#wreak
A shamed of who i am.
A shamed of what i am doing.
And horrified of what i have become.
It started as a hunger for anything.
A wish for that depth within something.
But slowly that desire i had is fading.
And -
The true glimpse of what i have started surrounds me.
The grip of reality and emotions plays loud in my hollow mind
It's hands devouring themselves around my already weak neck
Strangling this life i chose to live.
Nov 29, 2017
Nov 29, 2017 at 4:21 AM UTC
My anger comes
In the form of tears.
I control myself
But the tremors take over.
My anger comes
In the form of silence.
I control myself
But my thoughts run wild.
My anger comes
In the form of weakness.
I control myself
But they don't know that.
My anger comes
In the form of control.
Because I know
The havoc I could wreak.
Mar 2, 2017
Mar 2, 2017 at 5:41 PM UTC
This wreak of a world can barely sustain me.
And I’m not one to live in fear.
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 4:47 PM UTC
What happened
to the bright-filled future
with college and boys
that could let me be
stupid and wreak less
but I guess I
already am
That's my dad
telling them I'm his
as tears stream down
his lone face into my
mom's hair which is pressed
into his chest while
they cry together
That's my body
in a wooden box
going into the
sad wet ground
that people surround
saying their last goodbyes
as I say mine
Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 6:58 PM UTC