After being talked about.
Even when I've been abused by many.
After me living in fear so long.
Even tho dealing with so much stress, and drama.
After being disrespected by others.
After being missed understood my whole life.
Even when I've been confused, and so lost.
Even tho I've made so many mistakes.
Even when my heart been broken so many times.
Even when there is so much violence in the world.
Even when I've been let down so many times.
After getting judged over the decisions I've made in my life.
Even when being called out of my name by my love ones.
Even when I've shed so many tears.
After falling so many times.

I'm Still Standing, and I'm going to keep standing on my own two feet.
with our without help from others.
and you should do the same.
Stand!

Before it's too late.
abusing women, and children.
pushing people away.
with so much drama.
treating people like ****.
letting people fall threw the cark.
and let people grow into greatness.
and let people walk into greatness.
accepting anything someone gives you.
and let's build and grow together.
and start trusting more.
disrespecting people.
stepping on people as if they are ****.
accepting people's lefts overs.
Being gullible with everyone that comes in your life.
putting your self down so much.

STOP ant no one is your way but you
so go for it and live your life the
way you want you to live it.

From losing my mind.
From feeling so guilty.
From going backward in life.
From being missed understood by many.
From falling.
From hurting, and being so lost.
From being judged.
From being confused.
From being so negative all the time.
From living my life in fear.
From suffering.
From having a broken heart.
From stressing.
From being weak.
From being so angry.
From not giving up on myself.
From not trying to be the best I can be.
From fighting a fight that's not even mine to fight.

Keeping things away from me,that's not good for me, because it's not good to have so much on you at one time.

As I am.
As a fearless woman.
As a strong and independent woman.
As an inpatient woman.
As I laugh and smile more.
As me not being lost, and confused.
As me knowing what I want out of life.
As me shining like a beautiful star that I am.
As me opening my eyes.
As me being more peaceful, full of life.
As me being more patient.
As me understanding more.
As I build a strong foundation.
As me depending more on myself.
As me trusting in who I am.
As me believing in love, and not hate.
As me using my imagination more.
As a beautiful Queen that I am.
As me Changing and Motivating myself for the better.
As an overachiever, and a conqueror.
As I listen and be more open to new things.


so how about you just take me as I am. I'm ready, how about you. are you ready for the world and the new change that comes with it

so we can grow together.
so we can laugh, and smile together.
so we can learn together.
so I can show you how beautiful you are.
so I can show you that you can be as fearless as you want.
so I can show you how strong you are.
so I can show you that it's ok to trust in people.
so you can hear how powerful your voice is.
so you wouldn't get into different situations you can't get out of.
so you wouldn't think so negative all the time.
so you wouldn't look for things in the wrong places.
so you would never be miss understood.
so I can show you what's possible in the world.
so I can show you that your imagination can run as a while as you want.
so you can accept the things you can't change.
so you would always have somewhere to go.
so you always have a friend in me.
so we can dance, and sing like no one is watching.
so you wouldn't walk alone in the world.
so you could have more determination in your walk.
so you can feel stronger, and wiser each day.

so before you think about giving up, or giving in, how about you giving me your hand and I'll help you the rest of the way.

By trying to control me.
By trying to run my life.
By trying to control my money.
By throwing me to the dog.
By my mind, but you only had me by my hands.
By trying to abusing me, as well as our relationship.
By trying to make me feel unwanted.
By trying to stress me out.
By worrying about the thing's you can't change.
By trying to **** my spirit.
By trying to get me to act like someone I'm not.
By trying to get me to walk in fear.
By trying to make me feel invisible.
By trying to get me to live in your fantasies.
By trying to get me arrested by your lies.
By choking the living life out of me, but I ghastly for strength.
By trying to make me feel miss understood.
By trying to judge me bast my lapses.
By making me feel abandoned, and lost to the world.

everything you tried to do, only made me a stronger woman.

To negativity in the world.
To losing hope.
To not letting go of the past.
To bad mistakes that are made.
To having bad dreams.
To fighting a fight that can't be win.
To so much violence that's all around the world.
To living a life in fear.
To being around so much drama.
To being hurt by others.
To having a weak mind, and not having a strong will.
To insecurity
To not being respectful to others.
To not being able to forgive.
To not believing in who you really are.
To not keeping the faith.
To not believe that you are a winner.
To not being proud of who you are.
To letting your pride get in the way.
To crying any more tears.  
To being afraid of ask for help.
To being lost in the world.
To falling, and feeling like you can't get up.

So it's time to close some doors to open up a new door for a new beginning.
so close that bad door to open up a great door of new and beautiful beginning.