#withoutyou
Resend those valentine messages
Whisper you adore me
Visit my crib once more
Make me feel 'special' again
Drain this tears you left me with
Restore our love affair
Resend the valentine
Rumble that sweet lie 'you will never leave me'
And make a vacation to a 'country club'
Where I will regive a rose
And give you a necklace
No ! Resend I still miss you
Jun 23, 2025
Jun 23, 2025 at 10:34 AM UTC
You asked me: "May be it's love?"
I didn't know, what to say.
If it's dark without you every time.
So I can't even see myself anyway.
If wine is water without you!
If the air around is more bitter than poison!
If I'm not me without you!
Every day less of you I feel like an old some.
Every my step is a step into hollow.
No forward or backward, into an abyss.
I'm empty, I'm nobody without you!
And every my next step will be amiss!
‘May be it's love?’ - you asked me again.
I realize that I'm lost at all.
I don't breathe, I don't live without you,
And the Universe is tiny for me in whole!
Mar 31, 2025
Mar 31, 2025 at 5:17 PM UTC
Without your arms
Sometimes I'm lonely ,
Without your lips
My lips get dry,
Without your eyes
I'm feeling cold.
Without your sighs,
Without your voice,
I just hear silent noise..
My thoughts are rebels
Without you,
My words feel meaningless
Because just yesterday
You have slept in my room
And now all that I see is
Emptiness and lack of you.
Feb 17, 2025
Feb 17, 2025 at 7:35 PM UTC
I'm not sure why I always set myself up.
Handing over my love, like it's an overflowing cup.
I don't know how I still find a way to trust,
thinking this time will be better and giving in to lust.
I wish I was whole, not broken and just glued together.
I want to believe it when someone finally promises forever.
I don't want another lesson, another passing ship.
I wanted your love, that's only part of it.
I wanted quiet evenings in each other's arms,
I wanted lazy weekends- snoozing our alarms.
I wanted understanding and a knowing touch.
I wanted a lover who didn't think I was too much.
I wanted sleepless nights, messing up the sheets.
I wanted new adventures, strolling through the streets.
I wanted hands who could hold tightly on to my own,
I wanted a heart that was not afraid to be shown.
I wanted virtual voyages in our favorite games.
I wanted shared memes, that's us, and silly names.
I wanted more memories scorched into my heart.
I wanted a lifetime, not to be so suddenly torn apart.
I wanted the dreams and hopes we co-created.
I wanted to believe this meeting was fated.
I wanted to give you all of me- my heart, body, and soul.
I wanted reciprocity, no need to ask or pay a heavy toll.
But did you ever want the same?
You once told me you did.
Was this just a game?
Why did you open me up and throw away the lid?
I miss your hand in mine.
Your skin on my skin.
The way your dark coffee eyes shine.
Your voice, a melody, I was always sinking in.
You once asked me how to win my heart.
You held it in your hands, the moment I felt our first spark.
I can't say you made me weak, for you actually made me strong.
I was losing myself before we met, but I was saved by our song.
So suddenly, you were lost, I didn't know what to do.
In the end all I really wanted was you. </3
Feb 14, 2025
Feb 14, 2025 at 9:19 PM UTC
If I
Erased all of you,
Wiped you from existence,
Smudged your kisses from my face,
Unwrapped your limbs from my body,
Ripped your page from the storybook.
A life without you.
This unconditional affection,
This unwavering acceptance,
This unselfish appreciation,
This unlike anything else,
Is life with you.
I would never know true love,
I would spend my time searching for it,
In everyone I met.
I would probably think I found it.
But it would be a tormented deja vu,
Existing after
Life with you.
Jul 1, 2024
Jul 1, 2024 at 9:53 PM UTC
i used to hide from your pain
change myself for you
and i called it love
blindly following you
until you broke me
so i sat in my room eating icecream
when was the last time i was without you?
my heart is bruised, but its healing
cause i found people
that loved me through my problems
and they mended my tender heart
so that one day,
i can truly find love
and be reborn
Jan 28, 2021
Jan 28, 2021 at 3:34 PM UTC
We had agreed to be friends
I felt like I couldn't
It hurt too much and I felt I wasn't healing
We both broke down when I said I needed time
When I told you I couldn't handle a friendship
Because I didn't want us feeling something for each other
Its been a few weeks of us not talking
I notice so many things we haven't been able to talk about
That we bonded over
I thought us having our own space
Would help us heal
Without you its been hard
I miss my best friend
That's all we were
Two hockey-loving best friends
I miss talking to you about football
But it's okay
I hope you are okay
Just know I thought this was for the best
Without you
Without you, I haven't been the same crazy sports fan
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 10:46 PM UTC
In the journey of my life, I will encounter people many
But nobody will ever be close to being who you are to me
I am looking for words to define your greatness
But I don't think I will ever find any
I look up to you in ways you can never comprehend
That is how great you are, mother
You wear a smile on your face, keeping all the pain quelled
How strong of a woman you are, I wonder.
You have loved me a tad more when I have burst into tears
With colours of passion and warmth, you have filled my life
I have vicariously lived through you, my whole being, with no anxieties, no fears
You are the only one without whom I will fail to survive
If ever I have to go miles away from you
Remember, I will still be the closest to you
Nothing can ever get in between you and me, I am nothing without you
And for everything that you have done and you will do for me, I thank you
Nov 14, 2020
Nov 14, 2020 at 12:53 AM UTC
hey dad
i knew talking to you was pointless
cause you still think you were right.
you don't wanna know my hurt.
you don't want to understand the pain and agony in my head, in my heart because you never cared enough to ask.
you never even tried to be there.
none of you did.
where were you when the leaves fell off the trees like the tears from my eyes in the cold winter air as you smoked away your problems.
as you smoked away me.
one puff more as i begged you to stop, but of course you didn't.
you never listened to me anyways.
threaten to put your hands on me.
you always seemed to fix your problems with drugs and violence.
every excuse is a new step towards the breaking point.
the breaking point is what i'm scared of.
its like every hurtful word is another blade on my skin.
crimson blood puddles flowing out of every crack you left in me.
if my own father left me.. how am i supposed to trust that no one else will?
it seems i cant be happy.
whenever it gets better, i fall back down into the dark.
broken even more as i smack down at the bottom of the pit.
in my
𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓭.
𝓮𝓶𝓹𝓽𝔂.
𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓭.
left alone
again
you scorched the burning hate in my soul for anyone like you.
you showed me that no one can change.
not even after my 14 years of life, have you changed.
i hope you feel your empty soul ache as you see me finally happy that i let you go.
i hope you break as you hold the little necklace i held so dear to me.
i hope you feel your heart rot as your kids go on to live their lives without you.
i hope you are happy.
:)
Nov 12, 2020
Nov 12, 2020 at 10:12 AM UTC
In your eyes,
I see the sky in gleaming blue
In your heart,
Never thought it would be true
In your walk and in your pace,
I don’t wanna go no other place
Without you.
When you smile,
My thoughts just flutter all around
When you talk,
Music spark so clear and loud
And when you laugh and when you dance,
I never thought I had a chance
Without you.
Oct 2, 2020
Oct 2, 2020 at 6:39 PM UTC
Far away from here,
There is somewhere.
I dnt need to cry,
and bow down to all your whys.
The questions and demand,
Here i burden myself with all your commands.
But somewhere,
My view matters,
My choices are better,
I dnt need to follow command
And my desire expand.
I wish to meet you there too,
So that you see how happy i am without you.
Jun 16, 2020
Jun 16, 2020 at 4:03 AM UTC
I don’t know what i’d be doing without you
I don’t know where i’d be without you
honestly,
I don’t know if i’d still be here without you
Apr 15, 2020
Apr 15, 2020 at 8:16 AM UTC
Empty my saddened heart
Release the anguish in my soul
The fury is in my mind
My chaotic broken being
Hallowed out body for the taking
Stop the hurt in my veins
You ruined me
Jan 15, 2020
Jan 15, 2020 at 12:22 PM UTC
Without you, the world is only a planet perishing anyway.
Stars are just little dots which don’t even exist anymore.
The sun is a burning ball blinding me.
Raindrops are small bullets pattering down to the ground.
The heat is the enemy trying to melt every single atom of my body
And the cold is the one trying to freeze my blood.
You are part of my heart, my inspiration, my soulmate.
Without you, I am just a machine working day by day until my engine is broken.
Dec 11, 2019
Dec 11, 2019 at 5:42 AM UTC
It's 3 in the morning
And i cant seem to fall asleep
Without having you right beside me
Jun 2, 2019
Jun 2, 2019 at 3:07 PM UTC
Who knew how much
The heart would ache
For every day
That you are away
God only knows
The mess I've become
Without you
How can I carry on
Things are harder
Without your wisdom or guidance
And I feel so blind
Lost in hateful darkness
Mar 19, 2019
Mar 19, 2019 at 3:03 PM UTC
To much informatie that my brain is trying to controle
I can do it
But not without you
Not without your arms holding me
Not without you whispering in my ear
"All these things will go away as soon you relax and think about the things that you are overthinking of"
It makes no sense
Feb 9, 2019
Feb 9, 2019 at 5:32 AM UTC
I miss, and I miss.
But who to kiss, dear? Who to kiss?
It’s been far too long;
Where’s that bliss?
And your touch?
And your kiss?
I miss, and I miss.
With silence my heart may only hiss.
Seven months too long.
I’m weak, not strong!
Darling, I need your sweetened kiss.
Oct 1, 2018
Oct 1, 2018 at 9:00 PM UTC
You told me you were leaving
And I believed you
Then one day you came back
But I didnt need you.
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 7:31 PM UTC
I keep having dreams of you,
and they're absolute nonsense,
well,
you're absolute nonsense,
please let me be,
leave my dreams be
nonsense, but without you in them.
Jan 20, 2018
Jan 20, 2018 at 1:54 PM UTC