When you smile at me
There is a glimpse of hope
Where i see it in your ocean eyes
In your glance
That you feel the same
But i feel myself burn without a visible flame
On these cold november days
When the sadness arrives
Its like reaching out for the stars
But they are untouchable
So i can only admire from afar
While you remain a mystery to me
Where i cant get to know you this way
You open your heart to the one you want
While i suffer and see
Im suffocating on my own sadness
And im finding comfort in it
I cant handle being near you
Its draining me
Ist opening me up and leaving me wounded
But i cant resist it
There this invisible string
That draws me to you
Your laugh
Your red hair
You as a whole person
When the first snowflakes this year reached the ground
I danced around with the thought of you being there
But then i had to remind myself
That im not the one who you're thinking of
Even if you give me a glimmer of hope
I'll never be the one you crave
You want
You desire
May 26, 2024
May 26, 2024 at 2:57 AM UTC