#whereareyou
Tonight is a Terrible, Silent Respite
From The Cruel, Cruel March.
The Brilliance of Sunlight's Beauty
Begins to Scar With Cracks of Dark .
The Echoes Of The Universe
Are Few And Far Apart,
And In This Of All My Treasured Moments,
I Wonder Where You Are?
The Pillars And Foundations Sometimes Fall
From So Many Things That Were Beautiful
And Tears I Weep As Light Escapes,
Kneeling Before The Fireplace,
To The Flames, Whose Soul Burns to Embrace
The Many Broken Parts Of Me,
That Can No Longer Be Replaced.
Jul 11, 2021
Jul 11, 2021 at 10:20 AM UTC
and I keep dreaming of a simple admirer,
someone of whom I will never tire,
gentle, kind and sweet like a toffee,
with eyes, made of coffee.
- gio
Nov 8, 2020
Nov 8, 2020 at 1:14 PM UTC
I wonder where you are
I wonder where you've been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again.
I wonder if you miss me
As much as I miss you.
I wonder if you dream of us
And all that we've been through
May 26, 2019
May 26, 2019 at 10:08 AM UTC
You used to be there for me,
You used to be my rock,
You used to be the one I trusted,
But where are you now?
Where have you been these past few years?
Traveling?
Trading?
School?
I don’t know,
But I wish I did.
You abandoned me in my time of need.
You made me lose hope in everyone.
When you left,
Everything went downhill
From taking the abuse from a loved one
To being bullied for something I couldn't help
I was suicidal,
And you weren’t there to help
Did I do something wrong?
Was I not good enough for you?
Or did you just not want me?
A broken little girl who tries her best
To not let anything affect her?
I was broken after you left,
Nothing could put me back together,
Only my one love could.
I told you everything
How I feel,
How I think
How I just needed an escape.
I told you my deepest fears,
My biggest dreams,
You have seen me at my lowest low,
And at my highest high,
But where are you now?
You left me,
No note,
No nothing.
You disappeared,
I always wondered where you were
And I guess I’ll never know
I just miss you,
My sister
My light in the darkness,
Why did you leave?
Apr 28, 2018
Apr 28, 2018 at 5:20 PM UTC
Tired of waiting
Every day a new sorry
You forgetting me
Mar 26, 2018
Mar 26, 2018 at 7:14 AM UTC
I wanted to scream
till my lungs needed air
till my throat ached
till my tears blurred my vision
just to see
if the sound was louder
i'll see you
come back to me.
Mar 5, 2018
Mar 5, 2018 at 5:36 AM UTC
I wrote a song for you.
I play it on the strings of my heart.
I crossed a line for you.
It will never be crossed again.
I loved all of you.
I fell for your soul.
I want to hold you.
love you.
You don't love me.
You don't want me.
I needed you.
Where were you?
Why did you leave me?
I love you.
Aug 28, 2017
Aug 28, 2017 at 12:01 PM UTC
i remember a secret i was once told
of all the things you tried to hold
but they slipped away into the night
fading between the shadows cast by the mornings light
the next day they were merely a memory
but you never forgot that pain in reverie
trying to grasp what was lost
in the hopes that when you find it next
it will not rot
but when i saw you there, i knew
what i found was something that drew me in
what i found was an idea lost
ill-begotten by my own memories, past
of all the people that gave up on my heart too
we all become broken at some point
feeling so lost and empty, disjointed from the world
our very bones and heart aching alike
and sometimes when our worlds are shattered
all it takes is time to pick up all the pieces
the little things that mattered most
sometimes lost to the gentle wisp of breath we exhale
a sigh of relief that at the very least
we can finally have the chance to let go
and begin anew
but when i heard your cries and felt your tears
when i saw you smiling with empty fears
that all good things i have to share are fallacies to endure
i knew then that you already had my heart
you were the one i was looking for all along
and i just wanted to embrace every quality of your person
every scar and every bit of pain, i intend to simply take away
and replace it with a warmth to set you aflame
so you may shine brighter than the sun
i know we all sometimes forget who we are
and in those times we fall harder upon our knees
whispering ill omens of fate or fates which can not be
but trust me dear they're right there, for you
from me, they're all i wish to give you, please
just to find a place in my heart that will never let you go
and never let you down, with open arms
i just want to finally give you a place to call your own
i want to give you all my heart, and call it home
Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 3:40 PM UTC
I thought I saw you yesterday
Just walking down the street
But it was only someone who looked like you
I thought I felt you last night
Hugging me close so I wasn't afraid
But it was only a dream that I soon woke from
I thought I heard you this morning
Calling my name from the kitchen
But it was only my sister using a funny voice
I thought you were with me just now
Telling me everything would be okay
But it was only the thoughts inside my own head
Missing you
Feb 23, 2017
Feb 23, 2017 at 8:41 AM UTC
my heart used to wonder about all
of the foreign places we’d visit and the
translucent stops we’d make in cute bookstores
where you’d delicately place me up against a creaking
bookshelf and rest your lips between my legs.
you were supposed to help me save the world.
I was supposed to drink salt water from your ocean eyes.
instead we’ll sit in a room together blind folded,
our tongues no where to be found,
our hands holding each other,
and our hearts loving one another other,
all while not knowing where we are.
Aug 20, 2016
Aug 20, 2016 at 11:29 PM UTC
And still,
in the complete silence,
the universe
whispers your
name
and I
stretch out my fingertips,
searching for
you in the
overwhelming
darkness.
Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 11:19 PM UTC
love -
an emotion filled with desire
well i desire you.
its you i want
breathing your deepest drowned secrets in my ear
telling me you never loved anybody this much
stroking my hair in the hot, hot sun
love -
an emotion filled with trust
well i trust you.
its you i want
knowing when I'm not ok
kissing me to wipe my tears away
thinking of me when you're not here with me
love -
an emotion filled with affection.
well, i wanna affect you
its you i want
thinking of me when you're with her
missing me when you're all alone
dreaming of me because you aren't here.
where are you?
i love you.
Feb 13, 2016
Feb 13, 2016 at 12:57 AM UTC
I needed you where are you
I needed you who are you
I love you where are you
I love you who are you
Im yours where are you
Im yours who are you
Who have I fallen in love with
And love where have you gone
Your no longer here by my side
Where are you
Im yours I need you
I love you
Where are you
Nov 17, 2015
Nov 17, 2015 at 11:17 PM UTC
It's been a year
(and a half)
where are you?
Mar 20, 2012
Mar 20, 2012 at 6:14 PM UTC
3.36 found my eyes open
Alone in a bed, a drought amidst
Cracking thunder and abusive rain.
My farflung thoughts dodged droplets
As they struggled to reach you.
You were dancing with Jupiter,
Quickstepping through asteroids and waltzing over elden craters
Creasing the face of our peaceful watcher of the night.
As you passed by, I
Reached for you, attempting to defy the tethers at my feet.
I glanced down at them--realized they looked like hands;
Hands I knew held me from you as if
You were some toxic drug and they were doing so
"For your own good," like they would know
What good you could do for me.
Can they not feel my desert heart
Nor see rain forest eyes?
You were scheduled to return yesterday,
Then today, then hope slipped from my scope
Pointed to the stars, searching for your
Blazing trail of fire. The sky is dark.
Still I say my prayers
That, in your brilliance and splendor returning,
The pyre consumes you not.
Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 5:54 PM UTC
Where is everybody?
They keep telling me they are here
here for me
but they never are
lies and broken promises
I’m starting to doubt
is anyone out there?
truthful and actually here?
(s.m)
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 1:32 PM UTC
you said you would be here
you said loneliness i shouldn't fear
you said greater than us, only the sea
you said we still had forever
i told you not to say forever in vain
because forever is greater than all you can think of
you said i was being foolish
and that i should let go
and so i did
i believed in what you said
i let go of it all
just to not let go of you
where are you now, sweetheart?
are you in the arms of another
are you waiting for me to call
or did you break your promises
and forgot it all?
Jul 12, 2014
Jul 12, 2014 at 5:57 PM UTC
I had trouble understanding who you were.
I've been distracted by the way you smile every time you look at me
and the way your hands would slide up and down my body whenever our kisses got intense.
I wanted to crawl into your skin to feel the brokenness that lied within or rip my way into your mind to see all the things you've kept inside,
but every time I tried,
the thorns guarding your heart wouldn't let me enter.
I started to bang on the door, screaming "Let me in!" "Let me in!" But there was nothing but an echo.
I looked down at my hands and saw the marks and bruises from my failed attempt.
You told me that you wanted me long before, so here I am.
I'm standing alone under the stars where you told me to meet you.
So tell me your highness,
where are you?
Jun 13, 2014
Jun 13, 2014 at 1:10 AM UTC
You don’t populate
my dreams
so much anymore
I castigate myself
for this
abysimal lack
of your presence
but every night
my dreams take me
somewhere
you aren’t .
Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 10:05 PM UTC