This moment
Too bold to put in words
Too stunning to be confined in a photo frame
so I tattooed it on my heart
imprinted it on my bones
feel it flow in my blood
I grab it tight
hold it close
I did not let go
even when I reach the end of the fall
and my body breaks into a million stones
There's a time where all I wanted to do was blend in
Then I realise being different gives me such thrill
I embraced it
Then all i wanted to do was stand out
Nov 19, 2018
Nov 19, 2018 at 7:51 AM UTC
People never listen anymore
With ears
They seek out the one who loves to spread words
People never care anymore
With ears
They thought have understood the story from the narrator
Infact they were the sidekicks
The insignificant petty villagers
While they could have asked the characters themselves
Paint the picture themselves
They don't care anymore
To put the effort in
They would rather just hear it from somewhere
Then pretend they learnt everything there is to learn about the story
Fact is
It wasn't your story to care for at the first place
It's not caring it's plain boredom and hopes to be the holy judge of 'none of their business'
Care is not like that
When will the peasants see
The truth
the truth that lies
lies between the teller and facts
the teller and players
Apr 20, 2018
Apr 20, 2018 at 2:03 PM UTC
Your lips are so foreign,
I'd like to kiss them until they become home.
Mar 19, 2018
Mar 19, 2018 at 1:51 PM UTC
twenty-two
taught me to never
Abandon.
like my father
it taught me that it is not
Blind.
like my mother
it taught me it is to
Carry.
like any other burden
it taught us to
Dance. for
Eternity...
that life can be
Filled. with
Genuine.
Happiness.
we are barely twenty.
yet it was, is, will be
Infinite.
Dec 28, 2017
Dec 28, 2017 at 9:53 AM UTC
Fate has been the kindest
Defying society's cruelty
It tries its best to preserve
the shattered dreams and fantasies
Fate wept for the brokenhearted
Don't **** it
Fate is on our side
Dec 28, 2017
Dec 28, 2017 at 9:32 AM UTC
Why can’t we just run away?
Far from this
Anywhere could be home.
They say make a life out of this.
We chose life outside of this
Still it is ours
Not a dream
But the dream
Dec 16, 2017
Dec 16, 2017 at 9:41 PM UTC
Cuddly stuffed
Soft as pillows
Smooth sensation
Sweet tooth
From beaten cream
Melting into colours
Crackling woods
Bliss surrounding
Peace at home
Eyes on you
On my side,
between white sheets
Simple for eternity
Dec 16, 2017
Dec 16, 2017 at 9:35 PM UTC
I value loyalty above all.
You stick by my side no matter what.
No matter good or bad, right or wrong.
Loyalty isn't agreeing with everything,
it is on your side, no matter what,
it is staying, knowing how wrong,
but believing one day would do right.
Loyalty is guidance, support and company
no judgements.
Like Alfred to Batman.
However, Alfreds are rare since the dawn of time,
I am grateful to have you,
but understanding betrayals.
No longer are you let into my heart.
Dec 4, 2017
Dec 4, 2017 at 10:16 AM UTC
is it too early to think about bliss?
we thought we could have met a little earlier than this
Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 10:21 AM UTC
People often ask me what love is
And I seriously don't know what it means
All I can think about is you
Your eyes, those brown eyes
Those eyes which saw me naked
You saw every scar on my body
Yet the only thing you said was
“You are beautiful”
Love, I am not beautiful
Scars, stretch marks, blood, wounds
Doesn't mean beautiful
I am not an art
Yet your lips kissed me
The way the sun kissed my skin every morning
Without a fail, without any doubt
You smiled.
And the only words that came to my mind was
**** this is trouble"
My love, your words hold me like a hostage
Trapped inside an empty box, finding a way out.
A way I can never ever get a glimpse of.
I knew that this love
Our love would last a lifetime
Or so I thought
We were torn apart by hatreds, insecurities, confusions
Maybe if it wasn't for distance
We would be still together, we could have worked it out
But maybe, no matter what decisions we'll make
We will still come to an end
Confused about the future
Insecure about other people
Hating each other
You, giving up
And me, craving for more
Craving for something that can fill up the hole inside my chest
I wanted you to stay forever, here beside me
But every time I would ask about it
You always said
"You deserve so much more"
You were once my everything
My other half
My partner in crime
You were someone so freaking important to me
You were the kind of mistake, I wouldn't mind repeating
I fell so hard for you
And guess what happened?
Love, I am broken
How many days, months, years
For me, to forget
That once upon a time
You were here
I was there
Hands holding tighter
Eyes locked to each other
Hearts that beat in a synchronizing manner
How much would it cost?
For the pain to stop
For the memories to abandon
For the feelings to fade
My love, I did not expect any of this
I didn't know that love can be deadly
A love that can force someone to commit suicide
That loving someone means tearing every part of yourself
Now, do you think I'm suicidal?
Love, do not be afraid
I'm not going to die
Being suicidal doesn’t mean killing yourself
Suicidal means I wouldn't mind dying
I kept on dying anyway
I kept on dying at the same place I thought was giving life to me
Because the day, you decided to give up on me
I already gave up on myself.
Nov 10, 2017
Nov 10, 2017 at 8:46 PM UTC