#unrequiredlove
When you smile at me
There is a glimpse of hope
Where i see it in your ocean eyes
In your glance
That you feel the same
But i feel myself burn without a visible flame
On these cold november days
When the sadness arrives
Its like reaching out for the stars
But they are untouchable
So i can only admire from afar
While you remain a mystery to me
Where i cant get to know you this way
You open your heart to the one you want
While i suffer and see
Im suffocating on my own sadness
And im finding comfort in it
I cant handle being near you
Its draining me
Ist opening me up and leaving me wounded
But i cant resist it
There this invisible string
That draws me to you
Your laugh
Your red hair
You as a whole person
When the first snowflakes this year reached the ground
I danced around with the thought of you being there
But then i had to remind myself
That im not the one who you're thinking of
Even if you give me a glimmer of hope
I'll never be the one you crave
You want
You desire
May 26, 2024
May 26, 2024 at 2:57 AM UTC
june has just spread its wings and we
did not yet experience its blessed sunny days
as i begin to think
how many surprises are in store for me?
your eyes piercing, x-raying me as i stand
soul-naked, patiently waiting for something
or someone
to carry me away from this place.
full of people, stuffy, hot, noisy,
this room makes me wonder if death
is not that distinct
if hell is not that far.
being nobody, just someone
whose spirit will come and go
whose presence didn’t change anything
not to mention your heart.
i haven’t yet given up on myself.
your voice stops, as i say my final words,
you would know
that in a room full of crazy people
i only see you.
Mar 27, 2022
Mar 27, 2022 at 6:10 AM UTC
Love makes you greedy.
Two worlds collide. And slowly come together to become one.
You can't not expect an explosion when planets come crashing into one another. So when the two start to engulf each other, conflicts begin.
You can't help but feel an inbalance.
But love is never about equal feelings but rather both fueling the love together without regards to calculations.
However when insecurities kick in, you see how they seem to feel less passionate than you do and their world engulfing more of yours than you are theirs.
We then start to ask for more.
But did not realise it was never about how much was given.
It was always just bliss and enjoying of company and times together.
But sometimes,
we become greedy
we want more
but did not realise
we already have everything we need.
We already have them.
Jul 23, 2017
Jul 23, 2017 at 11:26 AM UTC