the sky forgets its light
one by one
the stars
unmake
themselves
even darkness
feels full
something loosens
not sleep
not death
a silent
collapse
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 8:28 AM UTC
I feel like I’m losing myself
Oh the irony
For I don’t even know
Enough to lose it
May 13
May 13, 2026 at 4:12 AM UTC
I was never built for belief
no sky to answer to
no afterlife stitched with meaning
but you
you bend something unnamed inside me
into the shape of prayer
not words
just a quiet collapsing
a reaching beyond language
beyond certainty
as if existence fractures
and I am slipping between its versions
searching for the echo of you
in every possible arrangement of time
if there are other lives
let them be threaded with your gravity
if there are none
let this one stretch
warp
refuse its ending
because this moment
this brief alignment of being
feels too precise
too impossible
to only happen once
and whatever listens
if anything does
take this as devotion
I am not asking for forever
I am asking
to find you again
wherever forever fails
May 6
May 6, 2026 at 3:44 PM UTC
no stars, no witness,
only a hollow
that cannot recall being full
May 4
May 4, 2026 at 11:58 PM UTC
She did not fall into it,
it opened inside her.
A quiet collapse
light bending without spectacle,
every soft thing pulled inward
until even her name thinned
into something unrecognisable.
There is no ground here,
only a deepening,
the feeling of slipping past
a point no one returns from.
She tells herself to be careful,
as if grief has hands,
as if it chooses.
But it doesn’t.
It takes.
Her laughter stretches into silence,
her warmth shifts into distance,
a signal no one can decode.
People orbit still,
at first.
They call her back
like she is a place,
like she hasn’t begun
to become the gravity itself.
She wants to say
don’t come closer,
that even light fails here,
that love is not immune.
But the words don’t escape.
Nothing does.
So she holds them
like debris,
like borrowed stars
caught in a field that never asked
to exist.
And that is where the guilt lives:
not in the dark,
but in the pull.
In the way they dim
just by staying near.
She is not trying to consume them.
She is trying to stay contained.
But containment is a myth
once collapse begins.
She folds inward,
smaller, denser,
a secret no one can reach
without disappearing.
And still
they linger at the edges,
hoping she might release them.
As if she could.
She did not fall into it.
She is becoming it.
And everything she loves
is learning
how close is too close
to survive.
May 3
May 3, 2026 at 4:55 PM UTC
The moon melts into my trembling hand
a lantern dripping liquid stardust.
Stars hiccup slow, spilling galaxies
across my tongue like sparkling syrup.
My feet dissolve into comet tails,
and gravity forgets its name,
letting me float sideways through syrupy nebulae,
where hiccups are constellations
and the night hums a dizzy lullaby.
Apr 30
Apr 30, 2026 at 9:26 PM UTC
she pulls her gravity inward
collapsing distance
into a small, survivable core
Apr 30
Apr 30, 2026 at 8:08 PM UTC
She carried galaxies behind her eyes,
quiet constellations no one ever named,
a sky she slipped into
like a hidden pocket of night.
She orbited her own thoughts,
mapping silent constellations in the dark,
gathering small stars in her hands
and teaching them to glow in secret.
Then he wandered in,
a moon with a gentle pull,
drawing softly at her tides
until even her shadows turned toward him.
Sidewalks softened into stardust beneath her feet,
daylight learned the language of nebulae,
and every ordinary hour
began to hum with distant light.
She forgot the way back
to those hidden galaxies,
not because they disappeared,
but because the universe before her
finally burned just as bright.
Apr 21
Apr 21, 2026 at 7:35 PM UTC
I fold conversations
like brittle paper,
pressing creases
into apologies
that never quite align.
Every goodbye
is a frayed thread
I knot with trembling teeth
but the fabric still unravels,
and my leaving
bleeds ragged.
Sep 9, 2025
Sep 9, 2025 at 6:31 AM UTC
A thousand hands of absence
crawl my spine at night,
reminding me
the grave is never sealed.
Sep 7, 2025
Sep 7, 2025 at 5:23 AM UTC