Fear is here with me.
fear follows me everywhere I go.
fear snakes up on me.
fear Stalks me.
fear is a control freak.
fear controls me like I don't have mind if my own.
fear is all I think of.
fear sleeps with me.
Fear eats with me.
fear never leaves and I can't run from it.
Fear surrounds me like nothing before.
but
fear can be stopped.
fear can go away.
fear is only a emotion.
fear will be stopped  and only stopped bye love.

Let go  
Let go of the hurt and the pain.
Let go of the sorrows in your life.
Let go of the fear of being left behind like no one care.
Let go of  the fear of abandonment.
Let go even when it hurts to .
Let go of what's killing you the most.
Let go sometimes it hurt more to hold on.
Let go let it bleed, let it heal and let it go.
Let go of the past.
Let go of anger.
Let go of comparing.
Let go of competing.
Let go of judgments.
Let go of worrying.
Let go of blame.
Let go of guilt.
Let go of fear you have in your heart.
Let go of being scared of being loved by someone.
Let go of the guilt of your past.
Most of all let go and let God.

Relationship
Relationship is about trust.
Relationship last longer because two people made a choice to keep it, fight for it and work for it.
Relationship is when you want to smile, you know exactly what to do to win their heart, you just close your eyes and think of them.
Relationship is powerful, when you work hard for it.
Relationship is when the two of you can't live without one another. Relationship is when the two of you will be able to talk about anything. Relationship is when you know what the other one is thinking about before you two say anything. Relationship is when you feel the love in your heart just gown belong words.
Relationship is when your completely eye popping, seriously, groundbreaking, passionately, deliciously in love with them. Relationship is when you can be Romantic and yet also completely filthy.
Relationship involves arguing, crying, love, hurt, joy, and most importantly some good *** ****. Relation, and most importantly some good *** ***.
Relationship is when someone accepts you and your past supports your present and encourages your futures.
Relationship is not based on the length of the time you spent together, but it's based on the foundation you built together. So when you found that one true love hold on to it and never let them go no matter what may come your way, hold on and love them with all your heart.

There may come a time that I will forget things.
sometimes I need a little reminder but I am somebody!
sometimes I may need someone to take me out, show me what I'm about,
what I'm meant for my life, because I am somebody!
I will strive to be the best that I can, because I am somebody!
I will respect and love myself as well as following my dreams, because I am somebody!
I am strong, black, and beautiful.
And I am somebody
I will succeed in my life, for I am God child, I maybe educated, I maybe even unlettered, but I am somebody!
No matter what color my shin is, or how big or little I am I'm still somebody!
I may not be rich, or I maybe poor, but I know that I am somebody!
I am strong, and I am confident, because I know I'm somebody!
I am happy and amazing because I know that I am somebody!
No matter what may come my way, through the storm or rain, through the highs and lows, but I know that I'm still somebody!
I love who I am because I know that God made me who I am and that's I'm somebody!
No matter what people may say in my face, or behind my back I still know that I am somebody!
who am I, God child and that is somebody beauitful!
No matter if you don't think so, I'm still somebody!
so who am I
somebody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Be with you for life, just because of the way you make me feel, how you talk to me make feel so free.
Be with you, not because what you can do for me but because who you are to me, and what you make me feel.
Be with you, just because you make me do things I never done in my life.
Be with you, I'm not going to be happy without you. 
Be with you, being with you makes me be a better person, for me and you. Who knows what God plan in our lives, but for one thing I know I'm willing to find out, not by myself but with you. Seeing someone else will not make it any better than what it already is with you.
Be with you, your like a angel that falling from the sky. All I want and I need and that to be with you. All I want is all I need you gave me back my dignity.
Be with you, because when I'm upside down, you turn me right side up
. Be with you, you smiled at me when the world was not kind to me.  be with you, when I'm on my own, well your in my head. all I want is all I need you gave me back my dignity.  when I'm down and nowhere to turn, I just think of you in the back of my head. Be with you, just because I want to know more of you, like your likes and your dislikes. I find an angel, you’re an angel in my eyes. So if you would have me, be with me. You bring me out of this lost and find of a world. I can't see myself with no one else but with you. I can feel it in my heart and I can see it in our future. So what you say be with me.

My Pain is everywhere I turn. My Pain is what I live from day to day. My body hurt and my Doctor can't do nothing about it . I mean **** they give me medications but do it work, hell no, so I go back and far and still nothing. I see different specialist and still nothing. So pain is my life, I try to run from the pain but can I hide from it, No. Pain is my life no matter where I turn its there. **** I have people in my life  that say you will be alright or God got you. And don’t get me wrong I love my positive people in my life. But they are only geeking me for failure. My Pain is  just what it is for the rest of my life. There no winning from the pain. I'm not going to win this battle, no matter what people  say to make me think otherwise. Before you know it I'll be somewhere and no one will remember me or who I was to them. **** I can pretend to be happy and put a smile but who will I be fooling, no one but myself If I try like everyone else is. I mean there nothing in this world would make me think that the pain is no longer with me. **** I wake up with my pain and I go to sleep with my pain. I mean **** there nothing in the world that will take the pain, **** no medication.  but it's cool just as long as I know that I have the pain and it's not going nowhere or nothing I can do about it. I have to have that what every attitude for the rest of my life my pain.

My friend, someone that's there who skies seem dark and gray.
My friend, someone that's near me each time I need to share, for praying through each heartache and showing me that you care.
My friend, someone I can turn to when my spirits need a lift.
My friend, someone I treasure for friendship and a gift.
My friend, someone who fills my life with beauty, joy, peace, and nothing more.
My friend, someone who can teach me how to Respect myself and my life.
My friend, someone who understand my ups and down fills and help me get back up without judging.
My friend, someone who come in when the world has gone out.
My friend, someone who is like a ray of sunshine, and that can makes a brighter day.
My friend, someone who is like beautiful music, that lingers in my heart.
My friend, someone who is like a refreshing breeze making sure I feel at ease bringing happiness into my life.
My friend, someone who I hold close to my heart even when we are miles apart.
My friend, someone who is an angel who lift me up when I believe that my wings has forgotten how to fly.  
As we grow up, we realize it is less important to have lot's of friends and more important to have real ones so Thank you for being  


           My Friend