, when thing are very possible.
Do you?
Do you believe? That should run or should you stay and fight for what right.
Do you believe? If you pray, can God hear you?
Do you believe? That the strength you have you can do all thing are possible.
Do you?
Do you believe? If you work hard enough, you will got to where you need to be.
Do you believe? If you believe, just do it get up, get out and do something about it
And just say out land


I believe

Do u just think about ur life and whats going on and what could happen in ur life?
Do u think ur life is a ly or going the wrong way? If so dont because someone in tie world maybe going throu the same or going throu something worse than u.
U can be on the steet with no food to eat or No job to support ur family, also someone in ur family or just someone u may love could be in the hospital fighting for there life.
Everyone just need to set and think that God could be just texting u just want to see how fall u go.
Because every time u get up in morning, u dont know what may happen on that day because God text u everyday.
To me people just need to thank God just for being on the earth and for what u may have at the time.
People also need to love them self no matter whats going on in there life. Set and think about how good u have it in life.
To me people need think about how life could be.
Think about if ur life is in the right place u want it to be in because u r the only one that can do something it.

Its big and full of love.
Its big and always happy.
Its big and full of hugs and kissing.
Its big and helpful. Its big and full of praise.
Its big and open 4 anything that come my way.
Its big and ready to fight what every the devil throw at me.
Its big and ready to say NO to the devil. Its big and ready 4 my blessing that come my way.
Its big and RED and its my BIG RED HEART. THE END!!!

My friend, is my inspiration in me when I have lost all hope and
My friend , bring out the best in me all ways.
My friend ,bring out  something inside of me that I never knew I had in me.
My friend, without my friend, life is a gloomy dark, eternal coma. without my friend, life is a flower, glam with a delightful aroma.
My friend, where would I  go if I didn't have my friend.
My friend ,should be one thing we shouldn't want to live without.
My friend, is my angel, that God sent along.
My friend, always stay beside me whenever thing go wrong.
My friend, someone you can count on for anything.
My friend, someone who show love unconditionally.
My friend, someone who there without no reason.
My friend, someone who want to see my go somewhere in life.
My friend, someone who you should know from the start that they are going to be there for you no matter what.
My friend, someone who believe in you and understand you.
so if you are a friend or  you have a friend stay don't leave or don't be afraid of that something special thing you both have.

No more talking about if you’re not good enough. No more trying to fit in. No more calling yourself fit or ugly. No more with fighting, no more sadness in the air. No more you saying you’re sorry. No more killing or abuse. No more pain or regret. No more break-in. no more *****, no more ******* up to people. No more trying to be someone you’re not. No more hater or betrayal. No more broken dreams. No more false advertisement. No more wrongly accuse. No more lying to get your way. No more judging or back stay in other in the back. No more torture, No more tracks and skid. No more false hopes. No more stupidity. No more jealousy. No more disappointment or paddy nets. No more, time has come to say No more. Time has come to Stan together as one. Time has come to stranger than we ever been. Time has come to probe that we can be more then what we put out. Time has come to Stan together and say NO MORE.

I was once in the dark
I was once blue
I was once weak
I was once broken
I was once made at the world
I was once hurtful
I was once ungreatful
I was sad and last
I was always wrong about everything
I was once sleep to the world and confused
I was once unfaithful
But when I meet Jesus he show me the light he told me to read his word and then I did and I was not confused or last anymore
I am a saved woman I can walk the right path
I am a sweet person and I can smile at the world the pieces are coming together



                              I was

I am still alive
My heart had been broken many times
I close my eyes and all I see is darkness
My heart keeps on beating on and on
I leave my heart open and it feel empty
I feel the loneliness and sadness
I can feel like my heart is screaming to be loved
I can feel the pain and suffering
It feel like my heart is going to fail me
I need help so I can feel loved again
I can remember the hope I had once in my life
Sometime it feel like I have no heart and it like I cant love or hate anything in life
Where to go, what to do, or who to call
My heart is tired and it need to rest
I dont want to fight anymore


                            Emptiness

I'm sorry for being to weak for u
I'm sorry if I couldnt fix myself for u
I'm sorry if u had broken nights
I'm sorry for being to **** truthful for u
I'm sorry if u **** of me
I'm sorry for it being to cold or to hot
I'm sorry if my voice to loud for u
I'm sorry I'm not u who ever u want me to be
If I'm not perfect for u,I know who I'm perfect for and the God
God made me perfect for him and no one else.
So I'm to weak or if I can't fix nothing for u or if I'm to truthful for u
If u dont love me for me or what ever u think that wrong with me
U can move on with Ur life and I'll do the same here.


                           I'm sorry!!!!!
                               Not!!!!!!

Grow up
Stops with the talking behold other
Stop with the fighting
Grow up
Stop with the shooting and start protecting the youth of the community
Grow up
Stop acting phony and start being real with your self
Grow up
Stop being lazy and start being a grow up
Stop leaching on other and get up and get your own
Grow up
Stop being scared and face your fears
Stop judging and start helping
Grow up
Stop with the rushing and just slow down


                  Just stop & Grow up

There are six of us and we are one of kind of woman.
We are a team, we fight as one, we lean on one other.
We learn together and we love the same
We understand one other better then other can
There are six of us
Sometime u might want to change your sister but if u change anything about who they are or what they do
We would not be the same u may ruin something so specail that you cant get back
There are six of us
We are so close we could possibly be some people think sister are.just sister.but no. Sister are best friend and my sister will always be my best sister no matter what happen in life
There are six of us
Sister are like one person, they are friendly helpful understanding confidence and if you hurt them they are like water is hard to put them back into pieces
There are six of us
sisters are like peace in your soul love in their hearts guidance to whatever you asked him when they're sad they need a hug.
There are six of us
never take your sisters for granted keep them in your heart no matter what happens love them honor them showdown that you love them just called them every once in awhile just say hello the accident thing be mindful of them.
There are six of us

Say hello, dont be scared
Shine on
Dont let no one steal your spotlight
You can smile and be happy
Let the sun come out,you should beathe it all in
The days is your
Shine on
You should oprn your eyes to new things
Smile at the world and the world will smile back at u
Come rain or shine it didn't matter what the weather is
Shine on
You come out with your new face of progession and prosperity
May the sun shine on u u should shine brightly even when ur blue
Shine on
You are more beautiful at 5am then you are during the day together you, your family and friend will shine like a beautiful star.
Shine on
So when i say shine on, i mean it shine on. Dont let no one different shine on and be happy when you doing it


                     SHINE ON

Who am i
Whay is my name
Where did i come from
Who is mother,my father
Am I ugly
Am i special to anyone
What do i do
I look in my mirror and i dont see me. Then i heard a voice and they told.me to open up my beautiful eyes, and asked me what do i see now
I see me a beautiful woman
My name is Rachel
I know my mother and my father
No im not ugly im beautiful
Yes im very special
And the voice asked me one more time who are you
I say
Im a child of God
He made me different from other people
Im special in my own way
He made me very beautiful
So what if people dont like me
LOVE your self and be who God made me to be
                           Who am i

you know people ask what is a friend.I start thinking and thinking.send me a friend someone who knows all about you and still love everything about you easy pass.a best friend is like a four leaf clover hard to find and lucky to have.a friend is someone who understands your past.and believe in your future and assist you today tomorrow and forever.you know what they say it takes a minute to find a special person.am hour to appreciate them. a day to love them but then in entire like to forget him and I start thinking who is my true best **** her name is manda panda.I want to thank God for putting her in my life she is also my kids godmother. I always trxt her and she always know what to say at the right time.

My phenomenal aunt Glow. The one that have a sweet smile on her face, no matter what going on in her life.an angel sent fron heaven above. the one who can pick you up when you're down..she is one of a kind of phenomenal woman with the biggest heart with the most caring touch which she shares with so many of us.
My phenomenal aunt Glow her soul is mad of  pure love. having her a part of my life  is the biggest greatest gift of all. I am looking at the strongest woman I hope become one day. forgiving helpfulness with this loving kind caring and personalities 2 others  is what to define her.she is not only my favorite aunt.she is also my role model.
my phenomenal aunt Glow it take many sprcial quality to be a spectal woman like aunt Glow. Phenomenal Woman reminds me of maya angelo. they r both beautiful phenomenal women that never give up they keep on moving on a down to earth woman. she is a mother's day I never had it she stepped in just in time I'm so grateful to have my aunt

why am I acting like I'm happy?
  when deep down I feel so much pain.
  why am I trying to deal with my pain?
    when by it ,even more pain id felt.
         why is my heart so empty?
when I'm suppose to have love,peace and joy in my heart.
          why is the guest ion?????
        why am I running so fast?
    when I dont even know my path.
  why am I obsessed with my future?
      when I'm still living in my past.
        why am I fighting so hard?
   when its do hard for me to fight for                anything.
because I need not to be lose from my faith and hope. I need to go on and never give up on my life. I'm searching for answer to all my  question and I know that God will give it to me right on time.....


                  so why ask
                       the
                   question
                      why