#uneasy
A ENCOURAGING MESSAGE IN THESE END TIMES
If it gets NEGATIVE, then REMOVE YOURSELF,
Keep a POSITIVE AURA,
it's GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH,
I can SMELL NEGATIVITY
A MILE AWAY,
STAY FAR AWAY FROM IT,
BREAK FREE, and JUST STRAY,
If your RADAR GOES UP, and
it DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT,
Just listen TO YOUR CONSCIENCE, and
GET OUT OF SIGHT,
YOUR FRIENDS MIGHT COURSE YOU,
THAT IT'S NOT SO BAD, but
FOLLOW YOUR INSTINCTS, and
LET THEM BE MAD,
They think that YOU ARE SCARY, and
YOU'RE JUST NO FUN,
KEEP PROTECTING YOUR PEACE,
BE FIRM, and BE DONE,
If your FRIENDS SEE YOU LEAVE, and
THEY BRING YOU DOWN LOW,
HOLD FIRM TO YOUR FAITH,
FORGET THEM, and JUST GO,
If you FEEL REAL NERVOUS, and
you FEELING REAL SCARED,
GET UP, HIGH TALE IT, and
GET UP OUT OF THERE,
Don't feel so bad that you
WERE not involved,
GOD BLOCKED THAT MESS,
BE THANKFUL IT WAS SOLVED
Don't feel bad that you didn't go
God blocked an attack
that you didn't even know
IF THEY GET ALL PUSHY AND
THEY JUST DON'T SEE,
Just don't even go, and
keep your sanity
STAY WTH YOUR KIND, AND
STAY IN YOUR LANE
CERTAIN MUSIC, and
MOVIES THAT I DO NOT CLAIM,
I PLEAD PROTECTION
IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME,
DON'T BE OF THE WORLD,
I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN,
JUST BE CHRIST LIKE AND
ON THE WINNING TEAM!!!!!
B.R.
Date: 5/26/2026
7d ago
May 26, 2026 at 9:28 PM UTC
I feel it in the quiet,
it sounds nothing alike.
It follows me in the day, and surrounds me at night.
It’s everywhere and nowhere. Just out of sight.
It lingers in the corners, testing my might.
It tempts and it taunts me, unseen in plain light.
It dances on edges, too tall I seek flight.
It grins in the silence, stealing all my light.
It whispers in corners, it waits through it all,
A shadow that lingers, a thief in the night.
Apr 3
Apr 3, 2026 at 10:03 AM UTC
Here
On the solid ground
Looking crazy by what I found
I have lost me without you around
Here
On the solid ground
You talked to me ferociously
I canned your bitter words intensely
Here
On the solid ground
I felt Weirded Out
I felt like I shouldn't be around
Here
On the solid ground
I learned to hurt myself
I learned to let it eat me alive
Here
On the solid ground
I saw stars in the dark skies
While blinding my eyes from your empty lies
Here
On the solid ground
I harbor a desire to be found
Feb 16
Feb 16, 2026 at 6:16 PM UTC
You need not see the bride’s snow-white gown twice,
conquering every single piece of the endless blood-red carpet,
including all gazes,
even the lurking ones,
made from pure evil within.
Cherishment here and there,
as time gets ****** in,
sinister bolts strike through dense crowds,
witnessing a soon falling angel.
A chilling scream echoes,
hinting at the ever-watchful walls,
muffled whispering mockingly in a hush,
blending red and white altogether,
pink blood webs rooting beneath her feet,
shadow falling across the black velvet.
Apr 28, 2025
Apr 28, 2025 at 8:47 AM UTC
I’m on this ship,
A ship for one,
Out at sea,
It’s beautiful yet nerve wracking,
I search and I see where I’m going to be
Optimism is key,
“No. Bad. Thoughts.”
I tell myself, almost constantly,
But it’s just out of my reach...
This anchor is attached to my heart
There it lived.
Then, ripped from my chest,
Leaving my body, weak, pained, dragged,
Into the dark gradient ocean
It lowers, as I twist, wind, and fight,
above sea.
Though, I find myself tired,
At times.
It wins.
It keeps me still.
Can I stay here?
It’s nice in theory...
Sometimes I’m triumphant.
Sometimes I win.
I am above the darkness,
There’s the veil,
I am no longer down there,
I see and hear signs of
Happiness.
So
Close.
Up, I must bring my heart.
Sew up my chest,
Wipe my tears,
More than once,
This cycle is done.
Look ahead,
Go. Forward.
And don’t look back.
But never forget.
Sep 24, 2022
Sep 24, 2022 at 11:59 PM UTC
I'm feeling quixotic
I'm definitely all there
But I also feel like I'm not
Always felt neurotic
On the verge of breaking down
Seems like I'm utterly toxic
If you see me being manic
You don't have to be scared
I'm the one who will panic
Try you hardest to look past
I'll work even harder still
To make sure you'll forget this outcast
Sep 18, 2020
Sep 18, 2020 at 4:11 PM UTC
Who am I?
What am I?
Why am I here?
To grace this earth,
My existence feels useless,
Hang my head in the noose,
I am everything and nothing,
All at once yet not at all,
I teeter on the brink of madness,
Waiting to witness my fall,
I am a waterfall of sorrow,
Endlessly flowing,
Through my blood,
Sweat,
Tears,
and *****
Recycling emotions,
In this vessel,
Hollow with feeling,
Feeling alone,
Yet alone I am not,
Universe embrace me,
Place me in your thoughts.
Jul 15, 2020
Jul 15, 2020 at 4:16 PM UTC
dear anxiety, when will you leave me?
all my thoughts have gone wary
even my vision's kinda blurry
hear me out and save me hurry
dear anxiety, why are you here?
creeping me out so sheer
you won't get another tear
is anyone ever near?
dear anxiety, what do you want?
still in my dreams you do your haunt
tell it to me and i shall grant
even so, no one hears my rant
dear anxiety, who must i call?
though in the end it's me who will fall
surely you have taken its toll
when will they see it all?
dear anxiety, how are you?
so good at keeping me blue
remind me that this reality is true
those who see it are only few
Jul 15, 2020
Jul 15, 2020 at 11:42 AM UTC
unfinished
i don’t feel inspired anymore
it’s all just ******* nothing
fading into my heart
i have left everything unfinished
so i sit
forever uneasy
and forever hungry.
Nov 19, 2019
Nov 19, 2019 at 4:42 PM UTC
It's terrible to think
that our ship could sink
before it reaches
land.
And our words don't
have to work too hard
to dig our grave
in water.
But it's not time yet
to send an SOS.
Because our ship still
floats on.
Oct 21, 2019
Oct 21, 2019 at 3:06 PM UTC
I now have “The Day it felt over” picture.
It’s unreal.
I am currently in shock or maybe denial, at this point.
It was sad yesterday, but this,
I don’t know this is real?
I guess... your attitude seems to have changed.
But you say I’ve changed too,
I guess you didn’t like the better me.
Well, I like the better you.
Go do what you need to do,
I’m supporting you from afar.
If you need me, I’m here.
I miss you already.
Thank you for everything.
I love you, I always will.
Oct 19, 2019
Oct 19, 2019 at 10:43 AM UTC
im having trouble
with memory comprehension
this mind is full of apprehension
they always steal my attention
it seems they're going on a vacation
seperating in all my relations
left me lonely with fog
found nothing but frustrations
i no longer use medicine to bargain
a ruse i used to believe was now in vain
it felt like riding a train
going to your destination and paused when it rains
books, pens, and questions got me overwhelmed
answers and papers with no lead, nor helm
all i want is to reach my personal gratification
but my head is in state of sublimation
and i guess it's a broken contemplation
Sep 25, 2019
Sep 25, 2019 at 9:21 AM UTC
as i exhale, it seems almost as if my lungs shake,
making the breath that leaves me feel uncertain and foreign.
you'd think that since i've breathed like this for as long as i can remember that it'd become a home for me
but it's still not me,
something inside me tells me that something is wrong,
that the uneasiness of my breathe isn't normal.
i stared into nothing as i breathed like this,
my limbs would sometimes go numb and the world would move in slow motion,
sometimes my head would stop running thoughts
,and as much as i should,
i liked it.
i liked feeling nothing, the uneasiness of my breathe would somehow comfort me.
i could forget for 5 seconds and sometimes that was enough.
Sep 25, 2019
Sep 25, 2019 at 8:11 AM UTC
I am not the princess.
I've had a pea under my mattress for a while now,
But you've found no concern in that.
In fact, it's slowly been duplicated.
At first, only by a few,
Then dozens.
Now there are hundreds of them,
Unconstrained by the confines of the bed.
But so long as there are peas,
You will argue them to fit.
So long as there are peas,
I will lie, uneasy,
Though I am no princess.
Jul 23, 2019
Jul 23, 2019 at 12:56 PM UTC
Uneasy thoughts
Take up too much
Time from me.
Wish it away.
Uneasy memories
Make up pure nonsense
And forgetfulness.
Wish it all away.
Jun 20, 2019
Jun 20, 2019 at 3:21 AM UTC
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I
feel
so
woozy
uneasy
my mind
is feeling
queasy
and
nothing
that I do
seems to
make this
go away
not even just a cup of tea
can keep these dreadful shivers
at bay and I am left wondering if I will
ever feel okay. Am I going to turn
out to be something great? Or will I
stumble into oblivion
and no one will remember my name.
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May 21, 2019
May 21, 2019 at 10:10 AM UTC
I dream upon a mountain lake
A treasure that has sealed my fate
Great trees reach to touch the sky
And water tumbles, falls and cries
And as it comes down in tears
We laugh at our common fears
Clouds weeping sorrows away
A gust of wind, the trees sway
Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 1:15 AM UTC
marry me, my sweet princess,
love me every day at all times
don't run away from me
for I shall always find you in my eyes
I love you so much I'm sorry I had to trap you and make you mine
you see love is not easy for me to keep
so please I'll be gentle when I tie you up and chain yourself to me.
Feb 17, 2019
Feb 17, 2019 at 3:20 PM UTC
Lost, alone and terrified
In solitude I forever will confide
Maybe I will just end it with suicide
Everything will be better if I just died
All those voices in my head
All the tears I may have shed
I’ve got fear and anxiety, disgust and dread
I sank in darkness while I lay in bed
I just can’t take it anymore
This uneasy feeling, I never can ignore
Go back to the corner with pain and sore
Enticing myself with blood and gore
My soul corrupted, my faith all gone
It’s too late to save me, I am done
Jan 20, 2019
Jan 20, 2019 at 3:26 AM UTC
What keeps you up at night little one?
Is it the silence of the night?
Or is it the rush of voices?
Trying to fight there way out?
What makes you uneasy young one?
Is it the questions left unanswered?
Or the Sadness left by the day?
Maybe its something or maybe nothing.
So what keeps you awake young one?
Dec 26, 2018
Dec 26, 2018 at 11:51 AM UTC
The field has laid barren,for much too long now.
So empty,the air smells of fear and that dreadful disquiet.
How can one ever gather all the pieces? Those broken and unwanted fragments of who you are,were and meant to be.
An overwhelming task in a mind it stays. You haven’t the energy to ask or pray. To build,to persevere,to carry on.
The need to create & sustain courage, to cross 1,000 miles,when afraid to take just one step.
The fear has jangled you to your core.
Powerless,you can say no more.
Seems only one way to turn.
And that’s away.
For,it is not that one desires the fall.
But,rather it is the fear of the flames.
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 2:15 PM UTC
Why am I wearing my feelings for everyone to see
It's not like I'm trying to hide it's just my reality
I know I said I would wait and take it slow and easy
But everything has me feeling so uneasy
It seems like you're going further and further away
While I'm stuck here without you going day to day
Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 8:11 PM UTC
A question for my future self:
Am I happy?
Do I have insurmountable wealth?
A concern from my past self:
Do I still use my body to show the boys I’m pretty?
Is my potential for the future just collecting dust on a shelf?
I wrote a letter in seventh grade to my tenth grade self
I asked, blatantly, “pourquoi est-ce que to habites?”
That means “why do you live?”
And I sat and wondered while reading that in twelfth grade:
“What can I possibly give? Five years ago I didn’t know why I live and still I falter with the thought.”
I’ve been told time and time again that I’m wasting what I have
Not my materials or rights
My ability to stab through the thickest situations and rise to the top
I’ve been told that my potential has been wasted
I’m worried that me right now will be the same in ten years as though it has just been copied and pasted
Life goes on in a conveyor belt fashion
You step off when you get where you need to go
But some of us stand still and go in the same circle never taking action or developing a passion to get from point A to point B
I fear I may never step off my conveyor
It’s hard to see the world objectively when clearly everything is subjective
I’m conveying to you, future self, that I think your belt is broken and you’re stuck in one place
You physically stand still
While your mind wanders space
And you think you’re advancing and in life moving forward
But you’re stationary and you can’t see it now, but take my word for it
I want you to open your eyes and see past your useless tears
You’ve had all the time in the world to make changes, you’ve had so many years!
So why is it that you have yet to adjust the system?
Future self, are you listening? Get off the conveyor and start walking, because no one is there to fix them!
Don’t expect help from anyone in your circle
They stick around for a little but are ultimately a hurdle
There is no one to trust but you, future friend
If you need to reach out to anyone
Ask yourself, a hand I’m sure you’ll lend
I doubt you want to see yourself fail
You might as well then get your coffin and count each nail
Because everything in life is different in perspective
Can you see now that you somewhat feel respected?
I worry about you more than I should
But I worry just enough
To the point where it’s good
Hey, can we strike a deal, future me?
Give it four years
And if by then you can’t see,
Then the world doesn’t need you and you’re better off alone,
But if you see what I mean then enjoy your new home
Your body is the dwelling that you seek shelter in
I hope that day comes when you love your own skin
When your eyes shimmer with glee at the sight of your image
Not at all like Narcissus, but you understand the little pilgrimage I’m talking about
So one last comment to you, my soon to be friend
Always trust yourself and your judgement, don’t bend
Don’t let others walk over you like a doormat
Command your presence like a homerun swinging bat
Silence the room when you walk in to speak
Understand your self worth and the benefits, you’ll reap
I’m happy to have the pleasure of meeting you one day
I’ll likely be nervous and not know what to say
Because for how powerful and wonderful and mystifying you’ll be
God I hope one day what I want to see will be me
Jun 26, 2018
Jun 26, 2018 at 8:52 PM UTC