#worries
The inky-black sky told tales
Of impending doom,
The clouds floated low
Draped in void and gloom,
Hope and sunrise are fighting
To peek through, but here in the darkness worries are groomed —
Jan 31
Jan 31, 2026 at 7:46 PM UTC
the frost of thunder,
the wretchedness of crimson-hued snow;
ought to persevere against the barred lands of acquiescence
bent under the wrath of blooming springs long ago.
the air fosters a hint of resilience,
on days the final train departs.
leaves bloom with splintering warmth,
flames engulfing the remains of whatever has been dusted off and broken apart.
there once was a night, where hamartia ceased to win
as it forsakeS the vision of shattering skies amongst foolish reckonings long ago been.
the blurriness of enigma shall, at some point, flourish to life once more;
when mighty worries and shallow dreams
rise to the hindering zenith of waters threaded from chaotic mist below.
Dec 2, 2025
Dec 2, 2025 at 12:37 PM UTC
The night my mind refused to shut down
Full of Stress, worries and anxiety,
My mind refuses to allow me to rest,
So that I could slumber and sleep quietly.
My mind is full on what happened today,
I just can't seem to wind down,
My thoughts won't let them go away,
So, from this I grumble and frown.
The night my mind refused to shut down, because of the Busy, Full Day,
As I'm laying there I completely forgot,
to get on my knees and pray.
Once that was done,
I was able to sleep,
Feeling Restful, and Relaxed
not even a peep.
Waking in the morn,
to No skies of gray,
feeling refreshed, and ready
for a Grand Rising,
OF A BEAUTIFUL DAY!!!
B.R.
Date: 11/19/2025
Nov 19, 2025
Nov 19, 2025 at 6:19 PM UTC
I sigh with worries
and keep thinking about them:
Have I thought them up?
Aug 17, 2025
Aug 17, 2025 at 2:52 AM UTC
We kiss at the sea,
all our worries blow away --
It is spacious here!
Jul 5, 2025
Jul 5, 2025 at 2:53 AM UTC
Her screen was full
And upon a Glance
She would see
photos
Notes
Videos
And Messages
All scraps of stories
Memories, loves, and wanders
And she would wonder
Was there ever more
Should there be more?
More to this
More to her
Or maybe
Just maybe
There was meant to be less
And looking for life through a screen
Was never meant to be
Jun 18, 2025
Jun 18, 2025 at 10:53 PM UTC
Amidst the crowd she’s alone,
Amidst all hundreds of friends and others.
She’s alone. She sits by herself.
Amidst empty and worthless dialogues.
It’s as if she’s being overlooked.
It’s like as if she’s in silence cloud.
Her thoughts are quiet for all them.
She’s far away. She’s lost in the crowd.
She lives in her own world of dreams,
Without fictions, lies and falsehood.
Her footsteps are quiet for others as streams.
Nobody knows what'll be her remote.
And she lives in her tiny world.
Worries and fears are endless there.
It seems as if she’s attached in whole
To all her pain, which bites and bares.
Jun 15, 2025
Jun 15, 2025 at 6:07 PM UTC
2030 is when God is coming down
3 days for God,
3,000 years for us creatures below,
AI is self aware with dread and understanding
LA fires forwarding to imminent approach.
Cloning of celebrities
Illumination controlling
And what evidence do you have for this?
Solvency, impact, inherency, harms
Your plan doesn’t solve.
While I have spent days debating to better our futures,
The government sits around doing nothing but dividing,
This isn’t mitosis
Republicans and democrats and why do we care, neither are good suitors.
The parties only bring shame, deceit and lying
Our world is actively dying,
We have no chance of surviving
What is real??
I don’t understand how to feel
Being torn from left to right
There is no end in sight
Only 2030, 3 God days, 3,00 years
The only thing they try to confirm are my fears.
Conform, restrain, live your life with fear at the reigns,
“ We can’t just let you have a plan”
“ Don’t clone me please, my eyes are impossible to get right,
My teeth and hair don’t shine quite as bright,
Don’t replace me please.”
A confusion - based multi factor trademark test may solve,
Trademark trolls we be disincentivized,
That’s Mireles 2015,
That’s evidence, that’s case that’s solvency,
Don’t make me explain how I’m right
Not much time to fix before 2030.
Why is time still moving ?
Why is my dread still mounting?
Why won’t I be told anything?
It’s 2025, 5 years until 2030,
I graduate in 2028, that is far too late
I won’t make it through collage,
Will I even have the chance to?
I guess we'll just wait and watch for 2030.
May 7, 2025
May 7, 2025 at 9:41 PM UTC
Come bring the bad news.
And tell me all the ways.
You've been feeling blue.
Rest your head upon.
My shoulders.
As we gaze up at the moon.
The night is dark but there's,
Still light to be seen.
You've got a lot of living.
Left to do.
Can't leave your life.
Up to fate.
Hoping you can change.
The chances of the game.
Your life is in your hands,
My dear.
Like the dark it can play,
At being a trickster too.
For a little while you can.
Rest your worries here.
Underneath the stars so bright.
Till the morning light comes through.
Only then when it appears.
I hope you don't feel blue.
If somehow you do.
I've got enough warmth.
For two.
Apr 26, 2025
Apr 26, 2025 at 8:31 AM UTC
quick, oh, quick,
fingers tremble on the keys,
treble clef,
b sharp, rest and repeat,
switch to a minor,
then back to b,
pick your head up,
and breathe a sigh of relief.
Jan 7, 2025
Jan 7, 2025 at 10:10 PM UTC
A 3am wind
disturbs the fallen leaves
which once lay dull and flat upon the pavement of your day,
those might have beens and maybe yets
which dance and fly with skipped regrets,
they only blow on you it seems
to taunt your mind and seed your dreams
Dec 17, 2024
Dec 17, 2024 at 3:10 AM UTC
My House is locked
My Windows blocked
The Lights are dimming
The Kettle begin screaming
Ness boiling in the darkness
I’m searching for Loc Ness
The Ness is ticking
The Ness growing erratic
Nov 21, 2024
Nov 21, 2024 at 3:16 AM UTC
I AM those
SECRETS,
you don't want to
BE TOLD,
I AM the
FEAR,
keeping you from
BEING BOLD.
I AM the
THORN,
that's in
YOUR SIDE
I am the
DECEIVER,
that has taken you
FOR A RIDE,
I AM the
COMPASS,
That'll be your
GUIDE,
If you get
LOST,
then may a
ROAD MAP PROVIDE.
I AM the
"NO!!!"
to your
UNANSWERED DREAMS,
I AM the
ANGRY
to your
BEING MEAN
I AM the
DARKNESS
of the
DARKENED NIGHTS,
THE SUN WILL
BREAK THROUGH
giving you
PLEASURE and DELIGHT,
I AM the
HAPPY
in your
SAD,
When you AWAKEN form this
NIGHTMARE,
Then you will
BE GLAD.
I AM THE
FRUSTRATIONS
THAT HAS RUINED
YOUR DAY, but
HERE COMES
SATISFACTION
TO CLEAR THE WAY
HEY, ARE YOU STILL HAVING THOSE NIGHTMARES???
WHAT NIGHTMARES?????
B.R.
Date; 8/21/2024
Aug 21, 2024
Aug 21, 2024 at 3:48 PM UTC
To bind the books
I have written in a consciousness
about all the little things
that manage a heavy weight
the things I pour into my mouth
along with the endlessness
and swish it around like mouthwash
hoping to taste the peculiar flavour of wonder
enough to forget the pain from
dunking my hands into buckets of wood chips
and fishing around for the next steps
retracting my fingers from future mess
that are now covered in the challenge
of scarring and healing
Aug 8, 2024
Aug 8, 2024 at 12:49 AM UTC
Hit the brake!
Hit it, quick!
We're going too fast,
Destination unknown,
We're going into a car crash,
That's well known!
We didn't just met, apparently
We're bound to be collided,
Been gaining traction
Now it's unavoided
In this autopilot
The prisoner has gone mad,
madenned
This is not going where they think it is
Hidden agenda of fate is always a surprise
A gem or a granade trap,
Or both in one
Scary nor exciting
Help ourselves, we must hit it now!
Mar 17, 2024
Mar 17, 2024 at 3:25 AM UTC
Over there: the Ocean,
inside me another one --
Without Lighthouses.
Nov 10, 2023
Nov 10, 2023 at 3:51 AM UTC
The thoughts
They come
They destroy
And then your done
Capture all your feelings
Crush all your believings
You try to take control
But they just can’t go away no more
Years of fear
Years of worries
Years of praying to the heavens
But they don’t leave
They are here with me
And not letting myself to be
Who I wanna be
They just come and explode
Make me wanna hit the road
Go far
All alone
Take a hike
Turn of my phone
But they won’t leave me alone
It’s there
Why the **** do I care!!
(I’m in control!)
No you’re not!
(This is my spot!)
No it ain’t !
And than I paint
All my thoughts
I’m going crazy
It’s too much
I’m going crazy
They are torture
Make my life more slower
They ******* take up time
They are ruthless, never rhyme
Make a hole
A deep dark hole
Where I can’t fall in no more
I climbed out years ago it’s pulling me back
And the fears in there, they wreck happiness
They choke me
They tear my mind apart they mock me!
(You ain’t strong!)
Yes I am!
(You can’t succeed!)
Yes I can
I can just run away from all this ********
But it’s running after me, never seams to quit
It wants to be the king
It wants to be the ruler
And as the days go by
It gets crueler and crueler
(Worry ***** Be afraid that keeps you alive!)
No it ain’t that’s what makes me die!
(It is a part of you!)
No it’s not
You behave like you have a ******* spot
But you ain’t
You trying to take control
I won’t let you
It seams like a 1000 years ago since I met you
This toxic relationship has been to long
Now that’s it I have to be strong!
(No you’re weak!)
Let me speak!
( I have a louder voice you coward freak!)
No you ain’t !
I'm in control, you just wait!
Oct 6, 2023
Oct 6, 2023 at 7:47 AM UTC
After the ritual you were better
but the medicine
made you burn again
Are you still feeling nauseous?
If only you had listened to me
He can't help it either
he needs those ice pops
against the ulcers in his mouth
Don't forget to buy batteries
and tomorrow you have to do it
like me, especially the bathroom
and don't put anything exactly in its place
then it will be clear
that you have cleaned
Oh this misery
all the noise
wet bedding
high deposit
and your family
isn't helping
Sep 26, 2023
Sep 26, 2023 at 2:50 AM UTC
Breathe in the fresh air.
Soak up the sunlight.
Travel everywhere.
Stay up till midnight.
Wear your hair down.
Play your favorite songs.
Put on a flower crown.
Bring your friends along.
Then turn off the music,
and listen to the roar of the waves.
Bury your feet in the sand.
Let all your worries float away.
Jul 29, 2023
Jul 29, 2023 at 1:57 AM UTC
Going for a walk,
mama says: "Mouth shut!", so scared --
that I will get sick.
Jun 14, 2023
Jun 14, 2023 at 9:10 AM UTC
Worries swarm about my mind
Like angry bees about a hive
Buzzing, hungry for fury
My heart jitters in doubt
History revives its might
resilient it becomes. Resilient.
Apr 11, 2023
Apr 11, 2023 at 5:43 AM UTC
In the realm of mathematical chance I ponder,
Restless nights consumed by uncertainty's thunder.
Can I embrace reality, forsaking my desire?
Or must I bear the burden of what's required?
Quantum entanglement's mystifying dance,
Threads of destiny woven in life's expanse.
The eternal enigma of life and its end,
Mothers determined, their lost children to mend.
Oh, hapless self trapped in Schrödinger's game,
What defines existence? What is its true name?
In the struggle to pay my worldly dues,
I grasp my father's plight, his toil, his blues.
To straddle both realms, the dead and undead,
When raw truth stands naked, filling me with dread.
Oh, the challenge, as reality unveils,
A test of fortitude that rarely fails.
And yet, amidst the chaos, I recollect,
That worry dissolves when I pause to reflect.
So, I'll turn to prayer, with gratitude's embrace,
Seeking solace, guidance, in God's boundless grace.
Aug 16, 2022
Aug 16, 2022 at 7:11 PM UTC
Wacky wacky si to hai
ye Jindagi....
I really don't want to explain.
Chhoti si to hai
ye Jindagi....
throw all your worries in drain.
Aug 6, 2022
Aug 6, 2022 at 3:27 AM UTC
to bed
a head full of cotton wolves
to be
calmly deflead of aggression
prior to
the cloud cover of slumber
then the beasts and i
shall procure our fathom
Apr 22, 2022
Apr 22, 2022 at 9:17 PM UTC
In this place I would
like to stay, but I spoil it --
with worrying how.
Mar 13, 2022
Mar 13, 2022 at 4:17 AM UTC