#would
the hoodie crows make good gangsters
owning a level of intelligence quite cute and alarming
streetwise jokers who would steal your lunch
and then turn around and bill you.
Apr 21
Apr 21, 2026 at 11:38 AM UTC
I left the house with a heavy heart,
As if I was hit by a dart.
Travelled trying to hold back tears,
Tears that I kept in me for years.
If only they knew my point of view,
Maybe they'll understand a few.
Now, I don't know what to do,
Wondering if I should continue.
My question in life has always been the same,
It's the curiosity that keeps me insane.
I can do it for them if they don't want to,
But who would do it for me when I get tired too?
Apr 15
Apr 15, 2026 at 8:11 AM UTC
the trail
lined by wild daisies
wanders past your old house
and where
we used to pick blackberries
where i'd let the thorns scratch me up
and we'd laugh
the tea-stained map
rolled up in my old messenger bag
marks our spots
where we'd hide the dowsing rods
and secret messages;
the road full of switchbacks and the
hill steep
and the path a circle;
a leviathan with its tail in its teeth;
and you holding my hand
and dragging me further
into the thorned bushes-
do you remember that?
Mar 22
Mar 22, 2026 at 8:27 PM UTC
the universe knows its too much to ask
and I know the universes angst
so I relent and sometimes resist the chance
to write down some words.
Mar 19
Mar 19, 2026 at 12:47 PM UTC
A pale and scarred chest exposed,
As if it had suffered a grievous wound.
Something seen dimly within —
A brief shimmer, then nothing.
A long walk, a purpose unfulfilled;
Not forsaken, but forgotten.
Ever onward to remembrance —
That itself is burdensome enough.
The sunlight fades, the moon sets;
The stars spin on endlessly.
The void itself beckons,
Beyond both day and night.
And I no longer know
Why I shouldn't listen.
Nov 11, 2025
Nov 11, 2025 at 11:22 PM UTC
i said i'd never beg you
to stay
because i said i'd **** myself before i begged you
and then you begged me not to
because that would **** you
we are just a circle of begging crying liars
it wouldn't **** you
you'd be just fine without me
like the rest of the world
Oct 28, 2025
Oct 28, 2025 at 11:04 PM UTC
If I could
I would go back
To take my weight off your shoulders
Sep 10, 2025
Sep 10, 2025 at 12:44 PM UTC
The person you are is not right for me
No matter how fiercely you want to be
The strongest word is love
One I fear
Under it's influence hard seeing clear
You perceive me as someone better than I am
If I was
Would give a ****
Jul 26, 2021
Jul 26, 2021 at 1:56 PM UTC
If I could, I would
I'd collect your worries
like water from a stream
let your rills of anguish
wash over me
If I could, I would
Your pain that festers
like a storm inside
I'd take it all for myself
let it be my demise
If I could, I would
You are beautiful
don't let my words run astray
just know you are my world
my Sun, my everything
Aug 9, 2020
Aug 9, 2020 at 4:22 PM UTC
I left dead flowers on her desk
will she water them?
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 12:35 PM UTC
It doesn't matter
That our eyes didn't meet
When we passed in the hall
That they sat somewhere else
While I looked straight ahead
And laughed too loud
With all their old friends
It doesn't matter
That we only talk when they want to
We flirt in careless circles
If you could even call it that
We hit a rough patch
I should leave you behind
For those that care who I really am
It doesn't matter
That I always end up
Close to crying
I ought to get you out of my mind
But you remembered my birthday
And the pronouns my friend told you
Why did I ruin this
Why did I ruin this
Jan 21, 2020
Jan 21, 2020 at 4:58 PM UTC
If you found out that I'm not smart,
Would you still be by my side?
If my parent's reply was a big no,
Would you come back for another try?
If another guy who's more perfect than me,
Or if one of your exes say's "I love you".
Would you still choose me as your life partner?
If I ever hurt one of your friends,
Would you still look at me the same way?
If we are forced to break up,
Would you be willing to elope with me?
If I were to ever hurt your loved ones,
Would you still forgive me?
If I ever break a promise,
What's going to happen?
If you found out that I've been lying to you,
Would you still have faith in me?
If I end up in a coma,
Would you be willing to wait for me to wake up?
Or would you just sign the death contract for me?
Like what every parents want, the smart and rich,
Would a failure like me be taken into consideration?
Dec 18, 2019
Dec 18, 2019 at 10:07 AM UTC
the moon is awake
as i close my eyes for the slumber
feeling indifferent to the ache
as the year slips off from december
every minute cannot be reversed
as the memories linger
should’ve left the wound be nursed
and be wrapped with a care so tender
regret unwavering
as my mouth is full words
from then i knew i failed expressing,
my deepest feelings were watchwords
why am i even writing about you?
it’s been 2 years since you’ve gone
isn’t it that it’s still true
that i’ll choose you only when i can’t carry on?
the sad truth is that i never carried on even when you’re gone.
Dec 13, 2019
Dec 13, 2019 at 8:50 AM UTC
Besides your beautiful smiles,
your foolish laugh,
your silly jokes,
and all those ways you
tried to comfort me
and understand me.
From all of that,
I fell in love with your flaws.
where nobody would,
I fell in love wanting to be that person
who can be right beside you and love you
for who you are.
Not because of your beauty,
but your flaws is more beautiful to me.
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 12:10 PM UTC
"If I gave you my hand would you take it
And make me the happiest man in the world
If I told you my heart couldn't beat one more minute without you, girl
Would you accompany me to the edge of the sea
Let me know if you're really a dream
I love you so, so would you go with me"
Sep 24, 2019
Sep 24, 2019 at 11:06 AM UTC
If I asked you
Where would you choose to go,
if given the opportunity to time travel
Past or future
Well,
I used to think
Is that even a question
Of course the future.
What's in the past?
Nothing useful.
And you won't get anything from there.
Better see the future.
You can earn some money.
And you will know something which you didn't before.
I could become the most powerful person on earth with that.
But now that I have grown a bit.
It seems much easier to dwell on the past.
The beautiful moments I had,
Which would never come back.
I wish I could relive them forever.
Like when I was laughing with my friends
So hard, that my stomach started paining,
My eyes won't stop watering.
I felt like I would explode out of joy.
When my mom was feeding me with her hands,
The love and warmth of her fingers,
Making the food extra delicious.
It was the best food I ever had.
When I went for a walk with my dad,
He usually doesn't talk much.
But that day he was putting his efforts to look for something to talk about.
For once he showed me that he cares.
We walked holding hands in hands.
It felt like the safest place on earth to be.
When I was reading the poem,
Written by my brother as my birthday gift.
It was so wonderful.
Full of all the stories we had for whole our lifetime.
The crazy spelling mistakes,
And that almost unreadable handwriting,
Made it even better
I cried and cried,
Tears full of love, emotions, guilt and much more.
I knew I could give my life for this little fellow of mine.
When I would walk with this guy,
Holding hands,
We would talk for hours,
Never really reaching to an end.
All the fights and melodrama,
Then going back to normal,
Only to fight again,
But the fights were beautiful and so was the drama.
I could fight the world for him.
Alas! Too bad!
The future can't bring those feelings back to me,
Those times ,
Where I felt like I should die right now because I am so happy,
And I would never be like that again.
When I felt l was floating in the air,
Out of those emotions.
So I choose to go to the past,
No matter how stupid it sounds.
I would like to be there,
Forever and ever.
Even after I die
You can find me there
Living In those moments
When I was so happy that I wanted to die at that moment.
Sep 14, 2019
Sep 14, 2019 at 7:52 AM UTC
I'm writing this
From the top of the hill
Black berries in my palm
Thinking of you
Maybe you'll think of me
Up in your room
Barred off from the world
A twisted fairytale
But we aren't Rapunzel
We aren't Disney quality
Who wants a homoflexible prince
And a purple haired queen
Besides your hair
Isn't quite that long
And I don't own a horse
But I do have some letters from you
And you have some from me
Maybe I'll travel around today
And see if you got back to me
I hope you did because I miss
Everything about you dear
I hope you might just
Think of me sometimes
When times get tough
And words aren't enough
I can be your rock to hold you up
And I can be you anchor
To keep you grounded
You can be my muse
The subject of all my dreams
We can be a lot of things
Rapunzel is not one of them
Aug 19, 2019
Aug 19, 2019 at 3:51 PM UTC