in my dream, i kept running
as if avoiding something
or someone
and it never failed to catch me
it probably means something
i just couldn’t afford to accept it
and that’s the reality of it
May 5
May 5, 2026 at 1:24 PM UTC
the night draws us close
words become more meaningful
what even are we?
Apr 3
Apr 3, 2026 at 11:46 PM UTC
what is this feeling?
it makes me feel nervous
nauseous
scared
frustrated
confused
and then i realized
am i cooked?
it’s even difficult because we’re friends
and it’s my fault because i let myself in too deep
Jan 11
Jan 11, 2026 at 1:21 PM UTC
like a moth drawn to a flame
we get closer each day
and it scares me a bit
because i can’t love you
when i don’t even love myself
Jan 11
Jan 11, 2026 at 1:16 PM UTC
the 1 started playing
my phone lit up
a notification from you
what a coincidence
right?
Jan 10
Jan 10, 2026 at 12:52 AM UTC
i painted
the world blue
not because
i was bored,
not because
i had too much
extra blue paint,
but because
of how much
you love the color.
Jan 8
Jan 8, 2026 at 10:20 PM UTC
for a split second, my face lights up with joy at every small interaction. the way you send videos or even share the most mundane event in your life. but for another split second, i realize i’m romanticizing things i shouldn’t have, and that it’s normal to do those things between friends. for a split second, my heart yearns and longs, and for a split second, it breaks too.
Dec 21, 2025
Dec 21, 2025 at 1:32 PM UTC
Saying goodbye to someone who’s alive…
Mourning them, while they’re still living
How is it even possible
It can definitely be confusing
And it hurts more than if they were dead
Sometimes you just have to let them go
It’s for the best
Learning to forgive them and move on
It’s a huge challenge
But it is possible
Going through the 5 stages of grief
No, you can’t leave me
I need you here with me,
Can’t you just stay, I can change
What is wrong with you
Can’t you see the effort I’m putting in
I just don’t understand why I’m crying
What is wrong with me
Okay, I get it now
It has to end
Dec 18, 2025
Dec 18, 2025 at 11:10 PM UTC
Stop showing
You love me
A little at a time.
Stop saying
You care
Bit by bit.
Stop keeping
Me here
For tiny pieces of time.
Because I need
All of you
Not piece by piece.
I love
All of you
Not just some parts of you.
So love all of me
All the way
All the time.
Or let all of me go
All at once
For good.
Nov 16, 2025
Nov 16, 2025 at 12:39 PM UTC
I don't remember, any more,
The exact shape of your hands
As I held them in mine,
Caressed them,
Memorized the length of your fingers,
The depth of your calluses.
I don't remember, any more,
Exactly your height, how much
Taller than me
You were, where
My head rested on your chest
When you held me tightly close.
I don't remember, any more,
Your scent, when we lay together
Creating our own
Magic rhythm,
Matching our heartbeats as we
Touched the sky, together.
I don't remember, any more,
The sound of your voice, calling
My name as though
It were a song
Within itself, a precious treasure
You valued with all your being.
And I don't remember, any more,
The color of your eyes, the shape
Of your lips,
Only...
How your eyes crinkled at the corners
And your laugh, as you told me,
"I love you."
Nov 16, 2025
Nov 16, 2025 at 12:37 PM UTC